August 1, 2014

My mind was made up, today was the day that I'd finally confront SinB. She had been the only thing I thought of for the past two years. I ended up becoming good friends with her best friend's girlfriend. If it wasn't for Eunha, I'd probably never have the chance to meet the girl who captivated my heart for two long years. 

"You're going to fall in love with me" was the first thing I said to her, she looked at me with such disgust, it was kind of funny.

"What?" SinB spat. "I won't." Her tone was curt, like she was ready to break ties with the relationship before it even started, it discouraged me–if ever so slightly. However, I didn't let it phase me, and I continued to push at her. 

"You will. In 30 days, you will be in love with me." She scoffed, but I had her full attention. It was surprising but very delightful. The smile on my face grew with every second she was looking at me.

"Thirty days? And how are you so sure?"

"Because I'm in love with you." Her gaze turned to an incredible amount of confusion. I couldn't blame her–I was a complete stranger, well aside from my millions of followers, but you couldn't know a person based on who they were on screen. Maybe I'm a hypocrite for falling in love with SinB that way. 

"You don't even know me, Yennie." My eyes lit up upon hearing my stage name called out by my crush. She folded her arms and rolled her eyes, looking more annoyed than before. 

"Than let's get to know each other. Thirty days is all I ask. If you don't fall for me, I'll never bother you again." SinB raised her eyebrow, and that look gave me a strange feeling I couldn't pinpoint. 

"Sounds like it'll be more of a nuisance, but whatever. Sure." SinB agreed, and knowing she'd spend these 30 days with me, I wanted to show her everything it meant to be loved. I wanted to shower her in affection, I wanted her to yearn for me as much as I did her, and I wanted to love her in a way she would never forget.

And that was the beginning of our 30-day spiral into love.