Part 1 - Chapter 3

I Wanna Love
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His eyelids were so heavy. How could little flaps of skin weigh so much? His head was even heavier.

Niel rolled over and groaned. A heavy head was the least of his worries compared to his stomach feeling like it was clawing its way up his throat. Fighting the urge to retch he swiped a hand over his eyes. Everything was too bright.

He lay supine on the couch, pretending he was still asleep for as long as his body would allow him. With a heavy sigh Niel heaved himself into a sitting position, his head whirled a few times before the room settled into place.

"How much did we drink?" He groaned to himself before getting up to find the bathroom.

When he emerged he began making coffee on Chanhee's espresso machine. They would need lots of coffee.

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Ba-bling.

Ba-bling.

Ba-bling.

Ba-bling, ba-bling, ba-bling.

Changhyun growled; a noise he rarely made. His phone 'bling'-ed again as yet another message came in. He rolled to the edge of his bed and searched the pile of clothes on the floor for his phone. A swoop of expectation flew through him as he remembered giving his number to Jonghyun.

The expectation crashed and burned as he read the contact name: Lola.

Lola: Changhyunnie!

Lola: Did you hook up?!

Lola: Where are you?

Lola: Ya!

Lola: Ya!

Lola: Are you dead!!

Lola: CHANGHYUN ANSWER ME ARE YOU DEAD I LOST YOU LAST NIGHT AND YOUR BROTHER WILL FIRE ME IF YOURE DEAD AND I'M THE REASON!!!!!

With effort and a small smile on his face Changhyun replied.

Changhyun: I'm not dead. Jesus calm down. Didn't hook up either. I'm home, your job is safe lol.

Changhyun sat up. He needed a coffee. With effort he began dressing.

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The screech of a tortured coffee machine brought Byunghun into consciousness. He was pressed up against Chanhee, nose in the armpit of his boyfriend. It appeared they were both beneath the covers. Byunghun felt as though he was melting in a furnace.

He kicked the covers off the two of them and made to escape the bed. Chanhee's arms tightened, keeping him stuck in place.

"Hey." Byunghun protested quietly.

"Nuh uh." Chanhee mumbled, not even opening his eyes.

Byunghun wriggled again but Chanhee refused to let go.

"I gotta pee." Byunghun whispered.

"Nuh uh." Chanhee mumbled again.

"Chan, its hot and we're all gross."

"Nuh uh."

The coffee machine screamed again as Niel butchered the milk frothing.

"At least let me go save the coffee."

"Mmm..." Chanhee appeared to be thinking, "I guess."

Byunghun made to move but was still clutched tight to Chanhee's chest.

"Love you Byung." Chanhee finally opened his eyes and smiled down at his partner.

Byunghun rolled his eyes and sighed.

"Love you too Chan." He placed a quick peck on Chanhee's lips before getting out of the bed and pulling on some briefs.

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"Holy shiiiiit..." Jonghyun groaned, eyes squeezed shut, he felt like someone had run over him with a tank. "Hyung... am I dead?"

"Shut up, I'm sleeping." Minsu groaned in reply.

". My head. My stomach. My feet. Why does everything hurt? Why do my legs hurt?"

"Shut up, or more will hurt in a minute."

"Just kill me. It will be better I swear." Jonghyun couldn't remember much. There was something he was supposed to remember though.

The club, the lights, Minsu escaping to the DJ booth, y men everywhere, the bathroom. Ok something was missing. He must have been beyond drunk!

"Hyung, what happened last night? I don't remember. I remember dancing, you were in the-"' Whoof! A pillow crashed down onto Jonghyun's head, he yelled in alarm.

"Stop being loooouud!" Minsu yelled at him, not bothering to retrieve his pillow.

"Ouch."

"Good."

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Chanhee watched Byunghun pull on some underwear and disappear into the bathroom. Moments later he returned and strode straight to the kitchen. The conversation floated back through the open door.

"What are you doing?!"

"Making coffee."

"That is not how I taught you to make coffee! You're doing it wrong."

"Well I'm just a little hung-over you know! Someone fed me about a million tequila shots!"

"Holy , don't yell Daniel. Just let me make the coffee." Chanhee could picture Byunghun holding his tender head in his hands.

"It's fine. I've done it already."

"I'm not drinking that."

Knowing the tone of Byunghun's voice, Chanhee sat up and found some clothes. If he didn't interject they would end up in a full-blown fight over nothing.

He entered the kitchen to find Byunghun with his hands on his hips, Niel stood at the machine looking cowed.

"Let's just go out for coffee." Chanhee suggested with a sigh.

"But..." Niel whined.

"I know. When we get back Byung can give you another crash course in how to do it. This was practice. Now, I need water. And food. So, get dressed, let's go out."

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"Hyung? You're awake, aren't you?" Jonghyun's voice was tentative.

Minsu growled in response.

"What happened last night?" Jonghyun asked again.

"You're not going to shut up are you?" Minsu complained, opening his eyes to see Jonghyun cuddling his pillow and staring at the ceiling. "You met some guy, you wouldn't shut up about him. You got his number or something. When I saw you two, you were dancing and getting pretty close."

"Ahh! I remember now!"

"Great. Can I go back to sleep?"

Silence was the answer. Minsu sighed, adjusting his position until he was comfortable again. He was on the edge of drifting off once more when Jonghyun's voice snapped him back to reality.

"Hyung. I'm hungry. Are you hungry?"

Minsu looked over to find Jonghyun sitting up and stretching.

"We aren't going back to sleep, are we?" Minsu complained.

Jonghyun shrugged, "I'll pay."

"I hate you." Minsu mumbled, struggling to sit up too.

