Surprise surprise! 

Hey guys, idk if anyone is still on here or if anyone is still reading on the stories  and what not, but I just decided to come on here and talk. It's been quite some time, hasn't it ? A lot has happened, for sure, as some of us are still processing it, some have moved on but still have their hearts feeling heavy, and some of us are still in disbelief. 

Personally, I'm not really sure where I stand. It's been a few months, and I feel like I have somewhat accepted it and moved on but sometimes, I catch myself thinking and quite honestly reeling back in. though, I do think it will always be in our hearts regardless of how much we try not think of it as much.  

Nonetheless, I hope that everyone, whoever they are, wherever they might be, are safe and healthy. I hope you'll take time to take deep breaths and do some self care!! Treat yourself bc everyone deserves to be pampered and feel good about theirselves. It's a brand new year and I hope that this year will treat you right and you are happy and safe. 

I've been thinking quite honestly about if I'll ever come back on here and give you guys the ending of this rewrite I promised you, years ago. Telling you honestly, I miss writing and seeing your reactions. But let me also be real with you, having writer's block is such a pain. It's frustrating to see how the word doc is blank when all you want is to be productive and just write. Quite frankly though, when there's inspiration and motivation, it feels rewarding - bc for once, you feel empowered again that you can do it, you can push forward. Writing for me is a stress reliever but also one that causes my stress LOL. 

i know that in my previous post that I said that I’ve marked it as complete and will leave it as it is bc it all hurts too much (it still quite does tbh) but after careful thinking, I’ve got questions for you guys to hopefully give me some answers, clarifications and how we all feel about this potentially being picked up again.

So, I want ask you guys these questions. (Hopefully you won’t get offended or these questions come as offensive. Please don’t hesitate to appropriately call me out ! ) 

1. With such events that happened, what do you thinking of an author, myself included, continuing on stories about Minsul? 
2. Do you think it’s appropriate for an author  to write stories about Sulli/Minsul regardless? 
3. Will it be too much to continue writing? 
4. Is it appropriate to write as if nothing happened and continue the story as such? 
5. Any tips? Advice? 

I’m not sure if any of my readers will answer but anything is appreciated. Thank you so much for always giving me support over the years - for sticking through. I appreciate and value each word and each person. 

Again, I hope you all are healthy and safe. ♡

-forever always.