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Smudges
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May 2016, 3 months since the signing of the contract

Today was the day of your wedding day and the contract came into effect today. For the past 3 months, you only saw Johnny on shooting sets for your wedding or when the two of you had to film for the variety show. Today was also the day the variety show was set to end. You were supposed to be happy because finally after so long, you could escape from the cameras and stop having your life broadcasted for the entire nation to view. But you knew another prison awaited you after escaping this one.

If filming the variety show was a week’s sentence, living with Johnny would be a life sentence.

Today was also the day you would start living under the same roof as Johnny and you were already looking forward to May 2018, when you can finally be freed from him. You’ve had nothing but bad experiences with him, and you knew all he wanted to do was take advantage of you in any way he can.

“You’re ready Miss.”

Broken from your train of thoughts, you thanked your team of stylist before staring at yourself in the full length mirror. Everything about your look today screamed “Wrong!” in your face. Against your wishes, you wore a very extravagant looking wedding dress. It had a sweetheart neckline and the entire bodice was studded with diamonds of every size; the harsh studio lights reflecting off your diamonds was actually enough to make your eyes physically hurt. The skirt was layers of lace and the skirt also had some diamonds, as if the ones on your corset wasn’t already enough. Your hair was drawn up into a bun except from your fringe, which hung down the side of the face in a small twist. Diamond earrings hung from your earlobe in a single dangling line and your makeup was in a shade of rose gold today, slightly more the natural side. Your lips were a shade of light pink, nothing too loud today.

You looked pretty, but you don’t feel beautiful inside.

You weren’t allowed to be left with your thoughts for long because your father had come to usher you down the aisle.

“You did a great job for the past 3 months Lydia, just keeping smiling for today ok?”

How could your father say that to you, when you’ve been feeling so disgusted at yourself for the past 3 months having to act like someone you’re not? You don’t hate your parents, you knew deep down that this was inevitable but still, you wished he didn’t have to glorify your work for the past 3 months because to you, it was nothing to be proud of, and you felt like no one should think it is. You didn’t say anything back and instead, all you did was hook your arms with his, signalling to him that you were ready. Both of you left the room, and headed down to the wedding hall right on the ground floor. The cream coloured doors opened and immediately deafening claps sounded through the entire hall. You smiled, recognising everyone seated as business partners. Finally turning your face to the front, you noticed Johnny smiling widely.

Putting on a good show, as always.

Finally passing you to Johnny, your father took a step back and now all eyes were on the couple. You said your vows and exchanged your wedding rings which consisted of both gold and silver with a line of 5 diamonds studded around the band of the ring. The rings represented the two of you perfectly; one was silver and the other was

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LiebeBlue #1
Finally someone made a story with happy ending mean that the protagonists are not always to be together. I love your work, the way you write and your idea. Thank you for making this story.
Kuro_Wol
#2
Chapter 31: I BINGED. Oh damn wow. This was really good, I can see why you're proud of it. You know how much I love slice of life and the message you're putting across in this could not be more true - our past wounds may heal over time but the scars never fade away. And sometimes we have to come to terms with that, even if it's a painful reality to accept. Really enjoyed this one, Del! Hit me in the feelz
FlareJayna #3
Chapter 31: I absolutely love this story and this is definitely one of the most well written fanfic i have ever read. I do really like the plot twist and the ending. At first i do hope that they would end up together but i guess it just isnt right for lydia to live on with the fear and the doubt she felt. This fanfic really get me thinking about life and i hope you will continue writing such beautiful fanfics.
superdupper
#4
Chapter 31: This is such a beautiful story. Huhuhu I know that Lydia will be happy if she didnt end up with johnny because johnny had hurt her in the past. It's a bit sad to she didnt end up with Johnny but that's their fate . but really this story is written very well author nim. Really love it
Love_jennie
#5
Chapter 31: Absolutely the best fanfic ive ever read! I love the plot twist
marry_kim
#6
Chapter 31: This is amazing
stacy_lu #7
*ill continue here :))
At first, I didn't like the fact that she decided to leave him after the precious time they had in HK. But slowly a thought came to my mind saying it's not right as well for her to be in a relationship where she doesn't feel right. And partially, it's really not fair for him as well to be in a relationship where his love is doubted, when he's obviously giving his all to her. Its funny how my thoughts immediately went to reality, wondering if someone, somewhere out there living a life exactly like this, did they choose to leave like she did? Or stay and break herself more and his heart along the away? I'll never know. But if I was to be her, I'd do the exact same. Because if two souls are meant to be together, they will always find their way back to each other no matter what. If not, you just have to learn to let go. No matter how hard it gets. If not for the other person, do it for yourself. The void in your soul doesn't always has to be filled with someone else's presence. Sometimes the void can only be filled with your own self. Someone wise once said, you can only love someone else fully, if you learn to love yourself first. Thank you for sticking to your original storyline. If it wasn't for the fact that you went along with this ending, I would've sworn, I'd forget that our feelings- what feels right to the heart and soul- matters the most if happiness is what you seek for in this often mistaken world.
stacy_lu #8
Hai author-nim.
First of all I want to applaud your awesome writing. The way you write your story was really different from the fanfics that are available these days. It almost felt like I was back in my teenage days where I was awake in the middle of the night in my bedroom reading fics that would make me feel like someone was gripping my heart so tight, almost breaking it to pieces. And i didn't mind it at all. These type of fics were always my fav. It's was really an eyeopener and to be honest, just what this tired soul of mine longs for. I'm really glad I found Smudge. I haven't read something that made me look back in life for quite awhile now. Your story made me think alot.
prism7ths #9
Chapter 31: thank you for writing such a great rollercoaster ride of emotions story >< i really love it, all the sweet angsty vibes in the story. hopefully there are more amazing stories to come in the future ^^ have a great year ahead author nim, may God bless you. xo
babychanwoo
#10
Chapter 31: OMG THIS STORY IS SO GOOD AND U BROKE MY HEART BUT IT'S OKEY,I LOVE U i mean i love how u make my kokoro break HEHEHE<3.i hope u planning for a new jhonny story:)