One

Before All The Longings

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"Joonmyeon!"

He turns at the call of his name and sees his senior heading towards him with one hand up in the air, waving at him. He waves back and lets himself being trapped inside the tightest hug he has gotten in a while. "Nice to see you too, hyung. You can let go now."

Minseok laughes, giving the younger one last squeeze before loossening his arms around Joonmyeon's body. "I thought you couldn't make it."

"Yeah, I am so sorry about that. The presentation got dragged and they were arguing and..." Joonmyeon lets out a sigh before smiling at the new groom. "I managed to slip away because I know I won't hear the end of it if I missed this so... Congratulation on your marriage!"

A rectangle box is being presented at him and MInseok's eyes glisten. "Is this what I think it is?"

"If you think it is that chocolate set from White Sugar, then you are wrong!" A pout appears after his exclamation before the cute smile from earlier comes back. "Congratulation again, hyung." Joonmyeon smiles back.

"Thank you so much. Will you stay?"

He nods. "I need something to clear my mind from all those coding. Also, I have something to settle with Luhan hyung." Joonmyeon cranes his neck, searching for the said person among the guests. "Where the heck is he?!"

Minseok rolls his eyes at the younger's antic. "He is inside. I will come with you."

"No, it's fine. I can see him later. You just go and greet your guests. I'll be camping at the open bar."

He smiles at Joonmyeon's chosen word and gives his junior a quick hug. "Don't drink too much."

Joonmyeon nods and watches MInseok getting further and further away as his figure disappears among the crowds. He locates the open bar again and smirks to himself. A proper amount of buzziness is needed before he confronts Luhan later so he better starts now.

The bartender's specialty easily passes his system and he asks for another glass. He turns his stool around as the male fixes his drink and just staring at the crowds dancing on the open court. Being a final year student takes the fun life out of him. Even just thinking about going to a club to release some stress making him tired. He had better use that time to catch up with his sleep.

A clank catches his ears and he turns back around to see his drink has being served. He tastes it and the hint of pineapple hits him again, with other things that he doesn't recognize. The mint leaf that is floating around gives him some idea but he is really clueless about the alcohol as he doesn't - or try not to - drink that often.

"Drink some more!"

The sudden attack from his behind almost made him spilled his drink and he is on his fight mode as the person seems to have a death wish when he turns around but only to be met with a grinning face of his senior. "Tsk! You are lucky."

Luhan takes a seat next to his grumpy junior as he gestures at the bartender for a drink. "I thought you don't want to come."

"I don't because of you. I did because of Minseok hyung."

He takes a sip of his drink before staring at the yonger. They haven't met each other for nearly a year and he wasn't sure if Joonmyeon would come but he sent the invitation anyway. He sent 'that' person one too. The reply came with a 'Yes' but even now his shadow is nowhere to be seen.

"Oh, congratulation though."

"What is that supposed to mean?"

Joonmyeon finsihes his drink in one go and declines the bartender's offer of another glass before looking at Luhan that is side-eyeing him. "What do you mean? I congratulated you on your wedding. What other meaning it supposed to have?"

"Sounded like you didn't want Minseok to marry me. LIke, like, 'Good job you guys got married, but Minseok hyung could do better though', like that!"

The empty glass inside Luhan's hand gives him a clue and he sighs. "You are drunk, hyung. Do you want me to find Minseok hyung?"

"I just had one glass."

"With me." Joonmyeon gets on his feet and holds the older's arm tightly, thanking the good-looking bartender for his service before pulling Luhan to walk. He smiles at the familiar faces as he heads inside and tiptoes near the entrance, eyes searching around the hall but the dead weight he is holding just making it more difficult, adding to the fact that he isn't very tall to begin with.

"Minseok is over there by the stage."

The information makes him meet with a beautiful pair of eyes and Joonmyeon wonders which side of the grooms she came from.

"Do you need help?"

Joonmyeon blinks once before nodding. "Thank you."

"No problem."

He smiles as he navigates them through the ocean of people with the stage in mind that being located at the other side of the room. "Why can't they rent a round hall or smaller rectangular room or something. So far..."

"Because I can!"

He sighs at the drunk senior and a soft giggle reaches his ears.

