When loneliness filled the air
Somewhere Over The Rainbow31st December 2045, 10.00pm
Dear diary,
Today is my first birthday without mummy. She has gone to a place so far away that I can't see her anymore. She called that place 'At The Other End Of The Rainbow'. It's my first birthday without someone singing her favourite song 'Somewhere Over The Rainbow', it's my first birthday without someone saying 'My baby Kimmy has grown up so much! I really miss holding her in my arms for the first time when she was so tiny!', it's my first birthday which I gave up celebrating. I miss her. She was suffering so much before she left me, I couldnt bear to look at her without crying. She didn't want me to cry because it hurt her more. I know that she didn't want to leave me. She was holding my hand so tight. "Kimmy.... My baby... Kim... Wait for me..." Her voice is still in my mind but what got me confused is, who is she asking to wait for? Me? She called me Kimmy...
Anyway, Dylan is coming back from the U.S. tomorrow. He told me that he is working on some project about time travelling. He is always full of ideas, well, I guess it's not a bad thing because his brain got him into MIT. It's been half a year since we last saw each other, I really miss him and I need him now.
That's all for today, goodnight.
I closed my diary. Writing in my diary was like talking to my mother. She gave me a diary every year, on my birthdays, and told me to talk to it when I am down. She gave me another one before she passed
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