Chapter 17:

Everything Has Changed
Yura POV: I’m not in a good shape, today is two days after the kiss incident. I lifed this kind of live, sleep under the blanket for hours without doing anything after that. I’m trying to calm down, my heart keep beat fast everytime remember that incident, I closed my eyes and take deep breath, then something fell on my face, “Yah...” I scream to the one who throwed pillow on my face and throw the pillow back to her, “Wake up..you are really going crazy because of one kiss...You said that you are jobless now, I’ll give you job for today. Wake up, wash up, eat the breakfast and then go down..help me and my mom at bakery,” it’s Hyeri..I stayed at her house since yesterday, “wake up..yesterday..you did this for the whole day..so for today I won’t allow it..you stayed at my house so you must pay..” ah..this girl..her bussiness’s mind working in time like this. “I’ll back to my own house tomorrow morning, don’t worry,” and than that pillow fell on my face once again, “Okay..I’ll go down and help you and your mom...” I wake up and then walking to the bathroom. “Not even a sick person or person who drunk last night...what kind of walking is that?. Yah..walk properly so you won’t hit anything on your way to the bathroom,” she always like that, nagging with that weird voice. I get paranoid, everytime look in the mirrow my focus is on my lips..and everytime I saw those lips..that kiss appear in my head, so now I brushing my teeth while closed my eyes, “That weird girl, even you closed your eyes while doing something in front of mirror..that incident won’t get out from your mind or your heart..because you like it, right?. Just confess to him that you have the same feeling, so that weird behavior not became a habit,” she give me something, but I can’t take it because I still close my eyes, “this crazy girl..here..a glass of water to clean your mouth that full of foam,” she take my hand and give me that glass, when I gargling with the water that Hyeri give to me, I feel something wrong with the water..what kind of water had this kind of taste, it’s not water, I squirted that water from my mouth, “Yah..Lee Hyeri..why you give a coffee.” “It’s your fault, you didn’t see what kind of water I give to you and you use that to clean your mouth. Just open your eyes so you’ll now everything that you didn’t before. Like you open up to your sister, open up to him too..” after that she leave me who still angry. After had breakfast, I came down..breakfast time was over..and it’s not even lunch time..but there are so many people that come to her bakery, “Come here,” she wave her hand to me, “give it to table number 4,” and give me a tray, “don’t forget to smile, so my customer won’t run,” I smile to her in return and then immedietly bring the order. In the middle doing my new job, my phone rang, Hyeri looking at me and order me to go to the kitchen and oick up the phone, so I go there. There is her mom in kitchen, she make a cake, when she saw me, she smile to me, so I bowed to her. I take a look to my phone, it’s from Irene manager, why her manager call me when the dress already finished two days ago, “Hello, manager-nim? How are you?.” I greet him. “Wah..you didn’t come yesterday, and today too?,” he asked to me. Didn’t he already now that my contract with the management already finished since yesterday, “you leave without say good bye to us..you are too much..” “I don’t have something to do if I go there and then my contract wit the management already over since yesterday.” “You don’t need money?, you won’t take your wage?,” he asked to me. Who is the person who didn’t want money, I want it, I need it, I’ll take it, but not now, I still feel awkward, just thinking of him made me uncomfortable, I didn’t imagine what if I meet him after this..it’ll be so much awkward. “It’s not like that. I’ll take it leter, and when I take my wage I’ll say a properly good bye tou all of you.” “So meet me in office tomorrow morning, I’ll give you the wage. But before that, we’ll meet our president togather,” whatt?, meet Jonghyun..I can’t meet him tomorrow, I can’t reply his words, “Yura-ssi, are you still there?, because Jonghyun-ssi was the one who bring you to us, so we’ll return what he gave to us, and then said thanks to both of you, for your hard work.” “I’m not even a goods..return me to him?. Just do it separetly, manager-nim. I’ll say good bye to all of you and take my wage, ok.” “Not..I won’t give your wage if you do it like