"Is he always like this?"

"Basically." The question conclused an answer in his mind. "So, are you Minseok hyung's friend?"

"Ah, no. I accompany my cousin here. He is a friend of both. You?"

"I'm Minseok hyung's junior. I'm Joonmyeon by the way."

"Grace."

"Oh! I see my darling! Min-ah!"

Joonmyeon shakes his head at the antics and turns to the direction where Luhan is waving his hands at and his feet stop on its own.

"Oh, that is my cousin. You guys might know each other since he studied at your university too."

Joonmyeon swallows the lump in hi throat before nodding. Of course he knows. He can never forget even if he tried to. He follows Grace as she leads them to the pair of best friends and smiles when Minseok notices their presence.

"Luhan, didn't I tell you to stop drinking an hour ago?"

"But... it's my wedding party... I have to drink..."

He hands the drunk groom to the sober one, watching Luhan make a kissy face at his husband before Minseok obliges and gives a quick peck, a sight he used to see every time they hung out together. It usually make him want to punch the Chinese male but he kind of look cute tonight.

"Then, if you guys would excuse me, I need to put someone to bed. I'll be right back."

Joonmyeon watches as the newlyweds disappear behind the door beside the stage and takes a deep breath, holding it in for a few second before letting it out a little at a time. He is ready.

"Joonmyeon, was it?"

He turns his head at the soft voice and nods.

"Do you remember him, Yifan?"

Yifan's eyes meet with the black orbs of the other and the one memory he had locked away is coming back to him. "I do."

"Are you guys close?"

"Not really. I... just know him."

Grace nods understand. She finishes her drink before looking over the refreshment table at the other end of the stage. "Yifan, could you get me some more?"

Yifan looks down at the empty glass in front of him before taking it.

"Do you need anything, Joonmyeon?"

He turns to the Chinese male and his heart skips a beat when their eyes meet again. It wasn't the same cold eyes he saw that one night. They have become gentler but he can't see any soul in them. "No, I'm fine."

"Then, bring me some of those mini sandwiches too." She gets a nod and smiles as Yifan walks away before focusing back to the Korean make in front of her. "So, Joonmyeon."

"Yes?"

"Did you come alone?"

He nods.

"Are you staying at a nearby hotel? If you want, we could give you a ride. We are staying at the hotel around the corner."

The image of the hotel builds up in his mind and he smiles. "Ah, no. My little sister will pick me up later. My house is just over the next town."

"Oh, you live near the university. Must be great since you don't have to share a dorm."

Joonmyeon purses his lips at the statement. They just met less than two hours ago. She doesn't need to know about his whole life.

"Yifan used to live at the dorm but he couldn't stand his dormmate at the time so my uncle rented a place for him."

He nods, trying hard not to scoff. Minseok was the best dormmate one could ever have. Grace is just his cousin, she doesn't need to know the truth. Besides, if he can hide about what really happened, he can hide about anything.

"Grace."

Joonmyeon turns to the voice, seeing the older's hands are full with a glass of wine and a plate of mini snacks before Grace takes the wine off Yifan's hand while letting him hold the snack plate and talking among themselves. Looking at his watch, he wonders if Sophia is on her way. Minseok is busy attending the other guests while Luhan being a sleeplyhead so he probably should leave. More so he being left with people he barely know. He clears his throat and gets a headturn from the two. "I'm going to take my leave now."

"Ah, already?"

Joonmyeon nods. "I'm going to find Minseok hyung first but it was nice meeting you."

"Yeah, you too. Take care." Grace smiles as she watches the Korean male making his way through the people scattered inside the hall and she breathes out. So, that was Joonmyeon. She glances up at ther cousin and sees the male is still having his sight fixed on the direction where Joonmyeon had went. She should talk about this soon. "Yifan."

He hums a reply as he lowers his head, their gazes collide.

"I think you should stay."

Yifan's brows furrow at the statement. "What are you talking about?"

"The shop."

He sighs. "Didn't we already talk about this?"

"We did but you are still grumpy like before."

"No, I am not!"

Grace finishes the last mini sandwich on the plate and gulps down her glass of wine, ignoring her cousin's gaze that being directed to her, demanding a further explanation. Wiping with her hankerchief, she stares striaght at the taller. "I'm going to tell Bella that you are staying."

