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1/1/2016

I guess one day meant

six months.

But I figured out something.

I can't leave him.

It's just...impossible for me

to walk out the door

and never come back to him.

I...physically...cannot do it.

But there is one thing that hurts

more than the idea of leaving Sehun.

And that's hurting him.

Especially hurting him like my

monster father hurt my mother.

So I figured out a way.

A way to leave without really leaving.

I'm sorry Sehun-ah.

8/2/2016

God, I've never really believed

in you before but if you're

really there, please give me the

courage to be brave.