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When Johnny woke up the next morning to find a fresh new plaster over his finger, his heart did a little leap in the air because he knew then that your heart towards him was not completely cold. This gave Johnny encouragement to carry on with his work; he felt confident that as long as he kept putting in effort into you, he was surely bound to have your heart for real someday. Johnny then decided that helping you get your health back was first priority, and so he did.

Since that day, Johnny cooked all 3 meals for you. As his cooking skills got better, so did your appetite. Now, 2 weeks since the first meal he cooked for you, you had your old appetite back. You looked healthier, much less tired and had more energy to last you through the day. Johnny always challenged himself to cook different dishes; some days it was Korean cuisine, other days he tried Chinese cuisine and so on. Whatever you wanted, Johnny always tried to make it come true. Meal times were also known as the bonding time for the both of you.

Conversations often went like this:

"Want to hear a joke Lydia?"

"What joke?"

"Is the light saber hot or cold?"

"Hot...?"

"Nope. It's warm, because it makes the 'warm warm warm' sound when swung, get it?"

"Johnny, another lame joke from you and I'm going to throw my bread on your face."

"Hehe"

On rainy days when the mood was gloomier, Johnny's mood would turn like the weather as he became more wistful. On days like this, he would seem more mature, and instead of cracking jokes with you, he would ask you deep questions between bites of food.

"Tell me one secret about yourself Lydia."

"I don't have any."

"Come on, surely you'll have one right?"

"Why don't you tell me one about yourself? That'll give me some time to think of something to tell you."

"Ok. Let's see, I know 4 languages."

"Really? Which 4?"

"Korean, English, Japanese and Mandarin."

"Wow, that's really fascinating. I only know 2 languages: Korean and English."

"That's good enough too. Now what's your secret?"

"Me? Well, it's not really a secret but rather a dream: I've always wanted to open a bookstore."

"Why?"

"I've always loved reading books since I was young but well, you know, ever since I took over the company, I haven't had time for such little pleasures anymore."

"What kind of books do you like?"

"I used to read mystery a lot when I was younger but my genres are pretty diverse: I read anything from fantasy to romance.”

"That's good, I love my girls smart."

"Shut up Johnny."

Nonetheless, Johnny still had this cheeky playful side of him that you've come to embrace and enjoy.

Undeniably, that few hours spent with him daily closed the distance between your hearts, and you don't doubt your growing fondness for him. Effort is attractive, and that surely is the case for you.

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On the day that we went back to work, Johnny made another suggestion that had your heart fluttering inside. You were seated inside his car, once again he had offered to send you to work. Such a practise was bound to become a habit. Just before you got out of the car, he stopped you.

"Wait, I have something to tell you."

"Ok go on."

"I...actually reserved 2 seats at a restaurant tonight..." He paused, debating how to properly phrase it. Finally, he gave up, and simply put it as it was meant to be.

"Ah I'll just say it straight. I wanted to have a dinner date with you so are you alright with that? I'll come pick you up after work."

You had the ability to turn the confident Johnny into a shy man and he had the ability to turn you, the ice lady, into a blushing mess.

The thought of having a proper dinner date with Johnny excited you and the idea had your cheeks flushed with a bright red colour.

"Sure I'll like that, see you." An unknown force took over your body as you leaned forward to give him a quick peck on his cheek before hopping off his car and running into the building, much too embarrassed to see his reaction.

Johnny felt so happy he actually jumped up in his seat but due to his tall height, his head made contact with the hood of the car. Despite the searing pain that was spreading out throughout his head, it didn't stop him from letting out a loud whoop as he pumped his fists into the air.

With adrenaline coursing through his body, J

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LiebeBlue #1
Finally someone made a story with happy ending mean that the protagonists are not always to be together. I love your work, the way you write and your idea. Thank you for making this story.
Kuro_Wol
#2
Chapter 31: I BINGED. Oh damn wow. This was really good, I can see why you're proud of it. You know how much I love slice of life and the message you're putting across in this could not be more true - our past wounds may heal over time but the scars never fade away. And sometimes we have to come to terms with that, even if it's a painful reality to accept. Really enjoyed this one, Del! Hit me in the feelz
FlareJayna #3
Chapter 31: I absolutely love this story and this is definitely one of the most well written fanfic i have ever read. I do really like the plot twist and the ending. At first i do hope that they would end up together but i guess it just isnt right for lydia to live on with the fear and the doubt she felt. This fanfic really get me thinking about life and i hope you will continue writing such beautiful fanfics.
superdupper
#4
Chapter 31: This is such a beautiful story. Huhuhu I know that Lydia will be happy if she didnt end up with johnny because johnny had hurt her in the past. It's a bit sad to she didnt end up with Johnny but that's their fate . but really this story is written very well author nim. Really love it
Love_jennie
#5
Chapter 31: Absolutely the best fanfic ive ever read! I love the plot twist
marry_kim
#6
Chapter 31: This is amazing
stacy_lu #7
*ill continue here :))
At first, I didn't like the fact that she decided to leave him after the precious time they had in HK. But slowly a thought came to my mind saying it's not right as well for her to be in a relationship where she doesn't feel right. And partially, it's really not fair for him as well to be in a relationship where his love is doubted, when he's obviously giving his all to her. Its funny how my thoughts immediately went to reality, wondering if someone, somewhere out there living a life exactly like this, did they choose to leave like she did? Or stay and break herself more and his heart along the away? I'll never know. But if I was to be her, I'd do the exact same. Because if two souls are meant to be together, they will always find their way back to each other no matter what. If not, you just have to learn to let go. No matter how hard it gets. If not for the other person, do it for yourself. The void in your soul doesn't always has to be filled with someone else's presence. Sometimes the void can only be filled with your own self. Someone wise once said, you can only love someone else fully, if you learn to love yourself first. Thank you for sticking to your original storyline. If it wasn't for the fact that you went along with this ending, I would've sworn, I'd forget that our feelings- what feels right to the heart and soul- matters the most if happiness is what you seek for in this often mistaken world.
stacy_lu #8
Hai author-nim.
First of all I want to applaud your awesome writing. The way you write your story was really different from the fanfics that are available these days. It almost felt like I was back in my teenage days where I was awake in the middle of the night in my bedroom reading fics that would make me feel like someone was gripping my heart so tight, almost breaking it to pieces. And i didn't mind it at all. These type of fics were always my fav. It's was really an eyeopener and to be honest, just what this tired soul of mine longs for. I'm really glad I found Smudge. I haven't read something that made me look back in life for quite awhile now. Your story made me think alot.
prism7ths #9
Chapter 31: thank you for writing such a great rollercoaster ride of emotions story >< i really love it, all the sweet angsty vibes in the story. hopefully there are more amazing stories to come in the future ^^ have a great year ahead author nim, may God bless you. xo
babychanwoo
#10
Chapter 31: OMG THIS STORY IS SO GOOD AND U BROKE MY HEART BUT IT'S OKEY,I LOVE U i mean i love how u make my kokoro break HEHEHE<3.i hope u planning for a new jhonny story:)