Yuri-

I was about to go to Donghae's room when I saw Henry walk out. I hid myself behind a tall plant in the lobby. Henry looked very upset.

What happened to him?

He went to the stairs. I don't know why but I followed him.

Why are you doing this Yuri?

I followed him to the roof. I stood in front of the door and took a deep breath.

I shouldn't be doing this.

Henry is no longer my business.

But... why am I here?

I pushed open the door. I saw Henry. His back was facing me. He was looking at the view of the hotel. The view was amazing.

"I can't do it." I heard him say.

Was he talking to me?

"I can't do it, Zhiyin. I can't marry you." He said still looking at the view.

Marry?

He's not going to marry Zhiyin?

Why is he saying all of this to me?

"Damn! Why can't I just tell her just that?" Henry said in English burrying his face in his hands.

I said nothing and just remained where I was.

"You're an idiot, Henry. Why did you let things be like this? You should be with Yuri... the person you love. Guilt or no guilt... Zhiyin is not the one for you. Zhiyin's knows that... Then what are you doing?... Why did you agree to marry her?... You claim to love Yuri... yet... What's wrong with me?!" Henry said out loud before turning around.

He saw me and his eyes widened in surprise. I remained where I stood. My feet seemed to be frozen to the ground.

"Yu-yuri... what..." Henry asked in surprise.

"Um... I..." I tried to say but words won't seem to come out of my mouth.

Henry and I looked at each other for a long moment, then he shook his head and took a deep breath.

"Why are you here? Shouldn't you be back home?" He asked me.

"Donghae..." I said out loud without thinking.

I meant to say that Donghae invited me but all I could say was his name.

Henry's expression turned dim and looked away from me.

"So it's him... I didn't see that coming." Henry told me.

What is he talking about?

"I thought... I thought that... all I asked was four months. But I guess, now I don't have to. Can you answer one question?" Henry told me.

I nodded yes.

"Do you love hyung? Do you love Donghae?" He asked me with a serious expression.

I didn't answer.

What am I supposed to say?

Should I say yes?

Should I say no?

What do I do?

I tried to open my mouth but nothing came out. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I looked at him and I nodded my head.

His eyes went teary eyed and he looked away from me.

Why did I say that?

He said nothing and walked pass me. Before he could do just that I held on to his hand. He stopped walking and turned to face me.

"I'm sorry..." I said to him as tears filled my eyes.

He didn't answer me. He placed his hand over mine and took my hand away from his. He started to walk away without looking back. I turned around and was about to run after him but I stopped myself.

Why bother?

I made my choice.

I chose Donghae.

I should be happy right?

Then... then...

Why does my heart ache so much?