The Past Is Past

HouseMates
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Closing the door shut as soon as he entered his bedroom, Kim Taehyung plopped himself on his mattress, covering his face with the palm of his hands as he lets out a soft frustrated grunt. Laying his head over his right arm and placing his left hand across his chest, he then looked up and stared long and hard at the ceiling of his room, pondering over the words Joohyun had said to him earlier that night.

His mind was keeping him wide awake, occupying him with thoughts about what Joohyun had said earlier and the decision he needed to make. 

"Coward..." - he muttered to himself, then closed his eyes shut and sighed. 

Taehyung knew that he owed Joohyun an apology for the way he behaved, earlier on. He wasn't blind enough to not notice the tear stains at the corners of her eyes even though she had wept them off her face before she came over to the kitchen and talked to him. He also wasn't dumb enough to not know he was the very reason why she had cried. He honestly hated how involuntarily loud and rude his tone of voice could get when he gets upset. It definitely wasn't in his intentions to hurt Joohyun with the unethical behavior but his anger had definitely gotten the best out of him, that night and he was absolutely regretting it. 

Rolling himself to the right side of the bed, then to the left side, Taehyung curled his arms around his bolster, trying to find a comfortable position on his mattress in hopes that it could somehow help him fall asleep. Knowing that he was going to have another long day of editing at the studio the next morning, Taehyung really needed a good rest to recharge himself. He has always believed that good mood equates to great work performance and good mood only comes around when he gets a good rest. However, with all the loud mental chatter that was going on in his head, falling asleep just seemed impossible.

Rising up into a sitting position on his bed, Taehyung grasps his hair tightly, grunting before he got up on his feet and started to pace back and forth repeatedly in his room. Afterwards, he heaved out a really deep sigh and grabbed his jacket along as he walked out of his room.

'Knock, Knock, Knock'

"Uh...hey, Joohyun. Are you asleep yet?" 

....

"Joohyun?"

"Door's not locked. You can open it." 

At her faint and what sounded like a sleepy reply, Taehyung immediately reached for the handles of her door. However, just as he was about to twist the doorknob, he immediately halted. Although granted permission, just the thought of mindlessly entering a lady's room at almost 12 midnight, not knowing what she could be doing behind the door, instantly made Taehyung re-think his actions. He definitely wasn't a priggish person per se, but he was a man of manners and he definitely knows how to respect a lady's personal space. Barging into Joohyun's room at such a time was just absurd, to him. Of course, he couldn't have thought about this, earlier.

When the door was suddenly pulled open, Taehyung took two little but very quick steps back, looking surprised at the sight of Joohyun who was already dressed in her pyjamas and hair tied up in a messy ponytail. It never failed to amaze him how beautiful she looked, regardless of the way she presents herself. However, he couldn't lie that the frown she was wearing on her face was scaring him out a little.

"You seriously just had to make me get up when I'm already settled down on my bed?! Seriously? And...what were you doing outside my door? Haven't I told you that the door's unlocked?! You just couldn't open it yourself, could you?! " - She grumbled in annoyance, pulling her scrunchie out to undo her ponytail then angrily ties them back a little neatly, this time. "What do you want?"

"Uh...first of all, I think it's best that you keep your doors locked if you're...using your room." -he said, awkwardly pointing out at the door. 

"Why?" -Her brows knitted in confusion, wondering why Taehyung's being so cautious about unlocked doors at midnight. "As long as I'm in this premises, I'm fine with my bedroom door being unlocked."

"Well, you should consider locking it from this day on."- Taehyung replied, then shrugged, "You know...safety precautions. If a burglar were to break into our house, you'd be the first to get hurt 'cause you left your door...accessible."

"And you're concerned because?" -Joohyun questioned,

"Because I'm your housemate who actually cares about you..."-he simply answered.

"Oh, do you? Will slapping my wrist help you get over this whole 'not locking my door' problem? If it does then please go ahead and do it because I really don't want to be arguing with you at such an ungodly hour. What is it that you really want, Kim Taehyung?" -she questioned, folding her arms across her chairs as she narrowed her eyes at him. 

"Uh..." -he hesitated to answer, gently brushing the back of his head before he continued, "Would you...umm...would you like to join me on a therapeutic walk, tonight?"

