[Please keep in mind that this book in unedited, this is a first draft. I'll go back and edit once I'm done so bear with me for now. Thank you for reading, tell me what you think, an ideas? Also for those who might be confused, the words in italalics are flashbacks/scenes that happened in the past while this normal font is what is happening in the present. I hope you enjoy the chapter! (^_^)]

"Sehun-ah," Luhan began as the two lay on the grass, watching the stars, hands intertwining, hearts beating in time. 

"Yes Lu?" 

"If you have something precious, completely irreplaceable and truly one of a kind, and then you lost it, would you bother looking for another?" Luhan's voice was neutrally curious but underneath, desperation lay thick. 

"It wouldn't hurt to try. Maybe that thing wasn't truly one of a kind. It's a big world Lu, with endless possiblities. Why?" Sehun his head a bit to look at Luhan, trying to figure out the meaning behind the cryptic question. 

"Nothing Sehun-ah." Luhan whispered, sounding relieved. But his voice was laced with something else. Melancholy. 

"Luhan-ah, what did you lose?" Sehun asked curiously. 

"Nothing yet Sehun-ah." Luhan joked, fooling his boyfriend into thinking it was just a general question. 

"I love you Lu." Sehun sighed in content. 

"I love you more Sehun-ah." Luhan whispered his usual sincere reply. 

For many heartbeats, Sehun did nothing but stare at the book and piece of paper. 

'I'm sorry Sehun-ah. 
I told you that the day lies. 
But the night is also guilty. 
The night is ephemeral.' 

What did it mean? 

What was that supposed to tell Sehun?
Would it bring Luhan back to him? 

Sehun stared until he couldn't feel his legs anymore. He was scared. Beyond scared, he was trepidated and all his cells were numbed by it, frozen. He was scared to open the book and see what was inside. He had feared that nothing could scare him more than what he had seen that morning but right then, he was sure the contents of that book might just stop his heart. 

"Luhan-ah, what is this?" Sehun whispered, after what felt like hours. Sluggishly, he reached for the book but his hand missed and he eneded up knocking it onto the ground. His knees gave in and he collapsed with the book. His actions were now one of an inebraited man again. 

He hastily picked up the book and laid it on his lap.