that. Meet me at office tomorrow morning, because I make appoinment with president at 10 o’clock, you must come before that, okay,” and he end the call without heard my words. “Ahh..I can’t meet him, even it’s tomorrow morning,” she try to call the manager. “Just meet him..don’t be a losser who hide all the time.,until when you can do that?. It’s not even a sin if you tell him the truth. Meet him and tell him that you had same feeling..” Hyeri come to the kitchen to take some cake, I glare to her. I know that I’m a losser, but the thing that I don’t want to do right now and two days leter is meet him. * Still in his office room eventhough it’s lunchtime. In his table there are so many document, he’s waiting someone to call or messege him, but that call or messege didn’t come until today. “Wah..seriously..Kim Yura..what are you doing?, I’m already confessed to you, but you doesn’t reply it until two days..” someone knocking the door, he said to person to enter the room, it’s his secretary, “There is a person named Kim Yujin, want to meet you. She said that there is something she want to tell you, right now.” Eventhough he’s little uncomfortable with her sudden coming, still..”Okay, I’ll meet her,” after he said that, his secretary tell the person, and the person come in to his office room, Kim Yujin. “How are you, Yujin-ssi?,” Jonghyun asked after Yujin enter his room. “You waiting for Kim Yura, but instead of her..I come to meet you, sorry if it’s upset you,” she didn’t reply his question, without his permission, Yujin sit on the chair, “Your manner is awsome, is there something you want to drink?,” he asked her. “I heard that Dongwook come to your office yesterday,” Jonghyun looks angry because she didn’t answer his question, from the begining. “Why your reply didn’t match with my question?, you didn’t heard that I asked something to you..” “Ah..sorry..I want something warm..” after heard that Jonghyun order his secretary to make it for her, “so..Dongwook come here yesterday?.” “Hm..he come here yesterday to settled something.” “I heard from him..that you confessed to my sister..” “Ah..hmm, but your sister..didn’t give me the reply..” Yesterday: Dongwook come to Jonghyun’s office after lunch time, he bring something for Jonghyun, Jonghyun smile to hime when he enter his office, “you come,” Jonghyun greet him, “What’s with that awkward voice?, I bring your favorite food,” he put plastic back on Jonghyun’s table. “Thank you..” Jonghyun open the plastic bag, “ddokbukki..bibimbap..” “The food that she cooked for me for the first time was your favorite food,” Jonghyun look clueless, “did she know that your favorite food is bibimbap?,” Jonghyun still look clueless that he talking about Yura, “ah..did Yura know that your favorite food is bibimbap?,” Jonghyun look unserstand what he talking about all this time. “Did she know?, 15 years ago..I did said that my favorite food is bibimbap..I often bring my mom bibimbap to the playground so we can eat togather..sorry, if what I said make you hurt..” “Ah..I jealous of your memories with her. That’s your favorite food..I think she still think about that food everytime he get closed to a man..bibimbap was the first food she cook for me, eventhough I don’t really like it, I still eat that because she cook that for me..” “She cook for you?, you had such memories with her..why get jealous of me. I know a lot about child Yura, but I don’t know that much about adult Yura..you know her more than me..I jealous because I think you know her more then I.” “You said..I know her more than you, and she said to me thatt I know her sister better than me, why do I feel that I always became third person in someone relationship...” “It’s not bad, that’s mean you know a lot about people around you..and you canhelp them to make a good memories,” he star to open the food. “I already said to you before that I give up on her...because I have no right to stand next to her as her boyfriend..” he start to talk a serious talk, “after what I did to her, I think give up on her is the best choice..I did that not because I didn’t love her anymore, I did that because there is still love for her in my heart..so I want give the best give for her..to let her find her true love without my distrubance. So, I want ask to one of the candidate something..listen carefully..,” before Dongwook said something, Jonghyun cut it, “What do you mean by one of the candidate..I think I already lose..” he look hopeless. “Why?, did you confessed to