Your POV

We were done with dinner. Junsu, being the gentleman, helped me with the dishes. We laid down on the carpeted floor and started to talk.

"J..Junsu ah, what if....what if, one day i were to leave you and go to a far away place, what would you do?"

"Hmm...firstly, i would cry. I'd definitely cry, i'll cry till my eyes get sore. Then i'll start to search for you. I won't stop searching till i find you, till i grow old, till i grow tired. I'll make you come back to me. I'll make you regret for ever leaving me. I'll shower you with more love than i ever did. I'll give up everything just for you."

"Why? Why are you willing to give up everything for me?" i asked.

"Because i love you, that's why. I just need you and your love and my life's complete. I'll trade my life with just one more day with you," he said with a smile.

He moved his head onto my lap and i started to trace the outline of his face with my finger. 'Will he really miss me when i'm gone? Will he really cry for me? Will he continue to love me?' A million thoughts popped up in my head. Should i tell him? Should i? I tilted my face away from him. I could feel tears streaming down my cheeks, one at a time. I swiftly wiped them away, trying not to make Junsu notice me. I'm sorry, Junsu ah.



*FLASHBACK*
(2 months ago)

"Ahhh!" i felt that sharp stab of pain in my head again. 'Go away please.' I've been experiencing this pain for a while now. I thought it was just a migraine so i ignored it and took painkillers every time the pain occurred. But this time, it was different. The pain was unbearable. I could feel my head throbbing. The pain just wouldn't go away. What was happening to me? I supported myself up and grabbed my bag and went out the door.

I called for a cab and directed the ahjussi to go to the hospital. I had to find out what was happening to me. 'Dear god, please let me be healthy. For myself. For Junsu. Please.'

Moments later....

"Doctor, is there anything wrong with me? i asked the doctor nervously. I read his name tag, Shim Changmin.

"Well, in these type of cases, we'll need your guardian present in order to tell you the results. But, there really isn't any time for that. I'm very sorry, Miss           , but you have cancer. To be specific, brain cancer. There's a tumour sitting on the part of the brain that controls memories. We suggest that you undergo surgery before the tumour grows even more and affects the rest of the brain. But," he hesitated," if you decide to take the surgery, be prepared to face the side effects," he continued.

"S...side effects? What side effects? What do you mean?"

"The surgery is a very risky one. We can't guarantee that things will remain the same after the surgery. What i mean is that, there's a possibility that you'll suffer from memory loss. And after the surgery, you'll still have to undergo chemotherapy to kill the cancer cells. I know this is a lot of information to take in right now, but this concerns you future. I suggest you check in the hospital as soon as possible."


I felt my knees weaken as i left the hospital. I looked up to the sky and it was full of shiny stars. I couldn't believe my life was going to change all of a sudden. What was i going to tell Junsu? What would i say to him? That there's a possibility that i was going to forget about him? How we met, our first kiss? I couldn't say that. I just couldn't.

Suddenly i felt a drop of water hit my cheek. Then came the rain. I couldn't distinguish my tears from the rain anymore. I walked home drenched from the rain. When i reached home, Junsu was already sitting in the living room, reading a book. I stood at the entrance, leaning against the door frame, watching his every move. He looked especially good looking tonight, but too bad, in a few months, there's a possibility of me forgeting how he looks like. He eyes moved from his book to me.

"Baby, you okay? Why aren't you coming in?" he asked. I began to take little steps towards him. "Oh my, why are you all wet?" He dashed towards me and began touching my forehead, "thank god you don't have a fever, come on, i'll get you dried up."

I sat on our bed, waiting for Junsu to come with the towel. "You haven't answered my question baby, why are you all wet?" he asked me sternly.

"It was raining outside, and i didn't bring an umbrella with me," i said trying to avoid his gaze.

"You could've called me you know. I could've picked you up. By the way, where did you go today? I came home and you weren't here."

"Oh, i went out with Tiffany. She brought me to go shopping," hoping that that would pass off as a good answer.

"Shopping? Then where are your bags baby?"

"Oh, i didn't find anything that caught my eye, so i didn't buy anything."

"Oh, okay then," Junsu then continued to help me dry my hair. I reached my arms out and hugged him around the waist. I hid my face in his neck and inhaled his scent. I never want to forget his scent. Never. Thankfully Junsu didn't notice anything weird with me and went with the flow. He hugged me back and gave me a peck on the top of my head, "I love you."

I felt like breaking down in his arms but i didn't want him to see me that way. I forcefully held in my tears. 'I'm sorry Junsu ah, i'm sorry, but i have to do this.'


*END OF FLASHBACK*


Junsu's POV

My baby's been acting weirdly these past few days. She's been coming home reeking of alcohol. She never drinks, well as least i thought so she didn't. When i ask her what's wrong she'll just keep quiet, shaking her head. I thought her job was the reason of her stress so i didn't bother too much. She never tells me anyway.

