Eight

Before All The Longings

 

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"Hyung! Baek! Do you guys want to hear some juicy gossips?"

Joonmyeon rolls his eyes as he chews his curry rice. The taller likes being a busybody and would literally squeeze himself between the girls and talk about the latest scandals.

"They said the Econ hottie was seen hitting his girlfriend and she is reporting him to the police."

His eyes widen at the news. That is some juicy gossip. The Econ hottie is among the top five hotties of the university even though he has a girlfriend. With that happening, the Economic School is going to have a new hottie.

"They probably looking for a new one. I might have a chance!"

"You are a Music student, Chanyeol." Baekhyun shakes his head. His friend can be so ridiculous sometimes.

"But out hottie is such a perfect man. I want to be a hottie now!"

Joonmyeon pushes his empty plate to the sice, taking out his water bottle and sips some of it. Ever since he found out about the hotties thing during his first year, he had wondered how a student became one. The criteria is so diverse since his own school hottie is a third-year and average looking but he's probably the nicest man the school has ever known.

"Oh! There is another one."

"Of course there is more." Baekhyun ignores the side-eyes Chanyeol is giving him.

"Someone saw the Medic hottie went out on a date with a man."

Joonmyeon catches the small flinch Baekhyun had at Chanyeol's words. He focuses back at the taller as he looks like he has something more to say.

"The person couldn't see the other clearly but he was small comparing tot the hottie and the person said they looked cute together."

He purses his lips at Baekhyun that has completely stopped eating even though his plate is still half full. Baekhyun didn't tell him anything and he didn't want to push him either. He looks at Chanyeol. "How did the person know it was a date? Just two people going out doesn't mean they are on a date. Maybe they just accompany the other shopping and stuff."

"It was a date, hyung. The person said the Medic hottie looked super happy. Man, I never thought the Medic hottie 'served' that way. He looks super manly."

Joonmyeon is taken aback at the younger's remarks but he keeps his cool. "What do you mean by that?"

The look his senior gives him make Chanyeol realize what he just said. "Ah, no. Hyung, no. I..."

"If I was taller and handsome like him, I wouldn't be like this?"

"Hyung, that isn't..."

"If I become more fit and not this weak anymore, I will turn back like before?"

"No, hyung. Listen..."

"I'm!" Baekhyung tries not to mind the attention he garnered from his abrupt standing. Collecting his plate and glass, he looks at the older. "I'm going first."

Joonmyeon's eyes follow his junior until Bakehyun is no longer in sight before truning back to the loose-mouth in front of him. "I thought you're better than this."

"I am!" Chanyeol bites his lower lips, feeling guilty as he blurted something out without thinking. He doesn't know what make him say that. "I'm sorry, hyung." He gets a small nod. "It was hard to accept when you told me years ago so I guess this kind of news is still difficult for me to digest it. But, I assure you I am not that kind of a person."

"What kind of a person?"

"Quickly judging people without knowing the whole story."

Joonmyeon knows the taller isn't that kind of a person so he understands the loose-mouth. He is lucky enough to have friends that accept him as he is. Looking at the younger, he takes a deep breath. He just have to know. "What if I told you that I like you?" He sees the big eyes getting bigger.

"Are... you?"

"If."

"I... I don't think so, hyung."

Joonmyeon nods as the taller's expression become uncomfortable. It is not anyone's fault.

 

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"So, what do you think?"

Yifan stares at the three pieces of clothing that being displayed and worn by the mannequins. The clean-cut black suit with silver-outlined geomatrical-shaped flowers at random parts of the piece really catches his eyes. He had a different vision when Bella explained to him but again, he knows nothing about this industry.

She can't stop feeling proud as Yifan has his eyes glued to her idea but his own was as good. "Yes, I know I am awesome but your idea was great too." Bella circles the mannequin wearing the polo T-shirt. "I'm thinking we do with casual Tee and long-sleeves ones as welll."

Full-colored in different shades. The logo is on each sides of the sleeves and one on the left of the chest. "It was only last week." Yifan looks over at the female.

"I've been doing this for years, dear. Samples are an easy thing."

He walks over the last sample. A white denim jacket with the flowers as the button holes, only become a full flower when being buttoned but still stand out on its on. He likes this one a lot.

"One of the staff came up with that. Because it is white the logo pop up more." Bella sees the male nodding at her words and heads towards her desk. Although she want to release this collection as soon as she can, it needs more. Maybe another one or two designs. "Yifan."

