Sleepover and thoughts

I found love while travelling

We headed home after dinner. I noticed Donghae stealing glances at me but I just looked away. I successfully avoided him, yet again.

When we reached home, I quickly ran to my room and took a quick shower before plopping onto my bed.
"What should I do..." I said to myself as I thought of Donghae's confession.

Donghae had always been like an older brother to me. I knew it wouldn't be fair if I didn't give him a chance but I didn't want to hurt him. I was torn between accepting and rejecting him, because I knew who I really wanted. There were 14 other people I could ask for advice, but I didn't want to make things awkward between the members. Just then, I thought of someone.

The phone rang a couple of times before someone on the other line picked up the phone.
"Sulli Unnie!" I exclaimed as soon as the phone was picked up.
"Yah, it's not very early! Why are you calling?" She asked
"Are you busy now?" I asked
"Nah, why?" She asked
"Can you come over to the Super Junior dorms tonight?" I asked
"What?!" She said
"Pleaseeee. I really need your help! I'll ask Kibum oppa over too! We can have a mini sleepover!" I said excitedly
"Alright. I'll gather some stuffs first. I'll be there in 20 minutes." She said
"Thanks unnie!" I said before hanging up

Next, Key.
"KEY OPPA!" I shouted into the phone
"Yah ______, if you weren't my favourite dongsaeng I would have scolded you badly!" He shouted back into the phone
"keke. Oppa, are you free now?" I asked
"Yeah, I'm watching tv. Why?" He asked
"Can you come over to the Super Junior dorms tonight?" I asked
"Huh?" He said questionably
"I really need your help! Sulli unnie's coming over too! Let's have a mini sleepover!" I said happily
"Alright alright. I'll be there in 10 minutes." He said and hung up.

I rushed downstairs and told Leeteuk I would be having a mini sleepover and he widened his eyes.
"Oppa, don't worry, it's only Sulli unnie and Kibum oppa." I said
"Ahhh. I thought it's some fangirls or something. Sure, you can have them over." He said
"Thanks oppa!" I said and gave him a quick hug before running upstairs.

I walked past Donghae and Eunhyuk's room to see Donghae walking out of his room. I avoided his glances when he stopped me.
"I hope my confession didn't make things awkward." He said as he approached me
"Nah it didn't. I just need some time to think." I said
"You want to talk about it?" He said
"It's okay, Sulli unnie and Kibum oppa are coming over tonight to stay!" I said excitedly
"Key?! In a room with two girls?! Stayover?!" He exclaimed
"Relax oppa! It's Kibum oppa, not strangers! Besides, if anything happens you guys are just next door!" I assured him
"Call me if he tries to do anything, okay?" He said
"Don't worry oppa." I chuckled and headed back to my room.

Within 30 minutes, the doorbell rang and I ran downstairs to see Sulli and Key standing at my doorway. I gave them a quick hug before inviting them in.
The other members looked at them curiously while looking at the clock and wondered why were they here.
"Sulli-ah! Why are you here?" Heechul asked
"I have no idea. _____ asked us over and said we should have a mini sleepover with Kibum oppa." Sulli said
"Yah Key-ah, you better not try anything funny okay. I'm warning you!" Eunhyuk stood up and approached Key
"That's right. If I find out you did anything SHINee's gonna have one less member." Kangin threatened
"Woah woah woah. _____ was the one who asked us here! I'm not gonna try anything with 15 members in the house." Key said
"Good." Eunhyuk said and went back to the couch.

We headed to my room and settled down on the bed.
"So, what was it you urgently need us here?" Key asked
"Remember that time you said if I wanted to be in a relationship with any guy, I would have to go through you guys?" I said
"You are with someone now?!" Sulli exclaimed
"No! Someone just confessed to me and I'm in a big dilemma now." I said
"WHO?!" Sulli and Key widened their eyes and looked at me.
"Uhm... Donghae oppa." I said slowly
"WHAT?!" They both exclaimed
"I know it's crazy but relax! I don't know what to do now." I said and rested my head on my hands.
"Tell us everything!" Key said

I decided that it was time to tell them everything. I started with the first time I came to the dorm, falling in love with Eunhyuk till now, Donghae confessing he loves me.
"Woah, so you mean you are in love with Eunhyuk oppa now?" Sulli asked
I nodded my head shyly. while Key and Sulli just sat there with their mouth hanging open.
"And Donghae hyung likes you?" Key asked
"Yeah. That's why I don't know what to do!" I said, exasperated
"That's a little hard. Both of them are so perfect." Sulli said dreamily
"Yah Sulli-ah! Stop dreaming!" Key said and pushed Sulli lightly.
"Right. Have you thought of giving Donghae oppa a chance?" Sulli asked
"I feel like I'm using him if I get together with him." I said honestly
"From what you told me, I think Eunhyuk hyung likes you." Key said
"Everybody says that. But his actions prove otherwise." I said

"Have you ever asked him how he really feels about you?" Sulli said
"Nope, I don't have the courage. Besides, he's already with Hyoyeon unnie." I said
"Then what makes you think he doesn't like you?" Key said
I didn't know what to say. He was right, Eunhyuk hadn't really told me whether he liked me or not, and I haven't asked him before too.