her?, she give you her answer?,” Dongwook asked. “Yesterday I asked her out, but she still didn’t give the answer.” “Yesterday..you can wait for another day, right?, so listen to me..you must taking care of her..not as your childhood friend but as your girlfriend..because she like talk than hear someone story, you must became her loyal listener, you can full fill those, right?,” he asked Jonghyun to shake hand, “don’t be so hopeless..you still..the strong candidate..you can win over another candidate. You won over me, if you can win over another guy, you’ll die in my hand,” Dongwook joking, Jonghyun smile to him..he know that Dongwook acted as he strong and acted as he can life happily after this, but actually not. Jonghyun hug him, “The important thing is..our friendship still in a good term, right?,” Dongwook noded and push Jonghyun’s body from him. “I know that you like me that much, but I can tolerate a public skinship.” He start Joking again, “if Yura see this, she will get jealous of me, it’ll be funny, right?.” “Public skinship?, we are in my office room and there aren’t other person. It’s one of my wish..make her jealous..ahh..I ” They smile to each other, they spent two hour to talk, They talk like friend who just meet after years..they back to the old day..before they fight. * “So..you and him already back to your old day?, as friend?,” she asked to Jonghyun. “Of course..we are friend..so, what’s bring you here?.” “Did Dongwook told you about me and Yura?,” her question make Jonghyun confussed, and Yujin know it, “about our reconcilement..me and Yura..” looks from his startled face..he still doesn’t know abou it, “so I came here for good intention,” she put the paper bag on his table. “What is this?,” Jonghyun asked. “Something that will give you a hint..about her feeling.” Yujin smile to Jonghyun and he feel little bit awkward with that smile, “open it..” Jonghyun opens the paper bag and then take the thing inside the paper bag, it’s sketch book “Why sketch book?,” Jonghyun didn’t know what kind of hint he’ll get from a sketch book. “That’s Yura first wedding dress design, only one in that sketch book, her very first wedding dress design. Open the sketch book first, you’ll know after open it,” he follow her instruction and open the sketch book. A wedding dress design in there, not that extravagant, but it’s like elegant-cute concept of a wedding dress, next to the design there is a hand writing, I’ts Yura’s wedding dress “That her first weddung dress, she designed it when she was seventeen. She still couldn’t make it real, real wedding dress. Open the page two, you’ll find the reason why she became a wedding dress designer. I didn’t tell someone else about it, I only tell that to you.” “So, why you only tell this to me?,” Jonghyun look doesn’t believe what Yujin said to him, “Why her first sketch book that contained her first design in your hand?did you stoled it?,” Jonghyun suspicious. “Aigoo...I’m not a theif, why stole it when it’s already in my house. Because she left it in my house when she leave my house, I don’t know if she purposely left it or not, but I know that now the sketch book is on the right hand. You take it,” Yujin answer Jonghyun suspiciousness with a smile. “And why you give it to me now?,” he asked once again. “Because..Dongwook said to me that I must do something good for my own sister. And the time has come..I give this to the one who confessed his feeling to her, with hope that it can help the person to understand my sister more. I’ll give you another thing if you pass this stage,” Yujin smile once again, that smile never appear on her face, “open page two.” Jonghyun follow Yujin instruction. He opens page two, that page full of hand writing, that’s Yura’s hand writing, On my 17th Birthday... Jonghyun-ah..I know that you won’t read this letter but I just want to write it . On my 17th birthday, I realized something that I can do in my future. From child until now, I like drawing, but I didn’t know that my hobby will help me to make that dress that will fit your flower crown. You remember the flower crown, right?, it’s your last gift. Do you surprise that I still keep it?. The reason I still keep it because I know that there is a hidden meaning in it, it’s that right?. You give me a flower crown as a messege that you want me to wait for you. You know right, in what kind of day the flower crown commonly use by the people?or should I said by the women?. It’s on wedding day..that will place on the bride’s