He walks closer but stops in front of the dest when his phone rings. He fishes out the device and takes a quick look at the caller before answering it. "Hey. What's up?"

Bella listens at the one-sided conversation and closes her sketchbook of designs she had wanted Yifan to see. Ever since the university days she never win against the caller. Yifan wouldn't suddendly changed that.

He looks at Bella that is busy typing on her computer after ending the call. "Can we continue later? I need to go out."

"Yeah, sure. See you at home."

Yifan rushes out from the room and exits the shop, standing in front of the entrance and looks over at his left and then his right, eyes finally spot the caller walking towards him.

"Hey." Minseok smiles as he looks up at the taller, standing before this best friend of his. "Are you sure you are fine going to lunch with me? Did you ask Bella to join?"

"No, you didn't ask me to."

He purses his lips. His tall friend is always so direct when it comes to his bride-to-be. Luhan told him about his conversation with Yifan and he can't help wonder how does Bella feel about his friend. He throws his gaze around and pauses at the green-walled shop across the street. "Is the shop going to open soon?"

Yifan turns at the direction Minseok is looking at and nods. "I think it's some kind of dessert shop. There is a big waffle drawn in the inside of it." He sees his friend's eyes sparkle at his words.

"Let's go take a look!"

He lets himself being dragged to cross the street until they are standing right in front of the shop. The waffle drawing he always see from across the street is much bigger than he had sxpected as he has no reason to come to this side of the street.

"The waffle looks delicious, right? I wonder when they will open it."

"Hopefully the end of this month."

Yifan turns to the voice and sees a sharp-looking man smiling at them.

"Are you the owner?" Minseok earns a nod and smiles back. The man looks familiar. "So it's a dessert shop?"

"Yeah. I have been dreaming to open one and since this street doesn't have such shop so I thought why not."

Yifan looks to his left and right and realizes the male is right. There is a cafe several shops away and a convinience store on the other side but nothing like this shop. The female workers along this street will be ecstatic. Bella as well.

"But there is still more than a week left. Should you really open it up like this and not covering it?"

"My staff said the same thing too but I had to brag about the waffle so..."

Minseok turns to look a the said drawing that is filling the view from the glass window and he acknowledges it. "Well, I can't wait to visit when you finally open it."

"I will be waiting."

He says his goodbye and walks along Yifan. He is for sure had seen the man somewhere before.

 

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"Excuse me for interrupting..." Joonmyeon smiles when he gets the woman's attention, stepping back a little when she stands up as she finally recognizes him. "Hi."

"Joonmyeon, isn't it? Sophia's brother."

He nods and takes the offered hand, shaking it. "A staff told me that you're here so I had to see you. Thank you for returning the key, and for sending Sophia home too."

Bella shakes her head. The key had fallenn beside the trash can in the bathroom that she only saw it the next morning when she wanted to throw the trash out. "I wanted to deliver it but Sophia insisted to come and pick it up. Oh, and I had to ask her number from Mr. Jirayu. I hope it's okay."

"It's fine. Thank you again." Joonmyeon senses a presence behind him and turns to see a waiter is carrying a plate of steak and some soup. He faces back to the lady. "Then, I will leave you with your dinner. Thank you again..." His words stuck as a soft hand is holding his own.

"Are you busy? Do you mind sitting with me? Eating alone is boring." Bella stares at the male in front of her. Yifan is probably still with Minseok and she was craving meat. She was hoping to chat with Sophia but apparently she wasn't a waitress. Meeting her brother is totally out of the question.

The look the older gives him make him purses his lips, checking his surrounding before giving the lady a small nod. He knows that feeling very well, where at one point he had stopped eating altogether. No matter how full his stomach was, he'd still feel empty.

Bella can't hide excitement as Joonmyeon takes a seat right across her. She offers him the soup but the male refuses, saying he had eaten. "Sophia said you and Mr. Jirayu are friends. How long have you guys known each other?"

"Almost two years. He helped me before."

Bella senses the changed mood at those words. She chews her steak as her mind thinking another topic to talk about.

"Are you always eating alone?" Joonmyeon waits as the lady swallows her food.

"Hm... Not always but most of the time, I guess. I don't really have friends that I can hang out with. Yifan isn't that fun either. Oh, you remember Yifan, right?"

He nods. He isn't curious but doesn't mind knowing how the tall male is doing for the past years.

