Love

Smudges
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WARNING: Highly suggestive content in this chapter. Please read with caution. 

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Entering a bar in Hong Kong was a bad idea, at least to Johnny. Hong Kong was notorious for their night life and that meant eyes on you all the time. Others would shamelessly check you out and Johnny had to growl at some of them to get them to back off. Johnny could understand why, but he didn’t appreciate it. The dim lighting of the bar made you look y and your red lipstick made your lips shine brightly. He violently shook the inappropriate thoughts out of his mind but they kept coming back.

If I’m feeling like this, the rest are probably feeling the same way. Damn it.

He felt that keeping you by his side that night was of utmost importance, and he tried to do so very boldly.

First of all, Johnny gave you lots of physical contact. His hands lingered a little too close to your inner thigh, moved a little too low down your back and his lips that came close whenever he had to tell you something over the banter of others also lingered closer to your neck than your ears. After a couple of shots of drinks, you were beginning to feel happily tipsy, but not drunk. Secondly, his eyes were glued to you all the time. So of course, when his burning hot gaze penetrated your soul, you were fully aware of it. You stared right back them without hesitation and noted that slight glint of lust behind his hot gaze. For now you decided to ignore it, but you wonder if he would act upon it later at night.

Back at the hotel, you were sitting on the couch with him by your side and instead of watching the movie playing in front of the both of you, you noticed that he was intently watching you instead.

Finally, you had grown frustrated with his antics and in one quick motion, you moved your leg across his sitting form and now you were straddling him. Despite the look of bewilderment on his face, his hands moved up naturally to hold you by your waist.

“What are you doing Lydia?”

“That should be my question instead: what are you planning to do with me?”

He visibly gulped.

“What?”

It must have been the alcohol coursing through your system because you weren’t usually this bold when it came to approaching such topics.

“Come on Johnny, don’t lie. You’ve been especially touchy this evening and you couldn’t keep your eyes off me. I know you want me that way.”

You placed your lips dangerously close to his, pausing there for a moment. Your eyes flickered up seductively just to see his reaction and you could tell that his patience was tested because he was watching you like a hawk and the muscle twitching in his cheek was another sure sign. His grip on your waist, which was now much ti

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LiebeBlue #1
Finally someone made a story with happy ending mean that the protagonists are not always to be together. I love your work, the way you write and your idea. Thank you for making this story.
Kuro_Wol
#2
Chapter 31: I BINGED. Oh damn wow. This was really good, I can see why you're proud of it. You know how much I love slice of life and the message you're putting across in this could not be more true - our past wounds may heal over time but the scars never fade away. And sometimes we have to come to terms with that, even if it's a painful reality to accept. Really enjoyed this one, Del! Hit me in the feelz
FlareJayna #3
Chapter 31: I absolutely love this story and this is definitely one of the most well written fanfic i have ever read. I do really like the plot twist and the ending. At first i do hope that they would end up together but i guess it just isnt right for lydia to live on with the fear and the doubt she felt. This fanfic really get me thinking about life and i hope you will continue writing such beautiful fanfics.
superdupper
#4
Chapter 31: This is such a beautiful story. Huhuhu I know that Lydia will be happy if she didnt end up with johnny because johnny had hurt her in the past. It's a bit sad to she didnt end up with Johnny but that's their fate . but really this story is written very well author nim. Really love it
Love_jennie
#5
Chapter 31: Absolutely the best fanfic ive ever read! I love the plot twist
marry_kim
#6
Chapter 31: This is amazing
stacy_lu #7
*ill continue here :))
At first, I didn't like the fact that she decided to leave him after the precious time they had in HK. But slowly a thought came to my mind saying it's not right as well for her to be in a relationship where she doesn't feel right. And partially, it's really not fair for him as well to be in a relationship where his love is doubted, when he's obviously giving his all to her. Its funny how my thoughts immediately went to reality, wondering if someone, somewhere out there living a life exactly like this, did they choose to leave like she did? Or stay and break herself more and his heart along the away? I'll never know. But if I was to be her, I'd do the exact same. Because if two souls are meant to be together, they will always find their way back to each other no matter what. If not, you just have to learn to let go. No matter how hard it gets. If not for the other person, do it for yourself. The void in your soul doesn't always has to be filled with someone else's presence. Sometimes the void can only be filled with your own self. Someone wise once said, you can only love someone else fully, if you learn to love yourself first. Thank you for sticking to your original storyline. If it wasn't for the fact that you went along with this ending, I would've sworn, I'd forget that our feelings- what feels right to the heart and soul- matters the most if happiness is what you seek for in this often mistaken world.
stacy_lu #8
Hai author-nim.
First of all I want to applaud your awesome writing. The way you write your story was really different from the fanfics that are available these days. It almost felt like I was back in my teenage days where I was awake in the middle of the night in my bedroom reading fics that would make me feel like someone was gripping my heart so tight, almost breaking it to pieces. And i didn't mind it at all. These type of fics were always my fav. It's was really an eyeopener and to be honest, just what this tired soul of mine longs for. I'm really glad I found Smudge. I haven't read something that made me look back in life for quite awhile now. Your story made me think alot.
prism7ths #9
Chapter 31: thank you for writing such a great rollercoaster ride of emotions story >< i really love it, all the sweet angsty vibes in the story. hopefully there are more amazing stories to come in the future ^^ have a great year ahead author nim, may God bless you. xo
babychanwoo
#10
Chapter 31: OMG THIS STORY IS SO GOOD AND U BROKE MY HEART BUT IT'S OKEY,I LOVE U i mean i love how u make my kokoro break HEHEHE<3.i hope u planning for a new jhonny story:)