Changed and walking to the carpark, getting a glance and a breath of fresh air and the sunlight. Today is it. In less than a few hours, i shall be having a new life. Siwon drives me to the nearest restaraunt but while he was driving all i could do was look out the window and think about SHINee. "Don't worry, you have me and the other members we'll take care of you." Siwon said. I look at him and smile. We park infront of the restaurant, enter many people recognised Siwon, but then they saw me and looked away, Siwon hugged me tight infront of his fans, they went nuts screaming, and looking at us. We sat down and ate. After we ate it was time. Driving to the airport we were near SHINee's dorm, i asked "can we stop at SHINee's dorm i want to give them something" He agreed. I grab a piece of paper from my bag and a pen, and wrote "I'm sorry, I never ment it i'm probably at the airport as you are reading this, but remember i won't ever forget the good times we had goodbye :) " I slid it under their door and run into Siwon's car. The drive to the airport is silent it was a 2 hour drive. We arrive at the airport, the rest of the members inside and haven't seen us yet. 

Before entering, i receive a message from Taemin, and it read "Look behind you" I didn't know what it ment, Siwon glanced back and gasped. I look back to see what happened and saw Onew walking towards me with a serious face, i knew he was coming to hit me and say how i ruined their friendship, but when he came he grabbed my head and kissed me, but after that moment my heart flutters, Onew steps back and about to grab my hand Siwon grabs his first, and says "stay away from her, shes mine, you don't need her" Still shocked, all i could do was watch, body paralysed i just stood there. Onew says "she loves me she never wanted you from the start, you took her in and i thank you now i want her back" Siwon speechless then shouts "Why do you want her you crushed her, i have always looked after her longer then you ever thought" Both guys continue to argue with one another, I then pull myself together and with all my might i shout out "STOP IT, WHY ARE YOU BEING LIKE THIS" After shouting they look at me, Tears running down my face i walk backwards feeling weak, i can't hear anything, all i see is Onew shouting at me, why would he be shouting at me? I can't hear anything. All that is flashing though my mind if our promise, and Siwon in the background.. Then out of no where i pain crushes through my whole body, I look to the side and that a car has crashed into me,  and i look to the front to see Onew and Siwon running towards me, 

Everything is white and blurry, could this be the end of my pain and sadness? The end of my life? I can hear again, all i hear is Onew shouting for help and Siwon telling the other members to come and help. I heard footsteps, A car, a siren. I feel myself being picked up off the ground dripping blood from my head. I can't move, i can't see i can only hear and feel, I feel pain. Then the bright light gets brighter, then becomes pitch black. I can't feel anything or hear anything. What has happened? Has my life ...

Ended? 


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Ahh guys don't worry this is not the last chapter well its the last chapter to the first bit, but theres gonna be a sequel alright? But don't be expecting the next bit anytime soon. In the waiting time i will be writing another fanfiction :D