Donghae Pov

I went walked outside alone since Eunhyuk doesn’t want to come along (Psst, busy reading fanfic with Kyuhyun). I close my eyes and feel the cool air. “Arr… fresh air is everywhere...” I let the cool wind touch my dry skin. Blow my messy hair. It fee like the way Hyukie touch my skin.
“Hyukie-ah…Hurm…” I stop and turned around to the door and pout. I feel regret because I’m the one who introduced Eunhyuk to fanfic. Now he always sitting in fronts the screen than be with me. I looked at my little hand and felt really empty. I don’t know maybe it just my feeling. We’re always holding hands but now Eunhyuk really looks different. Maybe Hyukie need some space.

 Actually this day is my special day. I wonder if they remember or just same like the past years. I don’t hope either anything from them but I just want them to wish me, especially Eunhyuk. He never wished to me although I always remember his special day. But what can I do.

I continued my walk and went to the park. At there I see someone in pink shirt sitting alone on the bench. I walked slowly toward him.
“Sungmin hyung?” I called him. That guy lifts his head. I smile as I know its him.
“D-Donghae-shi, what are you doing here in this late night?”  
“ Em…I just want to walk. I’m bored.”
“Ooo.. then where Eunhyuk. Didn’t he come along?”
 I pout and shakes weakly my head.
“Never mind. Come sit next to me.” Sungmin tapped the chair. I smile and sat beside him. We’re silent for a moment. I looked at Sungmin hyung face. He looked really sad. He not talked either since us back from the ceremony. He just left when we arrived at home. He makes me worried.

“Hyung, are you worried about Seohyun and Kyuhyun? Don't worry I'll make sure-” I about to to comfort him but was cut by him.
“No.It's not that. I’m okay already okay with that. Anyway, I trust Kyuhyun. ” He smiled warmly. Although he showed that smile I know there is something wrong with him. We’re silent again. I hum a song from our song as I feel bored. I looked at twinkling star on the sky. “Whoa…” I acted like a child.
“Donghae-shi…” Sungmin bite his lower lip.
“Yes?” I move my gaze to him.
"Can I asked something?" he asked. I nodded.
“Did you and Eunhyuk have doing ‘that’ yet?”
“ ‘That’???”
“Ye-Yes‘t-that’ thing, I mean the thing that makes Kibum p-pregnant?”
“Ah, that… Of course, we did it always… I-I meant not everyday, psst…I couldn’t stand the pain everyday.” I smirk. Sungmin nodded and bow a little.
“Hyung, why did you asked?"  Sungmin then move his gazes from me. He try to avoid from me to see his face.''nothing,just want to know." he said in a bit husky.

Flashback
Author Pov
Kyuhyun came out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel and his iPod which was hooked to the sound system while looked for some pajamas to wear.

He was crouched on the floor rummaging through his drawer and singing at the top of his lungs feeling a bit of happiness as music is always his means of relaxation and simply escaping his everyday frustrations at work.

Suddenly the door swung open, he stood up quickly all startled and dropped his towel in the process.

“Ya, Cho Kyuhyun! Come eat now.What is took so long?” Sungmin was standing at the door with an angry face that soon turned to an embarrassed one when he saw Kyuhyun .

They both stood there frozen, Sungmin face turning more and more red by the minute but never taking his eyes off Kyuhyun.

¨Ya-Yah!! T-turn –tha-that da-damn thing –o-off¨ Sungmin stuttered and Kyuhyun almost laughed at him, Sungmin somehow looked kind of cute all flustered like that.
 

Kyuhyun chuckled then walked gently toward Sungmin with . He grabbed Sungmin’s chin and forced him to look at him again, Sungmin was surprised by the things that he saw just now, he scooped his face with his little hands “Just look…I know you want this. Anyway we haven’t done these things yet.” Kyuhyun whispered softly to him and closed the gap between them taking Sungmin’s bottom lip in between his own.

Sungmin was stunned, Kyuhyun was hungrily biting his lip demanding entrance but Sungmin wouldn’t let him.

Sungmin pushed Kyuhyun off of him gasping for air and had a look of bewilderment, his fingers touching his lips. “Why Kyuhyun acting like this?” Sungmin asked himself as he felt that Kyuhyun is getting greedy.

