Unknowingly, two weeks passed by. I kept myself busy by cleaning the house and going around Seoul taking pictures. I successfully avoided Eunhyuk because they were busy having schedules and didn't come back till late at night when I was asleep. Usually the members would come home for dinner to accompany me, and also eat what I cook because they said it was healthier that what they eat outside xD
Nobody really noticed me not talking to Eunhyuk, not seeing us together laughing and cracking jokes. These days, I would normally stick with Donghae or Henry, but I only smiled a little, not the kind where I would grin ear to ear. I didn't really see the both of them together, but the thought of them being together still makes me feel empty.

I was watching tv in the empty dorm when I heard the door creak open. I wondered why because the members who came back for dinner already left for their schedules while those at schedules normally wouldn't be back so early.
I took up a baseball bat and positioned myself at the sofa, ready to attack. A figure came in through the door and switched on the lights. I took my chance and wanted to attack when the figure turned around and stared at me. I was shocked and quickly stop myself from hitting him while he had one hand on my bat. It was Eunhyuk.

We stared into each other's eyes for a few seconds before I broke the eye contact. He looked at me curiously and I gently put down the bat.
"Sorry oppa, I thought you were a burglar." I said while scratching my head awkwardly
"It's okay, I understand." He said
"Why are you back so early?" I asked
"My schedule was cancelled." He said
"Oh, I see." I said. This was the first time I was talking to him in two weeks, since the time he stopped me at the staircase. It was only till now that I realized I missed his face and voice so badly.

"Have you eaten? There's some food in the kitchen, I will make it hot for you." I said
"It's okay, I ate with Hyoyeon already." He said
"Oh, okay then. I'm going back to my room." I said while I cringed when he said her name.
"Wait, can I talk to you for awhile?" He said when I wanted to leave
"Yeah?" I said
"Why are you avoiding me?" He said
"I told you I'm not." I said
"You are. I know you are. We haven't spoke in two weeks. Is it because I'm with Hyoyeon?" He asked
"Oppa, it's not about anyone." I said
"Then why are you doing this? You are my favourite dongsaeng, you know?" He said
"That's why oppa. I can only be your dongsaeng, isn't it?" I asked
"w-what?" He asked
"Forget it. I think you better spend more time with Hyoyeon unnie if you are free. I know you guys are really busy and rarely meet. I'm going back to my room." I said weakly and ran upstairs

When I reached my room, I couldn't help but cry, again. I scolded myself for being such a fool, when I could've confessed and told him about my feelings, but I didn't want to ruin the relationship he had with Hyoyeon.

-Eunhyuk POV-
What did she mean by "I will only be your dongsaeng, isn't it?" ? Does she means she wants to be more than that. Why does she look like she wants to cry? I finally have the time to ask her what's going on and all she does is gives me the same reply again. AISH!!! I've been thinking about her all the time even when my girlfriend is Hyoyeon. What am I feeling right now?
-End of POV-

I was in my room reading a book when I felt my door open. It must be late, since I heard many voices downstairs.
"Princess!" Henry said while smiling
"Mochi!!" I ran to him after putting down my book
"I missed you!" He said while hugging me
"Me too! You guys have been so busy nowadays I don't even get to see you more than half an hour each day." I said sadly
"I was in the studio today and Key came up to me saying he wants to see you soon! SHINee aren't having a comeback for awhile, so he wants to meet you when time permits! Oh, with Sulli too!" He said
"Really? I missed them! I didn't dare to call them because I'm afraid they are busy. I guess I should call them soon." I said
"Yeah, I think you should. You shouldn't coop yourself up at home!" He said
"I'm gonna explore more about Seoul again tomorrow!" I said excitedly
"I feel more assured now to let you go out on your own. But when I call you you better answer, okay?" Henry reminded
"Yes I will mochi! You are really like a protective brother." I teased
"That's why you should call me oppa!" He said
"No way!" I said and went back to my bed

"Have you talked things out with him?" He sat beside me and asked cautiously
"We talked just now. He asked me what's wrong but I couldn't be telling him "Oh, I'm in love with you but you are in love with Hyoyeon unnie. I thought you liked me but I guess I'm wrong. I can't bear seeing you guys together, so I'm avoiding you. I don't know what to say to you anymore because everytime I look at you I am reminded that you are with Hyoyeon unnie." right?" I said
"But he should know about your feelings." Henry argued
"Mochi, even if he knows, nothing will change. He's in love with Hyoyeon unnie, and I can see that very clearly." I said sadly
"Cheer up! You still have me and the other members!" He said
We kept the matter a secret because I didn't want the other members to know and spoil their friendship. Till now, only Donghae, Henry and I knew about it.
"Thanks Mochi. You better sleep soon! I don't wanna see a sleepy mochi walking around the house tomorrow!" I said
"Okay, night princess!" He said after kissing my cheek
"Night!" I said after he turned off the lights.

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