Chanyeol wakes up after finally falling asleep lastnight from sitting up talking with Kai and Sehun about how to find baekhyun.

Laying beside him is the mini version of the guy he never fell out of love with. Baekhyun was the only person he ever loved, yes he dated once when he was younger but that was only for a week to his old friend D.O who is a famous actor but you couldn't really call it dating, they never kissed or slept together just hung out like friends. Baekhyun on the other hand was the one he fell in love with, wanted to marry and have a family with, he was the true owner of his heart and soul and still is.

Chanyeol lays back on the bed as his son sleeps beside him. Today is the day we start looking for him.

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Baekhyun's pov

Dragging myself out of my sons bed, I head to the shower and quickly get ready "Minseok I'm gonna head to work now, I can't be late" I find myself doing the things I usually do, getting Taehyung's bag ready for his day at playschool and his clothes then I stop. 'What am I doing, he isn't here' I feel my heart break in my chest again knowing what I have done.

"Baek you ok?" Minseok near whispers behind me as he wraps his arms around me from behind as I stand looking at taehyung's little bed clutching his bag in my arms

"I... I'll be fine ... he is fine .... he is having a great time with his dad and uncles" my heart is breaking so bad It's like I can hear it break a little more each and everyday

"Baek let's..." I stop Minseok straight away "I know what your going to say mins but don't, just stop, this was my decision to do and I'm sticking with it ok " I pull myself from his embrace dropping my son's backpack and grabbing my coat and bag I say goodbye as I leave for work.

Getting into my car the tears fall as I look into the rear view mirror to tae's car seat. On our drive to playschool we would listen to music, he would wiggle so cutely and try dance in the car seat full of smiles and he would try his hardest to sing the words, the journey to work now is filled with sadness and silence. Driving towards work as the autumn leaves crunch under my wheels as I stop at the lights and see children heading into school all dressed up as their favourite characters from movies or favourite superhero's on their last day of school before their halloween break . I quickly wipe away a stray tear as I pull in