The empty plate is being snatched out of his hand and Yifan watches as the older heading toward the refreshment table. He was granted the week off so he could think about everything carefully and because he has to come to his best friends' wedding but Grace has been insisting him to help out with her shop instead of working with his father even before he graduate.

He didn't move to Canada right after he finished just so he can come back and stay here nearly a year later. And the fact that he has to stay in the same state as 'him' is not helping either, since he is the reason for everything he had done until now. He had expected for him to come since Minseok adores the younger but he come anyway. He will never find such friends like Minseok and Luhan and not even someone like 'him' can prevent him from coming.

 

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AshXIII #1
Chapter 7: Yes, Yifan. Just tell yourself that you are sending her off because Bella might nag too much. Hahaha, you know you want to know where she (and by default Joonie) lives. And probably to catch a glimpse of your ex.
ephemeral24
2410 streak #2
Chapter 28: ahh... it's done!
i was wondering where Yifan took Jun and where they did it... i mean, he couldn't have kicked out Bella/Sophia... i mean with a knocked out Jun, no way Sophia would leave his brother with a man he doesn't trust! i thoughtthe 2 ladies had a heart to heart talk somewhere else so Yifan and Jun sneaked in then! HAHAHAHAHA but they they did it and i was too distracted by Jun calling Kris hyung... HAHAHAHAHAHAHABA *kidding, i don't have hyung kink... maybe? HAHAHA*

turns out the rich kid actually bought a house!!! and he was planning to live in it with Jun before the temporary breakup... SIS IM--- huhuhuhu

Joss teasing the hell out of Jun tho! HAHAHA "no second round?" OMFG HAHAHA I WOULD KILL HIM IF I WERE JUN!

man, im just happy they're together now... and looks like Sophia is working on liking Yifan, specially if her brother loves him too much, then she can't do anything... i do hope they face no more objections abt their relationship after this, they've had enough!!!

thank you sis for writing this story! it's been quite a while since your last... i think im okay with a story per year sis! HAHAHAA this was angsty but it all ended well! i can say now that i love how you left us hanging most of the time coz I'm done with the story already! HAHAHAHA it won't kill me to wait anymore! HAHAHAHAHA

good job sis! til your next one!
dulcimer_pL
#3
Chapter 28: I was wondering where was Jun when he awoke, hotel maybe? But no, Yifan brought him in his new bought house and what happened then.. ahem!! hahaha
'' No one is angrier than a woman who has been rejected in love.'' Applicable for bella?
I am curious what Yifan meant of the last words, but alas, I have to let them go and sail away!
Thank you, and I am looking forward for your next stories. ^^
ephemeral24
2410 streak #4
Chapter 27: OMFG THEY DID IT!!!
but first things first, why was Bella in Yifan's apartment then??? was it time for the confrontation? anyway, i understand she was hurt and all, but it still saddened me how Jun was being attacked... at least Sophia was there for her brother coz one man was left speechless...

but when Yifan just ran with Jun tho! HAHAHAHAA i bet it was the two ladies' turn to be speechless! and finally, Yifan got to say his part!!! seems like all this time, it's been Jun dictating the phase of whatever is happening between them... i mean, when Jun wanted distance, they had distance... when Jun wanted to give it a try, that's when they did... so when Jun left Yifan alone that day, so as much as Yifan loved him, he chose to stay away... despite going to the hospital already, he chose not to coz that's what Jun wanted...

but istg they should've had enough already! and now Jun is under the impression that Bella is back and wouldn't shut up abt her! so Yifan does the best thing to get him to shut up! HE KISSED HIM! AND OMFG THEY DID IT!!! i do hope there's no more running away after this ughhhhh... they can settle everything together instead, specially when they're that miserable when they're apart!!!

ps. holy Jun calling Yifan as hyung during HIHIHI
dulcimer_pL
#5
Chapter 27: Holy ! She is back and angry.
They make love!!!! *sobbing*
Now, I am curious and excited for the next happenings.. I hope not so big obstacles to hurdle for our dearest couple.
One of my favorite chapter 'cuz of lovemaking ! hahaha!
ephemeral24
2410 streak #6
Chapter 26: PAPA KIM YOU ARE MY HERO!!!
just wanting Jun to be happy! OMFG i didn't think that he'd do it himself!!! WHAT A LOVING FATHER who just wants to make it up to his son for all the wasted chances before!!!
Yifan hasn't even explained the whole situation to him, that he wasn't involved in the whole incident, his only involvement was the fact that he was the one sharing the bed with Jun, but with regards to the taking of the pic and further circulation, none at all! yet he just understood his son, if his son can love this man despite that all thqt happened between them, despite the effect of that picture from two years ago then who are they to question his choice???

