2017

CHOI RAE SUNG

I woke up from my nap.

It was 5:00 pm and a week after the incident.

I just had a nightmare.

I got up and headed straight to the bathroom.

What the hell was that?

I closed my eyes as I the shower and basked in the hot water.

I drowned my thoughts for a while.

But as I wiped the steam off of the mirror to look at myself, I began to zone out.

And my thoughts inevitably flew to her.

Jennie.

In my dream, she disappeared.

And I went insane looking for her.

A portrayal of my subconscious thoughts?

I tried to snap out of it.

It wasn’t real, after all.

Calm down, Raesung-ah. I thought.

I’ve been trying to brush it off since it happened,

but it just wasn’t possible.

It’s been a week yet I still felt the same way.

I knew