Bella sips some of her soup, getting a nod from Joonmyeon when she compliments the dish. "Well, you know how woman should take lead now and again... He should do the same." She notices the furrowed brows and gulps down her fruit juice, before staring at the younger. "I mean, I know we are arranged and all and I am used being the one leading but I don't mind being a follower sometimes."

Joonmyeon listens as the lady tells her story, about how boring the Chinese male is sometimes. He would agree on a movie but would watching it with a blank expression. Never refuse a skinship but never initiate one either. He breathes in. The lady shouldn't torturing herself either. "Do you love him?"

The knife between the piece of meat stops cutting and she blinks a few times before looking up at the male. She had asked herself the smae question many times before and the answer changed over the years as they spend more time together but it has been a while since then.

A sigh coming from his front makes Joonmyeon realize his mistake. "Ah, I'm sorry. I didn't mean..."

"I love him."

He sees seriousness in those eyes.

Bella pokes the cut steak as she imagines Yifan on it and puts it inside , chewing it roughly. "I love him but... You know how some people would die for their loved ones because they love them so much?" She earns a stare. "Well, I won't be dying for him, if that's what you mean."

 

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AshXIII #1
Chapter 7: Yes, Yifan. Just tell yourself that you are sending her off because Bella might nag too much. Hahaha, you know you want to know where she (and by default Joonie) lives. And probably to catch a glimpse of your ex.
ephemeral24
2410 streak #2
Chapter 28: ahh... it's done!
i was wondering where Yifan took Jun and where they did it... i mean, he couldn't have kicked out Bella/Sophia... i mean with a knocked out Jun, no way Sophia would leave his brother with a man he doesn't trust! i thoughtthe 2 ladies had a heart to heart talk somewhere else so Yifan and Jun sneaked in then! HAHAHAHAHA but they they did it and i was too distracted by Jun calling Kris hyung... HAHAHAHAHAHAHABA *kidding, i don't have hyung kink... maybe? HAHAHA*

turns out the rich kid actually bought a house!!! and he was planning to live in it with Jun before the temporary breakup... SIS IM--- huhuhuhu

Joss teasing the hell out of Jun tho! HAHAHA "no second round?" OMFG HAHAHA I WOULD KILL HIM IF I WERE JUN!

man, im just happy they're together now... and looks like Sophia is working on liking Yifan, specially if her brother loves him too much, then she can't do anything... i do hope they face no more objections abt their relationship after this, they've had enough!!!

thank you sis for writing this story! it's been quite a while since your last... i think im okay with a story per year sis! HAHAHAA this was angsty but it all ended well! i can say now that i love how you left us hanging most of the time coz I'm done with the story already! HAHAHAHA it won't kill me to wait anymore! HAHAHAHAHA

good job sis! til your next one!
dulcimer_pL
#3
Chapter 28: I was wondering where was Jun when he awoke, hotel maybe? But no, Yifan brought him in his new bought house and what happened then.. ahem!! hahaha
'' No one is angrier than a woman who has been rejected in love.'' Applicable for bella?
I am curious what Yifan meant of the last words, but alas, I have to let them go and sail away!
Thank you, and I am looking forward for your next stories. ^^
ephemeral24
2410 streak #4
Chapter 27: OMFG THEY DID IT!!!
but first things first, why was Bella in Yifan's apartment then??? was it time for the confrontation? anyway, i understand she was hurt and all, but it still saddened me how Jun was being attacked... at least Sophia was there for her brother coz one man was left speechless...

but when Yifan just ran with Jun tho! HAHAHAHAA i bet it was the two ladies' turn to be speechless! and finally, Yifan got to say his part!!! seems like all this time, it's been Jun dictating the phase of whatever is happening between them... i mean, when Jun wanted distance, they had distance... when Jun wanted to give it a try, that's when they did... so when Jun left Yifan alone that day, so as much as Yifan loved him, he chose to stay away... despite going to the hospital already, he chose not to coz that's what Jun wanted...

but istg they should've had enough already! and now Jun is under the impression that Bella is back and wouldn't shut up abt her! so Yifan does the best thing to get him to shut up! HE KISSED HIM! AND OMFG THEY DID IT!!! i do hope there's no more running away after this ughhhhh... they can settle everything together instead, specially when they're that miserable when they're apart!!!