"I'm on Donghae oppa's side. I feel that you should give him a chance. Not only for him, but for both of you." Sulli said
"I'm on Eunhyuk hyung's side! I think Eunhyuk hyung loves you!" Key said
"Ugh! Now what do I do!" I said
"Just follow your heart." Sulli said

I glanced at the clock and realized it was already 2am. Key and Sulli stifled a yawn and I knew they were tired.
"Thank you so much unnie and oppa. I think you guys should sleep. You all have schedules tomorrow?" I said
They nodded their head and I felt so guilty for depriving them of their sleep.
"So sorry!" I said apologetically
"No problem! What are friends for? We'll always be there for you if you need a listening ear, alright?" Key said
Sulli nodded her head enthusiastically and pulled me into a hug. Key came and gave us a group hug before Key collapsed onto the floor and slept while I crawled to the bed with Sulli.

I tossed and turned in my bed, still thinking about what to do. It has almost been an hour, I glanced at the clock and it read 3am. I decided to get myself a glass of milk in the kitchen.

After getting some milk, I went to the balcony and sat on one of the chairs to think. I didn't even notice Donghae settling on the chair beside me till he spoke.
"Thinking about some stuffs?" He asked and I jumped up instantly
"Aren't you sleeping?" I asked
"You aren't sleeping too." I said
"I asked you first." I pouted
"Eunhyuk's dancing in his room. At 3am in the morning, can you believe it?! I wonder where he gets his energy from." He said
"Oh..." I said and settled down on my chair again
"Can I ask you a question?" He asked
"Sure." I said
"What if Eunhyuk was the one who asked you out instead of me? Would you have accepted it immediately?" He asked
I hesitated for a moment. "I don't know." I said
"Really? I know you will accept it immediately." He smirked
"I don't even know how he feels for me." I said
"You really like him that much?" He asked softly
I felt apologetic instantly. "I just... the way he makes me feel is just different..." I said slowly
"I can make you the happiest person in the world too." He said and stared into my eyes, closing the gap between the both of us.
Our faces were getting closer when I realized. "Oppa, stop." I said and pulled away
"Sorry." He said
"I just hope that no matter what decision I make, it won't affect our friendship. Promise?" I said
"Promise." He said as we hooked pinky fingers.

Author's Note: WHOOOOO FINALLY UPDATING! Sorry I haven't had time to update. Schoolwork has been piling up and I'm so busy right now! Managed to squeeze in time for an update! Keep the comments and subscribes coming in! Thank you to all who have been supporting me despite me not updating! THANK YOUUUUU :D

Oh, and Donghae finally confesses. heh. What about Eunhyuk? and who will _____ choose? COMMENT COMMENT! ^^

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AussieElf28
#1
Chapter 53: Awwww!!!! This was such a beautiful story
Well done :-)
AllRiseSilver1998
#2
Chapter 53: HUGE WELL DONE this story was really good you should be really proud. I love this fanfic. Thanks for finishing xx
SuperJunior13VIP
#3
Chapter 53: AAAAH IT'S THE END. SHO FLUFFY! C:
I loved this fic author-nim~! Thanks for writing & finishing it! ^~^
spysoon
#4
Chapter 53: Finally, Lee Hyukjae you confessed your feeling n made her happy^^ Like Henry n Donghae said if u hurt her again she can go to them but to me will b the other way round,I'll come n hunt u down,hehehe ^^ make her happy^^
spysoon
#5
Chapter 50: Finally, your back^^ Is Hyukjae preapring something special??? I'm so curios now^^
eunhxette
#6
Chapter 49: update soon.. saranghae payting!!
bebeb_myeolchi #7
The new subscriber here :)
Really love this ff alot.. So curious !!! hoping this girl (ME:red) will be with Hyukjae <3 :D
Update soon please !!! ^^
btw, nice to meet u :))
EunHae_Daebak
#8
Chapter 49: What's in that bag ?
*curiousity*
SuperJunior13VIP
#9
Chapter 49: Oh I'm back to reading and commenting! I still like this story :3 Hyukjae, you so dense, don't even know your own feelings tsk tsk.
Something gonna happen at Jeju? ouo
spysoon
#10
Chapter 49: I'm not tired of your story^^ I'm curious what is Hyukjae hiding in the beg???