Kyuhyun grabbed his hyung by the wrist and pulled him into his room shutting the door, as soon as the door closed Sungmin was thrown against the door with Kyuhyun on top of him kissing him forcefully again.

Sungmin put his hands on Kyuhyun’s shoulders and was slightly pushing him off, but not really making the effort.

Sungmin couldn’t deny it, the feeling of Kyuhyun’s lips was too good, he felt Kyuhyun biting and tugging on his lip again impatiently demanding entrance.

Before Sungmin could make up his mind if to allow Kyuhyun to roam his mouth freely or not he felt Kyuhyun’s hand go under his pajama shirt and pinch his , he couldn’t help but moan and Kyuhyun’s tongue dove inside him.

Sungmin couldn’t help but moan again as Kyuhyun on his tongue while pleasuring the sensitive nubs in his chest with his hand.

Sungmin’s hands were no longer pushing away but instead pulling Kyuhyun closer to him, he had wrapped his arms around the young boy’s neck deepening their kiss.

He felt Sungmin’s knee rub against his crotch making him moan loudly throwing his head back a little, Kyuhyun took full advantage of that and immediately latched his lips to the older man’s beautiful neck on his smooth and sweet addictive milky skin.

“ahh nngh” Sungmin moaned audibly loud this time, Kyuhyun pressed himself harder against Sungmin and grabbed hard squeezing on Sungmin’s plump cheeks making the elder wrap his legs around his waist.

Kyuhyun pressed himself hard against Sungmin one more time creating delicious friction between their hard ons “Ohh !” moaned Kyuhyun at the friction, he felt Sungmin tug at his hair as their passionate kissing continued.

Kyuhyun spun them around and took Sungmin to the bed throwing him on it while immediately crawling over him and taking his shirt off.

Sungmin’s eyes were full of lust, but in the blink of an eye his lust turned to panic and immediately sat up and pushed Kyuhyun off him. “What wrong?” Kyuhyun shocked with Sungmin’s action.

Sungmin sigh and move his gaze from Kyuhyun “Kyu,I-am sorry,I-I’m… not ready yet to that level.” Sungmin’s tears start escaping. He bow little his head prevent from Kyuhyun will see he’s crying. He didn’t dare to looks at Kyuhyun face as he is really shy and scared if Kyuhyun will annoy with him.

But suddenly he felt someone arms wraps around his waist. Sungmin startled a bit. He lifted his head and see Kyuhyun with a warm smile on his face. “Kyu…”
 
“It’s alright my bunny. I’ll not mad at you because of that little matter.” Kyuhyun comfort Sungmin. “But, as I know a couple must have to do a .” the innocent Sungmin in confused situation.”Don’t you want to know why I don’t want to do that?”

Kyuhyun laughed a bit. Kyuhyun turned his position and face Sungmin. He put his palms on Sungmin check and pulled closer to his face. “Sungmin…”Kyu whispered.

“huh” Sungmin’s eyes focused to Kyu’s eyes.“Saranghae...” then Kyuhyun started to press Sungmin’s cherry lips. Sungmin a little bit startled but then he replied back with passionate.

_Kyuhyun diary_
for the rest of my life I never sees a nice guy like you.
Even you’re older than me, you’re still a little child in my eyes…
I don’t need a to prove our love but I’ll wait till you’re ready.
I want you to know that you the one I need the most.
I hope you’ll stay by my side forever.
      
                      Sungmin hyung, saranghae…

End of flashback

“hyung?” Donghae called me and me startled.
“ Ah,yes.”
“Did something bother you?” Donghae asked me as he can read through my face. I sigh and smile to him as nothing matter. I don’t want him to worry about me. Donghae is a caring person I ever knew. He always takes care of us everytime. If there’s something I can do for him, I’ll.

“Let’s go home now. It’s getting late.” Donghae stand up first.
“Hae,wait!” I called him as I remember something. He turn his body position and face me.
“What?” Donghae waiting for me to say something.
“Here,this is for you.” I took his hand and put something on it. It’s a necklace with a Fish and Monkey figure. “Happy Birthday Donghae-sshi..”
“Hyung…” a pure tears escaping from Donghae’s eyes. He hugged me tightly.

“Thanks,hyung. Thanks..”
 

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