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14/3/2015

Soon.

I promise I'll let him go soon.

But just for a while, I want to be

selfish. I want to be happy,

just for a little while. Can't I

have that? Just a while.

I promise.

25/3/2015

I never knew someone else's

happiness could bring me so

much joy but I swear I think

I feel the most joy

when he's smiling or laughing.

It's so soothing and pure and I

never want to stop hearing it, seeing it. 

05/4/2015

Time seems to be slipping away

like a thief at night. I don't know

where the time is going, it's slipping

by so fast. I need more time with him

but I know I need to let him go.

How did that monster rip out the

best part of him so easily?

20/4/2015

I feel so guilty, every time I

look at him. For the longest

time, all I wanted was someone

to love me, to not be alone.

But now I understand why

someone like me deserves to be alone.

I'm toxic, and I shouldn't be anywhere

near someone so seraphic.

This is a new kind of pain to me.

I thought I'd suffered the worst,

but this feels like a vital piece of me

is slowly being minced, with or

without my consent.

Let him go. Let him go.

Let him go. Let him go

you selfish fool.

Happy birthday to me.

The moon rays weakened and somewhere on the horizon, a new day was beginning but Sehun was stuck in all the yesterdays that led to today.