Every time i try to kiss her, she'd come up with excuses like "I'm tired baby" or "I haven't brush my teeth yet". Is she getting tired of me? Does she not want me anymore? Is she going to ask for a breakup? 'No, Junsu, don't think like that. She's probably tired from work. You trust her, don't you?'

*

Today's Thanksgiving and a few of my friends decided to have a party at the club. I told my baby about it and she was okay with the idea. She didn't say much but she just gave a nod. There was booze and girls everywhere around me. The girls were pretty but they weren't as pretty as my baby. 'I wonder what she's doing at home,' i thought to myself. I had to use the toilet so i excused myself from the rest.

I was done with my business and was on my way back to my friends when someone familiar in the corner caught my eye. She looked familiar. She was hugging another guy. His hands around her waist. She looked exactly like my baby. Wait, she IS my baby. What is she doing here? And who's that man hugging her waist?! I walked up to her and called her name. She was in a drunk state.

"J..Junsu? Oh its Junsu," she said while giggling. I grabbed her arm from the man and brought her to my side.

"Who are you?!" i shouted at the man. He kept quiet and just gave me a smirk.

"My boyfriend." I turned around to see who had said that, and it was no other than my baby.

"Baby, what are you saying," i said calmly," i'm your boyfriend."

She pushed me away with all her might. I was shocked by her actions. Was she THAT drunk?

"No, you're not my boyfriend anymore. He is," she said as she pointed to the mysterious man before continuing, "lets break up. I never want to see you again."


Your POV

I waited until Junsu left the house before i got my plans ready. He was going to Mirotic Club tonight and i had to make sure that my plan didn't go wrong. I dialed up Changmin's number. Yes, i became friends with my doctor, nothing wrong with that right? I made a deal with him. If he agreed to help me tonight, i'll agree to the surgery. No one gets hurts and everyone leaves a happy person. No one except for Junsu. I'm sorry baby....

I told Changmin to pick me up in half an hours time. I told him the directions to Mirotic Club.

*
 

I waited for a few hours before i saw Junsu. I told Changmin about my plan and he widened his eyes.

"Pleaseeeee, Changmin! Just help me this once!" i begged him.

"Are you sure about this? I don't want to be the man who destroyed your relationship."

"You're not destroying my relationship, i am."

I got into my act. I took Changmin's arm and wrapped them around my waist. I had to pretend like i was drunk in order for Junsu to buy my act.

"              ?" i heard someone call my name and i was dead sure that it was Junsu. Time to get my plan in action.

"J..Junsu? Oh its Junsu," i said while giggling. Junsu grabbed my arm from Changmin and brought me to his side.

"Who are you?!" he shouted at Changmin. Changmin kept quiet and just gave him a smirk, just like how i told him to act.

"My boyfriend." Junsu turned around to see who had said that, and it was no other than me.

"Baby, what are you saying," he said " i'm your boyfriend," pointing to himself.

I pushed him away with all my might. Junsu was clearly shocked by my actions.

"No, you're not my boyfriend anymore. He is," i said as i pointed to Changmin, before continuing, "lets break up. I never want to see you again."

I went up to Changmin and gave him a kiss on the lips, making sure that Junsu was watching. Suddenly i felt Junsu pulling me away from Changmin and a i felt a sharp sting across my cheek. I brought my palm to my cheek to subdue the pain. Junsu.... He, he, he slapped me. Never once did he raise his voice at me, and now he actually slapped me. I couldn't help but laugh. Everything seemed so surreal. Was this all really happening. Did i just ask Junsu to break up with me?

I raised my eyes to meet Junsu's. His tear-shaped eyes were full of tears. I watched as he walked away from me, from us. I couldn't help but to cry as well. Changmin offered me a hug but i rejected it. I felt so ty even though i only kiss him. Mianhe Junsu ah, i'm doing this for you.

*

Junsu wasn't at home when i opened the doors. 'He's avoiding me, isn't he' i asked myself.
I immediately went into our room, no, now its his room, to pack my clothes. I was done packing in 10minutes. I took one last look around the house. Will i forget how this house looks like too? I decided to check up on the little kitties. They were all cuddled up against one another, sleeping. Well, at least Junsu's cats won't betray him the way i did.

I took out my notebook and tore a page from it and started writing.

Dear Junsu,

    Baby, you must hate me right? You have every right to. I'm sorry things turned out this way. I never wanted any of these to happen, it just did. Please forget everything about me. I'm not worth it. Soon, i'll forget about you too. Please know that i love you and i always will. Don't bother to look for me. I'm gone, i won't be coming back anymore. Even if i were to come back, i doubt i'll be the same.  I hope you'll be even more successful than you are now. Please don't ever stop doing what you love. I'm sorry baby. I'm sorry for everything. I love you baby...


I couldn't control my emotions. Tears were streaming furiously down my face. I couldn't stop them, they just kept going. When i tried to wipe them away, new tears came and replaced them.

I got up and left the letter on the dining table; a place where Junsu would definitely see the letter. I took my bags and left. Left the place i thought was home. Left the place where my future was. Left the place where my loved one was at. Left everything i had.

Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
 

-END OF CHAPTER-

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