Kara-

I don't know why I got mad at Heechul. I don't even know why I said those things.

What he said just hurts that's all.

When he said that the ceremony was silly, I just got so mad. It may not mean a thing for him but it meant a lot to me.

Especially in the situation that I am in right now.

My monthly visitor is late and I'm scared to death. Maybe that's why I picked a fight with him. I scared and I wanted to run.

I'm just starting with my career and I'm not prepared for this situation.

I still didn't have enough courage to go to a doctor or buy one of those pregnancy kits or something.

Maybe I just didn't want to face the truth?

Heechul would have a fit if he knew.

Will he take responsibility?

Will he...

What if he leaves me?

I stood next to Kana while we watched the concert. I couldn't help but look at Heechul.   

What would he do if he finds out?

He looked at me and smiled. I couldn't smile back. I just looked at him. The music started and one by one the members started singing. When it was Heechul's part he went down the stage and started to walk towards me.

What the hell is he doing?

The fans screamed and shouted. He kept singing and kept walking towards me. He stopped in front fo me and took out his hand for me to take.

Is he for real?

He smiled at me and took my hand anyways. He lead me to the stage. When the song ended he faced me and hugged me.

"Sarangye." He softly said to me.

The crowd went wild and the fans shouted. He had his mic on so everyone heard him perfectly.

My hands shook and I looked at him.

What am I going to do?

What should I do?

"What are you doing?" I asked him with a confused expression.

He's totally acting out of character.

"I'm making an effort just as you asked. Sarangye and I want you to know that I'm not ashamed to admit it now." He said to me.

He turned me around so that everyone could see me.

"This girl is important to me. She's the person I love. I hope I can have everyone's blessing." He added introducing me to the crowd.

The shouts became louder and camera's flashed everywhere. People were starting to come to the stage. The bodyguards had to double up just to suppress the people.

"Are you crazy? Why did you do this?" I asked him when I saw all those people.

"It's obvious... because I love you and I want you in my life. This is my world Kara and soon it will be yours too. I'll say it again... Sarangye." He said to me looking straight in to my eyes.

I hugged him tight as tears fell from my eyes.

"This is the cheesiest thing you've ever done!" I told him wiping my tears,

"I don't care." He replied with a smile.

Pabo.

This proves it...

I should tell him...

No matter what the reason...

I should tell him...