ps. holy Jun calling Yifan as hyung during HIHIHI
dulcimer_pL
#5
Chapter 27: Holy ! She is back and angry.
They make love!!!! *sobbing*
Now, I am curious and excited for the next happenings.. I hope not so big obstacles to hurdle for our dearest couple.
One of my favorite chapter 'cuz of lovemaking ! hahaha!
ephemeral24
2410 streak #6
Chapter 26: PAPA KIM YOU ARE MY HERO!!!
just wanting Jun to be happy! OMFG i didn't think that he'd do it himself!!! WHAT A LOVING FATHER who just wants to make it up to his son for all the wasted chances before!!!
Yifan hasn't even explained the whole situation to him, that he wasn't involved in the whole incident, his only involvement was the fact that he was the one sharing the bed with Jun, but with regards to the taking of the pic and further circulation, none at all! yet he just understood his son, if his son can love this man despite that all thqt happened between them, despite the effect of that picture from two years ago then who are they to question his choice???

YIFAN!!! PAPA KIM HAS GIVEN YOU THE GOLDEN OPPORTUNITY! YOU WOULD BE A FOOL TO NOT TAKE IT!!!
dulcimer_pL
#7
Chapter 26: Jun is in hospital again. :( Poor him. Pls Yifan go visit him. Jun his father is a great father.
Im glad, though Sophia is angry but Jun his father loves him and Jun's happiness is his priority now.
I am a bit teary eyed with this chapter . Jun keeps smiling and played with his sis in the rain though he is dying inside!
ENOUGH JUN! Pls, fight for your happiness! :((
ephemeral24
2410 streak #8
Chapter 25: HOLY !!!
I AM SO THQOQKAPSIEBQOOQUENZBCSOAN RIGHT NOW!!! IT'S A COMPLETE ROLLER COASTER WTF! OMFGGGGGGGGGGG ALL THESE STUFF HAPPENING IN JUST ONE CHAPTER!!! OH MY GODDDDDDD

THE FIRST PART!!!
SIS! I WAS WONDERING WHEN THEY GOT TO THAT LEVEL??? HOLY THEY WEREN'T EVEN HOME! THEY WERE ACTUALLY IN A MOVIE THEATER!!!
at first i thought they were watching at home coz Jun was asleep with his head in Yifan's lap!!! OMG and then in his sleepy haze, Jun kisses Yifan!!! *man Jun wasn't really kidding when he said he's just taking more of the water Yifan left open! HAHAHAHAHAHA* AND THEN THE KISSES GET MORE INTENSE AND OMFG CONTROL YOURSELVES!!! UGHHHHHH why couldn't you two have watched a movie at home instead? first, the kiss could've led to something more and second, what happens next could've been avoided!

NOW NEXT!!!
*deep breaths to calm self*
i was right, Sophia was ruthless... she's fearless when she confronted Yifan! and wow, she plotted this with her dad... i wonder what his dad told Jun as Sophia was confronting Yifan! and god! the main issue abt the past finally surfaces! not only is Sophia mad at Yifan for breaking Bella's heart, and now she finds out that his brother is with Yifan... the same person he was on a scandal with 2 years ago, probably the reason why he was chased out of their home then, as if he's never learned??? Sophia must be thinking, my brother may be weak, but i am not! so it's her who threatens Yifan to stay away from Jun... and as much as Yifan was sweet to say no and that he loves Jun... Sophia is convinced he's nothing but harm to Jun... and Jun... Jun just gave up instantly HUHUHUHUHU
JUN WASN'T IT GOING SO WELL??? WHY???

anyway, as ty as this was... it has brought out some events that were still hidden in the story... nothing may have happened between them back then, but doesn't mean that nothing happened at all... a scandal was born, and with Jun being the only party available after, all the repercussions were soaked by him... and his mother must've chased him out for it too? they got him back after she died right? when Sophia said that Jun will never choose Yifan over family tho... there's something more I'm missing i don't think i fully comprehend what she completely means with that statement...

another thing, Sophia said, Yifan could keep a copy of the picture she gave him ALONG WITH THE MANY HE ALREADY HAD... she thinks Yifan was the perpetrator of the scandal that harmed Jun's life and reputation??? WTF??? WHERE DID THAT COME FROM??? no wonder her hatred for Yifan spiked up a lot more... ughhhhhh

WHY CAN'T THEY JUST BE TOGETHER??? SIS!
all the drama coming out right now! i hope it all ends soon! they both deserve to be finally happy!!! they've waited for so long already, and just when they were statting their path to happiness, drops right in front of them...