"A therapeutic what? Like now? Right now?" - Joohyun blurted out a string of questions at once, giving him a look of disbelief. "Taehyung, it's late. I've got work tomorrow and I-"

"Please?"- he interjected her, seeming a little distressed from the desperation in his voice. "I...I really can't sleep, tonight. I just need some air to ease my mind and I could really use your company, right now."

"I honestly don't know what is up with you, Kim Taehyung." -Joohyun massaged her temples as she heaved out a soft sigh, "You wouldn't talk to me, earlier on and when I tried to help you out, you just went...bananas! Now here you are, standing in front of my room just to nag about the importance of locking my door before I go to bed and then asking me out for a walk at midnight. You can't just blow someone off then come right back whenever you feel like it. You've had your chance to talk and I really don't feel like getting yelled at again. So, no. The answer is no, I do not want to join you on this 'therapeutic walk'."

Nodding his head slowly as he pursed his lips, Taehyung dropped his gaze and said, "I understand." -he stuffed his hands in the pockets of his jacket, sighing as he looked back up to face her, "I'm sorry if I bothered you. I guess I'm going to have to take a walk alone, then. Goodnight."

Turning his back on her, Taehyung unenthusiastically dragged his feet towards the main door and grabbed a pair of trainers from the shoe rack to put on. He would've just taken the short walk on his own like he usually would when he needed to clear his mind but the point of him actually wanting Joohyun to tag along was so that he could properly apologize for unwittingly making her cry, earlier that night. He knew that waiting until sunrise would be a much more appropriate time to do so but he honestly couldn't wait that long without feeling like trash. It was one of the main reasons that were keeping him up, that night, after all.

"Wait..." 

Taehyung felt a hand lightly grasping on his shoulder just as he was done knotting his shoelaces and was about to get up and leave. Turning around almost immediately, he found Joohyun hastily putting on her jacket and zipping it up before grabbing her own pair of shoes on the rack.

As Joohyun knelt down to tighten her shoelaces, she sighed and said, 
"I know what I said earlier. I really didn't want to join but...honestly, there is no way I'm letting you take a

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Xandria321
Since some of my loyal readers requested that I re-publish this fanfic I wrote in 2018, I will. BUT! I'll only re-publish up till Chapter 25 and leave its ending as that because I honestly hated the way I ended the story :') I liked it better ending it at chapter 25.

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smokinsky #1
Hey, I remembered reading the original ending and I love it so much! I hope you can release those original chapters as well for us readers that love the original ending if you can :)
ar_yang #2
Chapter 25: heeey. i re read this just now.. there is no ending.
i hope you could publish the remaining chapters up to the ending.
this is just a very beautiful story. i hope you could post it again. thank you.
myahani2310 #3
Chapter 25: can we still get back the original ending the happy ending I like it more please authornimmm... :')
Hmp_143
#4
I'm checking again, in case authornim bring backs the complete ending (╥﹏╥)
Hmp_143
#5
Chapter 25: is the complete chapter with happy ending is still in Wattpad??? I'm dying here i really need to know the full story skejwkwmeksj
Hmp_143
#6
Chapter 25: ohh turned out it has a happy ending according to the comment section Ishwo2bisur authornim beke nemen po huhu pls paki balik ng happy ending auajwjmwuwhwh (〒﹏〒)🙏
Hmp_143
#7
Chapter 25: wtf i can't believe this sisveiwhwihdisbs I seriously cried with this ending. I thought it's going to be happy, I'm so surprised, it hit me like a truck. The hell! is there a second book? i really need to get a closure aijw2nkebeidhe
PinkVirus00 #8
Chapter 25: I have just reread this masterpiece but honestly I prefer the original ending they deserved a happy ending like literally you can't give that beautiful relationship that tragic ending have some mercy :') I'm gonna pretend that he still chose her after meeting up with hana
MsTaeyong 249 streak #9
Oh my God it's back oh my God it's back YES YES THANK YOU AUTHORNIM FOR HEARING MY PRAYERS 😭💕 I AM SO HAPPY !!!!
I loved the first ending tho it was perfect especially since it was a happy one for Vrene and for us our crying paid off somehow I hope you reconsider your decision again about the other chapters, They were perfect!!
Also I hope you know that this story in particular along with your other stories as well was and still my emotion support in these hard times so thank you so much 😭
vreneheart #10
Chapter 25: Angst so much angst, this ending is killing me, like really༎ຶ‿༎ຶ