Lonely

Smudges
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The last stop of your Hong Kong saw you sailing across waters for an hour to reach a piece of land called Macau. When you first stepped out of the ferry, you could already see the casinos, all in different shapes and sizes, in the far distance. Your main purpose there was most definitely not to gamble but interesting and unconventional architecture always seem to catch your eye.

Macau was a much more interesting place than you would have thought of it to be. If the other days were all about tranquility and peace, today was the day you went absolutely wild. Macau provided the perfect blend of history and modernity and you had so much fun wandering off the well-beaten track, turn a corner and find yourself in a completely different world. Walking down a narrow alleyway way, you found traditional bakeries everywhere and very soon, both you and Johnny were stuffing your faces with egg tarts and other sweet treats.

“This is really good stuff, I can eat this for breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper.”

With his mouth full of egg tarts, Johnny muffled out a response but you still heard him very clearly.

“I agree. Let’s get more of these.”

With every treat you bought for yourselves, Johnny and you took a selfie and it wasn’t even in the afternoon yet and Johnny already had a hundred photos of both of you with food. You had so much fun teasing him for his particularly puffed up cheeks in one photo, making him resemble slightly mad.

“You’re such a cute hamster!”

“I am not a hamster!”

“You totally are Johnny, oh gosh I can’t stop laughing you looked so adorable~”

“But you know this hamster can do lots of nasty things to you right?” To prove his point, he flicked his tongue out at you and they were so dangerously close to your lips. You immediately pulled back but Johnny only chuckled lowly.

“You wouldn’t dare.”

“I totally would my princess.”

He shot you another wink before walking away and to your shock, naughty Johnny was slightly attractive to you.

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Thankfully for you, Johnny decided to be good and normal for the rest of the day and both of you tried out jump shots for the first time and you found so much fun in taking those shots. Some of them ended up being derp shots and you two just decided to have a good laugh over those and promise to never reveal them to anyone else. To your great surprise, casinos can also be a tourist attra

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LiebeBlue #1
Finally someone made a story with happy ending mean that the protagonists are not always to be together. I love your work, the way you write and your idea. Thank you for making this story.
Kuro_Wol
#2
Chapter 31: I BINGED. Oh damn wow. This was really good, I can see why you're proud of it. You know how much I love slice of life and the message you're putting across in this could not be more true - our past wounds may heal over time but the scars never fade away. And sometimes we have to come to terms with that, even if it's a painful reality to accept. Really enjoyed this one, Del! Hit me in the feelz
FlareJayna #3
Chapter 31: I absolutely love this story and this is definitely one of the most well written fanfic i have ever read. I do really like the plot twist and the ending. At first i do hope that they would end up together but i guess it just isnt right for lydia to live on with the fear and the doubt she felt. This fanfic really get me thinking about life and i hope you will continue writing such beautiful fanfics.
superdupper
#4
Chapter 31: This is such a beautiful story. Huhuhu I know that Lydia will be happy if she didnt end up with johnny because johnny had hurt her in the past. It's a bit sad to she didnt end up with Johnny but that's their fate . but really this story is written very well author nim. Really love it
Love_jennie
#5
Chapter 31: Absolutely the best fanfic ive ever read! I love the plot twist
marry_kim
#6
Chapter 31: This is amazing
stacy_lu #7
*ill continue here :))
At first, I didn't like the fact that she decided to leave him after the precious time they had in HK. But slowly a thought came to my mind saying it's not right as well for her to be in a relationship where she doesn't feel right. And partially, it's really not fair for him as well to be in a relationship where his love is doubted, when he's obviously giving his all to her. Its funny how my thoughts immediately went to reality, wondering if someone, somewhere out there living a life exactly like this, did they choose to leave like she did? Or stay and break herself more and his heart along the away? I'll never know. But if I was to be her, I'd do the exact same. Because if two souls are meant to be together, they will always find their way back to each other no matter what. If not, you just have to learn to let go. No matter how hard it gets. If not for the other person, do it for yourself. The void in your soul doesn't always has to be filled with someone else's presence. Sometimes the void can only be filled with your own self. Someone wise once said, you can only love someone else fully, if you learn to love yourself first. Thank you for sticking to your original storyline. If it wasn't for the fact that you went along with this ending, I would've sworn, I'd forget that our feelings- what feels right to the heart and soul- matters the most if happiness is what you seek for in this often mistaken world.
stacy_lu #8
Hai author-nim.
First of all I want to applaud your awesome writing. The way you write your story was really different from the fanfics that are available these days. It almost felt like I was back in my teenage days where I was awake in the middle of the night in my bedroom reading fics that would make me feel like someone was gripping my heart so tight, almost breaking it to pieces. And i didn't mind it at all. These type of fics were always my fav. It's was really an eyeopener and to be honest, just what this tired soul of mine longs for. I'm really glad I found Smudge. I haven't read something that made me look back in life for quite awhile now. Your story made me think alot.
prism7ths #9
Chapter 31: thank you for writing such a great rollercoaster ride of emotions story >< i really love it, all the sweet angsty vibes in the story. hopefully there are more amazing stories to come in the future ^^ have a great year ahead author nim, may God bless you. xo
babychanwoo
#10
Chapter 31: OMG THIS STORY IS SO GOOD AND U BROKE MY HEART BUT IT'S OKEY,I LOVE U i mean i love how u make my kokoro break HEHEHE<3.i hope u planning for a new jhonny story:)