YIFAN!!! PAPA KIM HAS GIVEN YOU THE GOLDEN OPPORTUNITY! YOU WOULD BE A FOOL TO NOT TAKE IT!!!
dulcimer_pL
#7
Chapter 26: Jun is in hospital again. :( Poor him. Pls Yifan go visit him. Jun his father is a great father.
Im glad, though Sophia is angry but Jun his father loves him and Jun's happiness is his priority now.
I am a bit teary eyed with this chapter . Jun keeps smiling and played with his sis in the rain though he is dying inside!
ENOUGH JUN! Pls, fight for your happiness! :((
ephemeral24
2410 streak #8
Chapter 25: HOLY !!!
I AM SO THQOQKAPSIEBQOOQUENZBCSOAN RIGHT NOW!!! IT'S A COMPLETE ROLLER COASTER WTF! OMFGGGGGGGGGGG ALL THESE STUFF HAPPENING IN JUST ONE CHAPTER!!! OH MY GODDDDDDD

THE FIRST PART!!!
SIS! I WAS WONDERING WHEN THEY GOT TO THAT LEVEL??? HOLY THEY WEREN'T EVEN HOME! THEY WERE ACTUALLY IN A MOVIE THEATER!!!
at first i thought they were watching at home coz Jun was asleep with his head in Yifan's lap!!! OMG and then in his sleepy haze, Jun kisses Yifan!!! *man Jun wasn't really kidding when he said he's just taking more of the water Yifan left open! HAHAHAHAHAHA* AND THEN THE KISSES GET MORE INTENSE AND OMFG CONTROL YOURSELVES!!! UGHHHHHH why couldn't you two have watched a movie at home instead? first, the kiss could've led to something more and second, what happens next could've been avoided!

NOW NEXT!!!
*deep breaths to calm self*
i was right, Sophia was ruthless... she's fearless when she confronted Yifan! and wow, she plotted this with her dad... i wonder what his dad told Jun as Sophia was confronting Yifan! and god! the main issue abt the past finally surfaces! not only is Sophia mad at Yifan for breaking Bella's heart, and now she finds out that his brother is with Yifan... the same person he was on a scandal with 2 years ago, probably the reason why he was chased out of their home then, as if he's never learned??? Sophia must be thinking, my brother may be weak, but i am not! so it's her who threatens Yifan to stay away from Jun... and as much as Yifan was sweet to say no and that he loves Jun... Sophia is convinced he's nothing but harm to Jun... and Jun... Jun just gave up instantly HUHUHUHUHU
JUN WASN'T IT GOING SO WELL??? WHY???

anyway, as ty as this was... it has brought out some events that were still hidden in the story... nothing may have happened between them back then, but doesn't mean that nothing happened at all... a scandal was born, and with Jun being the only party available after, all the repercussions were soaked by him... and his mother must've chased him out for it too? they got him back after she died right? when Sophia said that Jun will never choose Yifan over family tho... there's something more I'm missing i don't think i fully comprehend what she completely means with that statement...

another thing, Sophia said, Yifan could keep a copy of the picture she gave him ALONG WITH THE MANY HE ALREADY HAD... she thinks Yifan was the perpetrator of the scandal that harmed Jun's life and reputation??? WTF??? WHERE DID THAT COME FROM??? no wonder her hatred for Yifan spiked up a lot more... ughhhhhh

WHY CAN'T THEY JUST BE TOGETHER??? SIS!
all the drama coming out right now! i hope it all ends soon! they both deserve to be finally happy!!! they've waited for so long already, and just when they were statting their path to happiness, drops right in front of them...