{  F  I  N  A  L  }

1/3/2016

Sehun-ah. Sehun-ah my darling,

it hurts, doesn't it?

You are confused, aren't you?

You hate me, don't you?

You should Sehun-ah. You

should hate me very much.

You should have hated me from

the start. If you hate me, then

you can move on.

I'll tell you everything, Sehun-ah.

I'll tell you everything you probably

want to know by now, just

keep reading.

But first, never doubt that I love

you.

Never doubt that I never wanted to

hurt you.

Never doubt that it wasn't your fault.

I know this might leave you broken Sehun-ah.

So do the thing I never was able to do.

Pick up the broken pieces Sehun-ah.

And move on.

Promise me you'll do that Sehun-ah, hmm?

Promise.

Wo ai ni.

Sehun closed the journal, his mind lingering over the last words. He understood. He understood everything. But it didn't stop him from breaking completely, more broken than he was when he found out Luhan was no longer breathing, more broken than he was when he'd left Luhan's body at the morgue.

"I'm sorry Lu. I think I'd rather join you than move on." Sehun whispered brokenly.

Andddddd that's it haha. Thank you very much to those who have stuck with the story thus far. Thank you to those who commented, upvoted and subscribed. It means a lot to me that you took some of your time to read my story<3 I know a lot of people are confused and curious about Luhan's past and what happened next in the story. And though it's (somewhat) clear that Luhan had a traumatic past, I didn't want the story to be about his past. Rather, I wanted to focus on his thoughts, emotions and relationship with Sehun. I hope you guys understand? Also, I wanted to highlight that no matter how much we love a person, or care for them, sometimes it's hard to tell when they are in a mental or emotional danger zone simply because they are good at hiding it and/or we brush off all the warning bells. As for what happens next in the story? That's up to you I'm evil :p Sorry for this long emotional paragraph. Once again, thank you for reading<3