head. Because I want make a dress that will fit the flower crown, so I made a wedding dress. It’s just the design, when you came and said the real reason you give me the flower crown..I’ll make it to the real wedding dress, not just a design. And I’ll wear it on my wedding day, promise me you’ll came and give me the reason. I hope that the reason is exactly some as what I thought. Under the letter there is a photo of the flower crown with her hand writing, Flower crown from my future groom It’s make Jonghyun smile ear to ear, he really happy that Yura still keep the gift that he give to her and call him as her future groom,. “From that day, she found out that drawing a dress or became a designer must be fun..and then she took design major at university and then became weddimg dress designer until today..” Yujin closed the story beautifully. “So, what you want?.” “I just want to say that..gain some confident. I want let you know that she has same feeling, I know that from the day you leave her. Like crazy she wait for you everyday at the playground, not everything has changed. Maybe her height, her face, has changed, but her feeling still teh same, she must a bit shock right now that you come to her and confessed your feeling to her, so I hope you give her sometime to organize her own feeling. Okay, I’ll leave now, I think I already done something good for her.” When she stand up from her seat, Jonghyun say to her, “I didn’t know that you are such a good person, you know a lot about her. Thank you for give me this sketch book, thank you for letting me know more about your sister.” “If you want to know another thing about my sister, you can ask me, don’t ask that to Dongwook, eventhough she just his past. I think Dongwook still has feeling to her, so it’ll hurt him if you ask him about Yura. So, just ask me...” Yujin suggest to Jonghyun, “I’ll leave now...I wish you luck...” “Thank you, once again...” Yujin give him a smile in return and wave her hand. * The next day, Yura ready to meet Jonghyun and say good bye to the other staff. She put a make up and ready to leave Hyeri’s house, “So, you decided to meet him and tell him.” “Hmm..I'll tell him,” and she leave Hyeri. She rode the buss to the management, and there is a phone call from Irene manager, “Hello..I'm on the way to the office, I'll get there in 10 minutes,” and she end the call, “this manager..Irene doesn't have a schedule today?, why he take care something that not too important,” she arrived in front of management office, from outside Irene manager can be seen, he wave his hand to him, when she meet him she bow to him, “Quickly, after this I must go to Jeju, Irene have a schedule there, and tomorrow there is an award event too,” he pulled her. “When you had so many work, why you take care of this kind of thing,” she shake her head, “I'll take care of this, you can go to Jeju now..” “Because there is something I want to confirm, so I must take care of this, eventhough for you it's not so important work, but for me it's an important work,” he knocked Jonghyun office door “Yes, come in,” his voice reply to the door knock. Yura and Irene's manager enter the office, “Lee manager..why?,” he become speachless when he knows who is behind Irene manager. “Today is her last day working as Irene designer, the dress that she designed will be wear by Irene at tomorrow award event, so I want to say thank you to our president because you bring her to us, and today I want to return what you bring to us,” Irene manager pushed Yura body. “Ah..is that so?,” Jonghyun awkward voice. “I’m not a thing, why you did this to me?,” Yura realeased her anger to Irene manager. “I accepted what you returned to me, thank you. And for the wage, I already prepare it for you, Yura-ssi,” Jonghyun take an envelope and give that to Yura, Yura recieved the envelope. “Yes..thank you, we will leave now,” Irene manager take leave and pull Yura. “But, I still have something to say to Yura-ssi, you can leave Lee manager, but Yura-ssi will stay here,” Jonghyun words make Yura stoped. “Ah...Yes, president-nim. I’ll leave first,” Lee manager leave Jonghyun’s office with a grin, “I think..their relationship is more than friend..I know from his gaze when he said that Yura-ssi should stay, haha..I get the answer,” he said happilly after come out from Jonghyun office. “Why you asked me to stay?,” Yura asked to Jonghyun when Lee manager close the door. “Because..I think it’s the time for you to give me the answer,” Jonghyun