(A/N: I recommend you listen to Andrew Belle - In My Veins through out reading this story. It's not absolutely required but it will add to the reading experience. Enjoy! ^_^)

They say that the stars shine brightest on the darkest nights. They lied. There were no stars that night.

Many people probably ask themselves the same questions and Sehun was no different.

'Where did things go wrong?' '

Why did things change so drastically, for the worse?'

'Is it something I did?'

Sehun asked himself these very questions. But what was different that he wasn't thinking out loud, trying to rationalise everything like anyone else might have done, asking themself these questions. No, Sehun was on his knees in the pouring rain on a starless night while agony ripped him apart and took away his ability to function. Tears and rain drops, gut wrenching sobs and howling wind, it all became one until it was no longer clear which element was making which sound, nature or the sound of Sehun's life falling apart.