TWENTY-THREE

The Impossible | CLOSED.

 

“You...love..me?”

 

The way her eyes wavered as she looked at Minho, lips quivering and heart beating. He looked at her with so much adoration, so much love that it almost pained Sulli. Because after what happened, she doesn’t feel deserving of it. To be loved by someone like Minho..it felt all too good to be true.

 

“I do. I love you.”

 

The words slip out of Minho’s mouth quite easily and it made his heart skip a beat because of how much sooner he could have said it and to have been dwelled in such feeling for so long.

 

“But...how can you love me when I did what I did?”

 

Sulli was now swimming in confusion in her head. She tilted her head and looked at him as such. Minho despite everything at the moment found it quite cute.

 

“Because I’ve been taught all my life that love is forgiving. You forgive the ones you love – of course that can go certain lengths. But Sulli, don’t you see? I love you. How many more times do I have to say it for you to see and understand it?”

 

went agape, her heart pounding more and more. It had gone quiet for a moment – there were things rushing through both of their minds but for Sulli, the loudest thought was of how Minho loves her, how he forgave her.

 

“Say it again.”

 

Minho cracks into a small smile as he pulled her in closer again. Their eyes locked onto each other’s before Minho leaned his face closer to hers. Sulli could feel his breath onto her lips and that sent chills down her spine. As she waited for what Minho was gonna say next, her heart pounded louder – harder against her chest and she started to wonder if he can feel it.

 

“Choi Sulli, I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.”

 

Sulli’s breath started to hitch up as those words came out of Minho’s mouth. Before she realized it, Minho had completely taken her breath away as he kissed her on the lips – passionately, affectionately, and fervently. Responding just the same, the kiss grew hotter but Sulli’s heart felt right at home.

 

Minho pulled her as close as he can get, continuing the kiss as if there’s nothing else. Sulli then pulled her arms up and s it around his neck, pushing him closer. Then her fingers started to find its way to his hair and began to tangle it up.

 

Sulli didn’t even realize but tears began to drop onto her face. Only when Minho stopped and pulled away, starting to wipe it off her face did she realize that she had been crying.

 

“Why are you crying?”

 

“Because….I’m the luckiest girl to be loved by you. To be forgiven for my actions. I don’t feel deserving of it but...you make it as so.”

 

“I told you, love is forgiving and you forgive those you love.”

 

“I know.”

 

“Then, you should also know that you deserve to loved even when you did something as wrong as you did.”

 

“No...I don’t.”

 

“Yes...yes you do. Because I’m the one loving you and I vowed to myself that I will give you everything your heart desires.”

 

“You...really love me?”

 

“Yes. More than anything.”

 

Sulli’s eyes held uncertainty. She fears that it won’t last long as they’ve only been officially together for just several months. She fears that it’s still the honeymoon stage of their relationship and if they were to go down the road, it might change.

 

“What if it changed? What if one day you won’t love me anymore?”

 

Minho’s shakes his head, “That day won’t ever come. I won’t allow it.”

 

Silence.

 

It had gone silent again. Sulli’s mind was running miles again but she has come to one conclusion.

 

“Can you please say it again? That you love me?”

 

Minho smiles, he thinks to himself that he won’t ever get tired of saying it.

 

“I love you. Choi Sulli, I love you.”

 

“I love you too.”

 

Then, in that moment, Minho’s world felt complete.

 

He loves her.

 

She loves him.


 

 


 

 

A/n: this a very short chapter today. I wanted to write more but….you know how it goes. lol but anyways, I still hoped that you enjoyed it! The sweet three words of I love you has finally been said. Hehe

 

Honestly, everything else from here on and out is mostly likely only going up from here! So there’s that to look forward to!!

 

Oh and one more thing, if you haven’t been following or haven’t seen it, but Minho will be releasing a song through Station 3 and the teaser just released!!