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The bell over the door chimed as Niel, Byunghun and Chanhee wandered into the cafe. The wait-staff looked over and smiled in greeting.

"Hey Byunghun, hey Chanhee. What brings you here on your day off?" The barista asked over the hulking machine.

"Hey Feng, hangovers and fights over making coffee." Chanhee replied easily. Niel and Byunghun retreated to a table, both feeling sick and tired.

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JooHunnit
#1
Chapter 27: This...this was one of the best things i have ever read
Really amazing writing, superb plot- placement and everything was perfect. I loved every character and....it was really spectacular.
IHaveRuinedMyLife
#2
Chapter 27: WOW! Just wow! It's been so long since I read a great, chaptered Teen Top fic, that I almost forgot that this is what I'm living for ㅋㅋ it's just that people don't seem to write them anymore... which is too sad ㅠㅠ
But it also means that I'm incredibly thankful you wrote this story!! I loved it so so so so much!! I'd even go so far, saying it is the best Teen Top fic I've read in... probably two years. I loved your way of describing the characters and the dynamics of each couple. ChangRick was SO ADORABLE in here~~ and ChunJoe were so bittersweet at first and perfect towards the end ♡ as for N.A.P.... it actually drove me crazy ㅋㅋ the moment Minsoo stood Niel up I was literally screaming at my phone ㅋㅋ but it also turned out to be so cute and fluffy and just the right amount of sap xD
so yeah... thumbs up for this!!! thank you so much for sharing~~ (and please continue writing Teen Top fics!! I sometimes feel like I'm the only person with an ongoing Teen Top fic that nobody even reads... it's sad... we need more Teen Top again~~)
chunjixbyungie
#3
Chapter 27: Do i have one ? Rofl . Byunghun can be hilarious sometimes ! I really liked the staring part and the whole what are you staring at.. Why ..because i like them .
Byunghun blushing and playing with the carpet too . very natural ~ he actually confessed first ! How surprising ! It was funny when chanhee said bec you are my best friend lol i bet Byunghun felt his stomach drop . That aside though , I get why he got angry the first time . i mean .. I may too with chanhee laughing in such situation . but the second time i was like .. does he have split personality ?
What angered him in " you better get used to it "?
The part where chanhee thought the doubts would come back but he'd be there to chase them off was so sweet and perfect as a closure ! Really liked it .
And of course we can't forget niel's part . so enjoyable and so funny * thumbs up *
chunjixbyungie
#4
Chapter 26: your brain is fantastically bad at sticking to one project and mine is that way with procrastination , which explains why I just got to read this NOW . I have no word to describe how fluffy and adorable ( Chanhee calling Byung a marshmallow is seriously the best thing ever ) this was ( realistic too ) Byunghun's thoughts about niel having everything he himself lacks and still being scared , unsure of himself .
it's ironic how someone may seem to lead a happy life when they are in fact being bullied .
I'll see you in about four months when i stop being lazy and finally read the next ch .
Dotoriji
#5
Chapter 27: My hearttttt is melting!!! This confession honestly explains so much more why Byunghun was the way that he was throughout the story... his doubts and insecurities. I love how Byunghun was the first to confess and say “I love you” but chanhee was the one to reassure him and really be there to chase Byunghun’s doubts away. Ahhh they’re just perfect for each other <3
Dotoriji
#6
Chapter 26: This is so sweet!!! Ahhhh I love this friendship T^T
Papoufruits
#7
Chapter 25: It felt a little sad that it's completed, though I'm really GLAD it is in a way too, haha. Unfinished fanfics are the worst sometimes... anyway, I love the theme of this story and how you wanted to include everyone's point of view. It kept the interest going.

As a suggestion, I'd love to read more about Byunghun and Chanhee's story when they were younger and how their relationship developed (maybe that's what you meant with "Byunghun's confession story"?). Thank you for this lovely story and can't wait to read more from you! <3
chunjixbyungie
#8
Chapter 25: Waah... Such a sweet ,satisfying ending ~
I enjoyed every moment of it !
Happiness was practically radiating from everyone . Minsoo's thoughts were so heartwarming along with Niel's of course whereas Jonghyun and Changhyun were so cute ~
Byunghun and chanhee ... Well the part when bh thought 11 years hadn't changed anything and not an even eternity will . * squeals *
It's awesome how you managed in just 25 chapters to write a story that's not rushed and not slow-paced either . It was perfect .
Thank you for sharing it with us !
<3
Dotoriji
#9
Chapter 25: I am so emotional omg I can't believe it's finished ㅜㅜ
The ending is perfect they're all together and happy...
I don't even know where to begin how to describe how much I enjoyed reading this story and just looking forward to the updates every week ahh I'm going to miss it
Thank you for making the ending so wonderful ㅜㅜ
Chanhee & byunghuns long strong relationship... it's like I can feel the love through the screen;; it's just so precious;; I definitely would love to read about byunghun's confession! (oh and if you're taking requests maybe about their first time?? askfkskdk)
Okay and Changhyun and Jonghyun can they be anymore cute?!? Throughout the whole story they were just so into each other and ugh the best. Now they both have rings to propose to each other! I wonder how that'll turn out lol
Niel being so happy for his best friends and minsu being happy for his new younger brothers made me so emotional ㅜㅜ those two are the perfect match and just so attached to each other seeing them so in love is so heartwarming like they finally found the one they've been looking for their whole lives~

Thank you again for writing this wonderful story!
I enjoyed it so much and I'll definitely be coming back to re-read it~!! <3
lazyfaceu #10
Chapter 25: i'm crying oh my god i screamed when i saw the "completed" status on this book