(This chapter is all about Tzuyu’s point of view) 

 

I’m starting to hear a really loud sound that pierces through my ears. What is that noise?! And I feel like I’m in a roller coaster or something. I’m trying to sleep! Wait, am I sleeping? Or am I dead? I remember everything happened at the warehouse. And I end up in Sana’s arms.  

 

Sana! Where are you? I wanna see you, baby. Why I can’t open my eyes? 

 

Oh my body hurts as hell. I feel like someone poking in a needle on the back of my right wrist. Oi! It’s painful! At the same time I can feel someone’s doing something on my chest. Oh right, the part where I got stabbed! AAAAHH!!! My veins are being pressed! Get your hand away! 

 

Now I get it where I am. In an ambulance. Ni no ni no ni no~ vrrooooommm. The van breaks all the time. There must be a lot of vehicles on the road. 

 

Wait, I can hear a familiar voice. A familiar sense of touch on my right hand. Very soft. Voice very soothing, although sounds like crying. Crying? Wait, Sana! Sana baby! Hiii! She’s here in the van with me. Don’t cry Sana, I’m not dying! I think so. I can barely feel my body. Which explains I can’t push up my eyelids. Sana, don’t worry. I’ll try to be strong. She’s crying like a baby. Crying and whining. Oh stop it Sana you’re . Kekeke. 

 

“Tzuyu.. wake up..” 

 

Her voice just cracked. Haha so cute. I’m trying my best to move my body, baby. But my body won’t listen. Something is definitely wrong with my nervous system. 

 

“Is he.. is he gonna be okay?” 

 

“He’s gonna be fine, mam. Just calm down and relax” 

 

“He.. he’s gonna live right?” 

 

I’m gonna live right? Answer her!  

 

“We.. we will leave that in the hands of the doctors” 

 

“What do you mean!”  

 

Sana shouted. It’s never good if she shouts. 

 

“Soon as we arrive at the hospital he’ll be transferred to the operation room immediately” 

 

Sana is squeezing my hand tightly. Don’t worry Sana! I’m strong as a horse! 

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The van is slowing down. It stopped. We’re here! I hear doors opening. Outside is very noisy! This time not the ni no ni no sound. But I can hear camera flashes. 

 

“Move! Make way please!” 

 

Manly voices. I bet those are the guards. I guess it’s the reporters. Am not surprised with the American media being so fast. Besides, it’s my wife who got kidnapped. Of course it’s going to be a freaking big news. I bet we’re going to be on the front paper next morning. 

 

The bed I was on starting to move. Sana’s hand is still on mine. Man, I wish I could give her a squeeze telling that I’m still here. 

 

Ouch! What a rough landing on the ground! Yah be gentle I’m hurting here! Hmmph. Okay now I feel that we’re moving fast to somewhere I don’t know. Everyone’s running. Sana’s still beside me. 

Baby, don’t run. I’m scared if the baby in your tummy will fall. Wait, there’s not even a bump yet. Babo Tzuyu. Our baby is still a tiny little fetus. Grow faster! 

 

“Mam, we can’t let you come with us” 

 

“I wanna go inside with him!” 

 

We suddenly stop. She doesn’t wanna let me go. Just let her come along! She’s gonna be all alone outside! 

 

“I’m sorry Mam but this is how far you can go. We’ll get back to you after operation’s done” 

 

“But..” 

 

“Mam, please let your hand go” 

 

She’s sobbing. Aww how I wish I could give her a hug! I can feel her hand slowly slipping away. Sana no! But.. oooh.. warm lips on mine.. a little dry.. but they’re soft. Sana’s giving me a kiss. Hehe. Aahh it’s annoying that I can’t respond! 

 

“I love you” 

 

She just whispered that into my ear. My right hand feels empty. Sana! 

 

Soon enough, we’re in some kind of room, I think. Medicine smell is poking through my nose. Wait, if I can smell, means that I’m still breathing! Hoho. But my heart’s beating really slow. The pain in my chest still there, hasn’t faded not even a little. 

 

“Gloves” 

 

Another manly voice. Must be the doctor. What’s up doc? 

 

“Patient’s status?” 

 

“Injured on the right chest. Patient’s have lost massive blood. A few bruises on the face and on the body. Patient is also suspected for a spinal fracture” 

 

WHAT?! Spinal fracture?!  