walk closer to her, Yura take two step backward. “You said that you can wait, so wait for now. I’m not ready to give you the answer.” Yura walk to the door. “Stop...don’t open the door first. I think I said that to you, that I can wait but not for a long time,,” “It’s just three days, Jonghyun-ah. You can’t wait for the answer that long?, but I can wait for you that long. I think it’s not fair for me...you leave me..and comeback to me and then said that you loved me...then you want me to answer your confession as soon as possible, you can ask me everytime you want, you can see me whenever you want, you can come to my place because you know where is my place. But, do you know what I did back then?, because I don’t know what the meaning behind the flower crown I keep thinking that you must want me to wait for you, so I wait. I couldn’t asked you directly, so I wait for you everyday at playground, maybe you came. I couldn’t go to another place, because I didn’t know where were you. I couldn’t aksed to your father because I didn’t know your father’s face, I still wait eventhough I couldn’t get certainity. Can’t you wait for my answer like that?, just wait eventhough you couldn’t get certainity. Think it as your karma, or..you can think it as my revange, ” she open the door and leave Jonghyun’s office. Jonghyun can’t say a single word, “You must be really angry to me, but you holded it. Sorry, for not knowing it. I will wait, sure I’ll wait. I won’t get angry to you, because you already wait for me that long,” eventhough Yura already leave his office room, Jonghyun said those words. Night before meeting Jonghyun: Yura still in her own world, she is cutting the fruits but it’s like her mind not there, “You’ll cut your finger if you cutting fruit in that state..” Hyeri come to the kitchen. “Hyeri-yah, I think..the reason I did this is just because I’m in disbelieve. He, who leave me 15 years ago and didn’t give me a single hint about his exsistence, suddenly come to me.. hided his real identity and keep stayed on my side, and after know about it, I just let him go and became friend. When we comfortable as a friend, suddenly he said that he love me.. ” “Didn’t you happy about it?,” she asked to her. “I’m happy about it, I admid that. But, I feel there is something wrong if I acccept his feeling too fast..”. Hyeri looks does not understand what she’s talking. “Something wrong..?, what?.” “I don’t want look like an easy girl..so, I’ll give him my answer..like..if I wait for you that long, you must endure to wait for me that long..it’s like a revenge?” “What..yah..crazy girl..you want him to wait for you for 15 years..you are too mean..” “Aigo..not that long..I won’t be that mean, not 15 years..but 15 days?, ,” Yura grining. “Wah..if you love him, just give him that answer quickly, if there is a girl who liked him and take him, you’ll regret it.” Hyeri shaking her head, disbelieve. “Should I shorten it?, 5 days?, because I feel there is something wrong if I answer that without give him punishment. I didn’t give him punishment when he hided his real identity to me.” “Just do what you want to do…I wish you luck,” Hyeri leave Yura who still in deep thought. “Should I do it like that or..just answer it..?”
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Sarie_31 #1
Chapter 20: i'm your new reader...
it's so sweet...
thankyou for the hard work authorniem...
i wish i could read your other story....
fightiiinggg... ^_^
eliephemeral
#2
Wow. A round of applause to you!! Every single chapter was relevant and all came together to conclude this beautiful story. It was truly a pleasure reading this. :)
dee_230208 #3
Chapter 20: Hope this becomes reality someday...
Thankyou n happy new year all..
Wish another happy year for jjongah n Jjongaholics all over the world.
nicolia #4
Chapter 20: Authornim, thank you!, your story is so sweeeeeet,,, i really really like jjongah couple...
Fighting
gusti_fitri #5
Chapter 20: Thank you for happy ending, my heart is blue after watch hjonghyun movie. From kids never like Alice story thing though
gusti_fitri #6
Chapter 19: Now is interesting...... Wait for update
minchubz #7
Chapter 19: Best bucketlist ever ❤
dee_230208 #8
Chapter 19: 1. Get married
2. Have one son n one daughter
3. Grow old together

Soooo sweeeettt
eliephemeral
#9
Chapter 19: BEST CHAPTER EVER I LOVE IT!!!!!
dee_230208 #10
Chapter 18: So..jongie still in waiting state again....
Seem just not him who can't wait any longer.. but mee too...^__^..