Triggered

Smudges
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Your return to the office made it on the news and naturally, you received lots of media attention from then on, particularly on your work performance. People either hoped for your recovery or betted on your downfall and all of them gave you pressure. As much as you tried to focus on your work, your mind wasn’t ready and your heart simply wasn’t into it yet. You were single-handedly running your parents’ legacy and sitting right at the heart of all their hard work reminded you of them. Everywhere you went, you would almost see your father walking down the hallways, rushing to his next meeting or your mother going round the desks checking on the welfare of their staff. It was such an excruciating process but you held it all in. Your staffs were patient but your potential investors were not. Fail to keep up with them and the deal is off.

You were now sitting at the chair you’ve seen your father sit at so many times before and you ran your thumb over the armrest of the chair, remembering how he refused to throw the chair away despite its chipped appearance due to sentimental value. Beside you, your investor droned on but you weren’t listening.

“Ms Kim, were you even listening?”

You were snapped awake, now turning your full attention to your investor.

“Forget it, you are clearly uninterested in the deal. Ms Kim, if you aren’t ready yet, please don’t bother coming back to the office. You’re wasting my time, as with many others.”

Before you could give him your apology, he stormed out of the door and the room quickly cleared, leaving just you and Taeyong. Taeyong would have punched the man in the face for being so insensitive if not for your stern voice holding him back.

“Don’t Taeyong, let him go. He’s right, I’m not ready.”

As much as he’d like to teach that man a lesson, Taeyong knew doing so would only give you more trouble and that’s the last thing he’d do to you.

“Lydia, do you want a rest?”

For once, you conceded defeat.

“Yes I need one…” You left the rest unsaid and Taeyong simply nodded, dialling for a driver to send you home.

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LiebeBlue #1
Finally someone made a story with happy ending mean that the protagonists are not always to be together. I love your work, the way you write and your idea. Thank you for making this story.
Kuro_Wol
#2
Chapter 31: I BINGED. Oh damn wow. This was really good, I can see why you're proud of it. You know how much I love slice of life and the message you're putting across in this could not be more true - our past wounds may heal over time but the scars never fade away. And sometimes we have to come to terms with that, even if it's a painful reality to accept. Really enjoyed this one, Del! Hit me in the feelz
FlareJayna #3
Chapter 31: I absolutely love this story and this is definitely one of the most well written fanfic i have ever read. I do really like the plot twist and the ending. At first i do hope that they would end up together but i guess it just isnt right for lydia to live on with the fear and the doubt she felt. This fanfic really get me thinking about life and i hope you will continue writing such beautiful fanfics.
superdupper
#4
Chapter 31: This is such a beautiful story. Huhuhu I know that Lydia will be happy if she didnt end up with johnny because johnny had hurt her in the past. It's a bit sad to she didnt end up with Johnny but that's their fate . but really this story is written very well author nim. Really love it
Love_jennie
#5
Chapter 31: Absolutely the best fanfic ive ever read! I love the plot twist
marry_kim
#6
Chapter 31: This is amazing
stacy_lu #7
*ill continue here :))
At first, I didn't like the fact that she decided to leave him after the precious time they had in HK. But slowly a thought came to my mind saying it's not right as well for her to be in a relationship where she doesn't feel right. And partially, it's really not fair for him as well to be in a relationship where his love is doubted, when he's obviously giving his all to her. Its funny how my thoughts immediately went to reality, wondering if someone, somewhere out there living a life exactly like this, did they choose to leave like she did? Or stay and break herself more and his heart along the away? I'll never know. But if I was to be her, I'd do the exact same. Because if two souls are meant to be together, they will always find their way back to each other no matter what. If not, you just have to learn to let go. No matter how hard it gets. If not for the other person, do it for yourself. The void in your soul doesn't always has to be filled with someone else's presence. Sometimes the void can only be filled with your own self. Someone wise once said, you can only love someone else fully, if you learn to love yourself first. Thank you for sticking to your original storyline. If it wasn't for the fact that you went along with this ending, I would've sworn, I'd forget that our feelings- what feels right to the heart and soul- matters the most if happiness is what you seek for in this often mistaken world.
stacy_lu #8
Hai author-nim.
First of all I want to applaud your awesome writing. The way you write your story was really different from the fanfics that are available these days. It almost felt like I was back in my teenage days where I was awake in the middle of the night in my bedroom reading fics that would make me feel like someone was gripping my heart so tight, almost breaking it to pieces. And i didn't mind it at all. These type of fics were always my fav. It's was really an eyeopener and to be honest, just what this tired soul of mine longs for. I'm really glad I found Smudge. I haven't read something that made me look back in life for quite awhile now. Your story made me think alot.
prism7ths #9
Chapter 31: thank you for writing such a great rollercoaster ride of emotions story >< i really love it, all the sweet angsty vibes in the story. hopefully there are more amazing stories to come in the future ^^ have a great year ahead author nim, may God bless you. xo
babychanwoo
#10
Chapter 31: OMG THIS STORY IS SO GOOD AND U BROKE MY HEART BUT IT'S OKEY,I LOVE U i mean i love how u make my kokoro break HEHEHE<3.i hope u planning for a new jhonny story:)