5th May, Monday :

“Guys! I’m so excited. OH MY GAWD I CAN’T WAIT!”

“Calm down, will you?” Yerin raised a brow and stared at Sojung in disbelief. I’ve only been to a concert once when I was eight, so I couldn't really remember anything. My mind drifted somewhere else. It drifted to my mother.

“Eunbi?” Yerin snapped her finger at my face. That brought me back to reality.

“Huh?”

“What are you thinking?”

“Uhm… Nothing much. Just thinking about…” Oh , should I tell her?” 

“Thinking about?” Unwilling to drop the topic, Yerin probed further.

“Thinking about someone special?” Sojung smirked. WHAT? NO! Wait, WAIT, YES SHE’S SPECIAL! Should I say yes?

“Yeah, someone special.” I smiled awkwardly.

“HOW CAN I NOT KNOW ABOUT IT?” Yerin jumped and everyone got scared. I swore I almost got a heart attack.

“CALM down.” I could see that Sojung was still recovering from that so called ‘jump scare’, as she patted her chest, chest rising up and down rapidly.

“Babe, how can you not tell me such important things? I’m your girlfriend.” WAIT WHA-? AM I HEARING THE RIGHT THINGS? Did Yerin just said girlfriend? And did my heart just skipped a beat? What’s happening to me? HEY BRAIN! PLEASE FUNCTION!

“So, who’s that lucky guy or girl you’re thinking of?” Yerin smirked.

“I was just thinking about my mother, babe.” WAit, did I just call her babe? Why can the words come out from me without my permission? BRAIN, I’M KILLING YOU LATER. BY KILLING MYSELF OF COURSE.

“Oh…”

“I miss her… I don’t know whether I’ve moved on, or I’m still stuck in my own miserable world.”

“Hey, you promised me you'll move on. But of course it needs time, so take your time and slowly learn to let go."

“But I’m pretty sure I’ve moved on, I didn’t cry like how I did when we first met.”

“A