 

Let’s support our flaming charisma with this release <3

 

P.s the tea is that I kid you not, I about screamed when I saw the teaser bc ngl it reminds me abit of this specific story or rather universe, don’t you think? Lol I get that vibe. &!if you’re ever curious to how this universe Minho looks like, the teaser is very a good resemblance of it!!! If you have watched it Already, you know. (;

 

Here is the link, if you haven’t!

 

https://youtu.be/GFlagNlvk3M


 

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zangsia1 #1
Chapter 28: On a bias point of view, I would love if you can continue to write Minsul specially this one which you have trying to rewrite.

I think if you are to honor Sulli in your writing, I believe we as fans of Sulli would love it because you not only keep her memories alive for us but also honor her as a person, as a human being and for who she is, not as what people wants her to be.

We might not know Sulli personally but we know the Sulli as the little Jinri in her first drama, Ballad of Seodong.

She went to join F(x) and started in To The beautiful You. Yes, she is an actress but I believe there is a part of the role they play that are innate in them for them to be really effective and she was effective in those roles.

Writing is a passion as well as a talent, authornim. I believe writing about Sulli and/or using her as your character would not be in bad taste if you write with your heart and soul in it. I believe that even in people's stories we can hope that she could've a better life, one with happiness, one she did not get in real life. Not that it makes readers delusional but simply wishing also even if only in the stories, Sulli is happy, at peace and would not have felt lonely.

It is not about writing as if nothing happened, authornim. The reality of her passing will always be hanging in our minds, but writing or simply continuing stories you have already had with Sulli in mind I believe continuing would not be in bad taste. But that is an opinion of a fan, though a silent one (regretting that I should have been more vocal as a fan), I love her as her, quirky to some but to me she is the lovable Jinri I keep following.

My tip is to read up on Sulli as much as you can to know her better, maybe even reach out to her family if there is a possibility to contact them. Though I think it is more than to show respect to her family more than anything, I believe it is your right to continue writing about or with Sulli as your character as long as you honor your commitment to the readers and to yourself and to Sulli (even though she is no longer with us).

I believe that Sulli would not mind as you would write from your heart.

Hoping for the best that you can continue to have her living in your stories.
zangsia1 #2
Chapter 27: I feel heartbroken, almost numb too authornim, but I hope in time you will continue the story like I told some of the Minsul authors.

Keeping Sulli in our hearts now that she is gone is also important. AFF stories has helped me from that dark path that people we like or admire like Sulli and Jonghyun has went through because they no longer can cope with the depression or the sadness or simply the reality that verbal abuse then was so severe, only a few were really behind her. I think Lee Soman and SM is one of the saddest people now because they lost their angel too. I also wonder if the bashers are happy now that she is gone while we who love our angel is heartbroken. We will never get the chance to see her stand up from all the ashes and live the life she deserves. How her eonnies and oppas are now crying because of this loss. But I hope we will rally behind her after everything has passed and calmed down and celebrate her life even if only in stories in AFF. Maybe not now, but I hope all Minsul authors can come back and complete these stories about the Jinri we love.
tiffanychoi99
#3
Chapter 27: As much as i want you to continue the story ... but i really understand what you are feeling right now ... it's very tooo sudden ... :(((
danielalmh #4
Chapter 27: ??? Sulli is angel
jhanehojas #5
Chapter 25: everyday i always look up if you time to be updated ,hehe tnx again
jhanehojas #6
Chapter 26: love this chapter pls update again authornim,miss u much,hehe
zangsia1 #7
Chapter 26: Love this chapter thanks authornim!
samsomnear
#8
Chapter 25: A bit out of the story but when Minho thinks he loves seeing surprised look on ppl's face, it reminds me of minkey lol when he said he likes Kibum's cuteness when he bought him birthday gift. Okay back to the story, I really love reading your fluff authornim. I smiled like idiot reading this chapter. But does Minho know Sulli crushed on him before?! I guess I'll have to look forward to this hehe. Thank you so much for the update ^^
Spiritwarrior27 #9
Chapter 25: Really nice chapter, hope you update soon.
jhanehojas #10
Chapter 25: really sweet chap ,tnx authornim