THIRTEEN

The Impossible | CLOSED.

long time no see….?

 


 

Sulli could say that she somehow expected the turn of recent events considering how things were going the past couple of months. It somehow felt right when things were falling in its place and letting the inevitable happen.

 

Though one she didn’t expect was how fast it had to been to get where they are now.

 

It had only taken them literal months and a lot of things happened in that time. It honestly frightens Sulli. In just mere months of really knowing each other and starting this whole ploy to trick his parents, her trust had been easily given. That says a lot because she is very strict on who she trusts. Being a CEO, you have to be stern when it comes to giving out your trust to investors and throughout the years, Sulli has built a wall so high when it comes to her trust.

 

It was scary to think just how easily Minho gained her trust and how willing she is to let it happen. It was scary to think just how fast everything happened, from start to now. Though she kinda did expect certain things to happen but it still shocks her nonetheless.

 

But if you were to ask Sulli what really scares her, she would say that falling in love with Minho so quickly and having tomorrow uncertain has to be it.

 

Especially now with their shared night together and how easy it was for them to fall in a new pattern that wasn’t really there before. It was scarier to even think that though they have might fallen in a pattern that is indulging, they didn't talk much about where they stand officially. Are they still going to push through with the plan of deceiving Minho’s parents? Or are they ever going to acknowledge what happened and talk about their feelings for each other?

 

It had honestly become so frustrating because as much as Sulli wants them to talk, there was literally no time for it. Going back to work that following week has been so stressful since the merger is quickly approaching and things needed to be done. Sulli just wants to know.  

 

A part of her wants to be greedy and to keep quiet; to continue  drowning in Minho’s kisses, to be showered with affection, to be loved as passionately and sincerely as she is willing to do so. But then, there’s the stronger side of her that is pushing her to be more logical, to be more realistic. Because this is no fairytale, it’s real life and sometimes it doesn’t always end with a happily ever after.

 

And as much as she wants a happily ever after, she knows that it doesn’t come easy. Nothing ever comes easy. You have to work for it and that’s what she decided to do. Sulli took it upon herself and reached out to Minho first. If they don’t talk now, things will be left in the dark with no further acknowledgement.

 

[ me 10:45 ]

Hey. When are you free today?

 

[ Minho 10:47 ] ]

Hey sweets.

I think i’ll be free after 4?

Why?

Taking me out on a date? :p

 

[ me 10:50 ]

Actually no.

Sorry :/

We need to talk.

 

[ Minho 10:52 ]

About?

 

[ me 10:54 ]

Uhhh.

Us, actually.  If you don’t mind.

 

[ Minho 10:55 ]

Oh.

Yeah, That’s no problem.

We really do need to talk.

We can’t always ignore it, right?

 

 

[ me 10:56 ]

Yeah….

So….my place?

You know, for privacy I guess.

 

[ Minho 10:58 ]

Yeah! Sounds good to me.

(:

[ me 11:00 ]

Great, i’ll see you later then!


 

 


 

A/N: hi. Hello. Okay. I know, i come back after a month or so of not updating and leaves you with a chapter that isn’t even that good tbh and muchless a cliffhanger.. I really have no excuse other than i’m having the WORST writer’s block and on top of that, school has just been kicking me in the btt especially with finals coming. I honestly tried my hardest to update much sooner but having writer’s block just the creativity out of me. :// I’m really sorry for disappointing you with this chapter. This doesn’t even really cover half of the things i wanted to put.. But hopefully with the next one, it will make up for this...mess... *crosses fingers*

 

As always, thank you for reading and hopefully I’ll see you soon!!

Like this story? Give it an Upvote!
Thank you!

Comments

You must be logged in to comment
zangsia1 #1
Chapter 28: On a bias point of view, I would love if you can continue to write Minsul specially this one which you have trying to rewrite.

I think if you are to honor Sulli in your writing, I believe we as fans of Sulli would love it because you not only keep her memories alive for us but also honor her as a person, as a human being and for who she is, not as what people wants her to be.

We might not know Sulli personally but we know the Sulli as the little Jinri in her first drama, Ballad of Seodong.

She went to join F(x) and started in To The beautiful You. Yes, she is an actress but I believe there is a part of the role they play that are innate in them for them to be really effective and she was effective in those roles.

Writing is a passion as well as a talent, authornim. I believe writing about Sulli and/or using her as your character would not be in bad taste if you write with your heart and soul in it. I believe that even in people's stories we can hope that she could've a better life, one with happiness, one she did not get in real life. Not that it makes readers delusional but simply wishing also even if only in the stories, Sulli is happy, at peace and would not have felt lonely.

It is not about writing as if nothing happened, authornim. The reality of her passing will always be hanging in our minds, but writing or simply continuing stories you have already had with Sulli in mind I believe continuing would not be in bad taste. But that is an opinion of a fan, though a silent one (regretting that I should have been more vocal as a fan), I love her as her, quirky to some but to me she is the lovable Jinri I keep following.

My tip is to read up on Sulli as much as you can to know her better, maybe even reach out to her family if there is a possibility to contact them. Though I think it is more than to show respect to her family more than anything, I believe it is your right to continue writing about or with Sulli as your character as long as you honor your commitment to the readers and to yourself and to Sulli (even though she is no longer with us).

I believe that Sulli would not mind as you would write from your heart.

Hoping for the best that you can continue to have her living in your stories.
zangsia1 #2
Chapter 27: I feel heartbroken, almost numb too authornim, but I hope in time you will continue the story like I told some of the Minsul authors.

Keeping Sulli in our hearts now that she is gone is also important. AFF stories has helped me from that dark path that people we like or admire like Sulli and Jonghyun has went through because they no longer can cope with the depression or the sadness or simply the reality that verbal abuse then was so severe, only a few were really behind her. I think Lee Soman and SM is one of the saddest people now because they lost their angel too. I also wonder if the bashers are happy now that she is gone while we who love our angel is heartbroken. We will never get the chance to see her stand up from all the ashes and live the life she deserves. How her eonnies and oppas are now crying because of this loss. But I hope we will rally behind her after everything has passed and calmed down and celebrate her life even if only in stories in AFF. Maybe not now, but I hope all Minsul authors can come back and complete these stories about the Jinri we love.
tiffanychoi99
#3
Chapter 27: As much as i want you to continue the story ... but i really understand what you are feeling right now ... it's very tooo sudden ... :(((
danielalmh #4
Chapter 27: ??? Sulli is angel
jhanehojas #5
Chapter 25: everyday i always look up if you time to be updated ,hehe tnx again
jhanehojas #6
Chapter 26: love this chapter pls update again authornim,miss u much,hehe
zangsia1 #7
Chapter 26: Love this chapter thanks authornim!
samsomnear
#8
Chapter 25: A bit out of the story but when Minho thinks he loves seeing surprised look on ppl's face, it reminds me of minkey lol when he said he likes Kibum's cuteness when he bought him birthday gift. Okay back to the story, I really love reading your fluff authornim. I smiled like idiot reading this chapter. But does Minho know Sulli crushed on him before?! I guess I'll have to look forward to this hehe. Thank you so much for the update ^^
Spiritwarrior27 #9
Chapter 25: Really nice chapter, hope you update soon.
jhanehojas #10
Chapter 25: really sweet chap ,tnx authornim