 

Oh maybe they’re right. That do*chebag earlier hit me too hard with the baseball bat. I wonder what happened to the guys. What happened to Seolhyun? What happened to Mathew? Urgh so many questions. 

 

Someone injected me with something. I can feel the liquid flow spreading into my body. So fast, I’m starting to feel sleepy. No, don’t make me sleep! Don’t! My Sana is alone outside! 

 

No.. 

 

Zzzzzzzzz 

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Tit 

 

Tit 

 

Tit 

 

Tit 

 

Tit 

 

I hear beeping sound. Must be my heartrate monitor. It sounds okay. So normal. 

 

Oh my, how long have I been sleeping? Huaarrgghhh. Wait, why I can’t open my mouth? I can’t stretch my body. Hmm, no more pain. Omo, I made it through the operation! Hooray! But why I can’t even move my fingers!? 

 

I hear a familiar sob. Someone’s nearby me. Not just one, but two, maybe three. I don’t know. 

 

“At least he’s still breathing, Sana-chan. You should be thankful to that” 

 

Mina is that you? 

 

“Did the doctor mention anything about how long is he going to be like this, Sana?” 

 

Chaeyoung! 

 

“Could be a month. Could be two, or three” 

 

Sana, you’re crying again baby. How long have you been crying.. 

 

“Unnie, are you sure you don’t want yourself to get checked? I’m scared if you’re hurt somewhere” 

 

Krystal! You’re here!? 

 

“I’m fine Krys. Tell Amber I said thank you so much” 

 

Who the heck is Amber? And what is the thank you for? 

 

I hear someone else crying on my other side. 

 

“C-can I stay and take care of him?” 

 

Jeongie! My beloved choding sister! 

 

“I want to stay too” 

 

Wait.. that’s.. aunt Jihyo! Aunt Jihyo’s here too! 

 

“I think each one of us don’t wanna leave Tzuyu’s side..” 

 

Chaeyoung yah, I miss our bromance. 

 

“My apologies but we don’t allow more than one companies to stay overnight here in this hospital” 

 

I don’t recognize that voice. Must be the doctor or nurse. 

 

I hear Chaeyoung said, “Well I think that it’s now up to Sana and Jeongie, since you two are the closest” 

 

Oh come on don’t make them pick. I want Sana. I want Jeongie too. I want the rest to stay! Stupid hospital. 

 

“Let’s discuss about this outside. Tzuyu needs to have a quiet surrounding” 

 

For some reason, yeah I do aunt Jihyo thank you. But I don’t want everyone to leave. No. Damn why I can’t move?! 

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“10th January 2017, 8:30pm” 

 

I woke up when I heard an automated voice. Woke up as in mentally awake, not physically. The robotic voice, I think it came from a clock. Thanks to the modern device, now I know what day is today. 

 

Wait.. 

 

10th January?! 

 

I went to save Sana on the 4th! Wowwwwww. I got admitted in here for a week already? Somebody gotta explain exactly what happened to me from A to Z. 

 

Suddenly I feel someone caressing my hand. Familiar touch. Sana baby! Wait, so does that mean.. oh.. so they decided to let Sana stay. I’m sorry Jeongie. But I’m sure everyone will come again tomorrow. Until.. until when am I suppose to stay like this? 

 

“Tzuyu” 

 

Yes Sana? What’s wrong with your voice? Are you still crying? You sound so weak. Have you eaten? How’s our baby? 

 

“I think I know that you can hear me” 

 

I can hear you! 

 

“or maybe I’m just talking to myself” 

 

No no you’re not. I can hear you fine, baby. 

 

“I’ll just pretend that you’re awake. It has been a week since the tragedy, seobang. You successfully went through the operation” 

 

See I told ya not to worry about me! 

 

“The doctor said you’re in a semicomatose state. You’re partially coma, Tzuyu” 

 

What the f… c-coma? .. partially yeah? Partial is .. better.. I think.. 

 

“Your spine is fractured” 

 

Yeah heard that before.  

 

“You still have some bruises on your body” 

 Must be from the kicks and punches 

 

“Tzuyu.. I don’t know for how long you’re gonna stay like this..” 

 

Man.. 

 

“I..I’m not crying okay?” 

 

Sana, I can feel your tears dropping on my hand. Don’t pretend not to..