Let Me Live
The Most Beautiful Moment In Life
~ 2025 ~
"Best week of my life." Yoon Gi said.
"Yeah, that race we did was pretty fun. Good thing we had Seok Jin on our team, he figured out the riddle and we found the treasure in no time." Jimin said.
"Oh that's right! Your group finished the race like 30 minutes before any other team." Nam Joon clicked his fingers when he remembered what had happened.
"Yep." Jimin grinned, "Teachers bought us chocolates as a special bonus prize."
"We should do it again. Just us boys, all together again." Tae Hyung suggested happily.
"Yeah.. But it wouldn't be the same.." Jeongguk said sadly.
~ 2015 ~
Ho Seok was laying on his side, clutching his stomach. His chest was hurting. He grabbed his head and pulled at his hair, refusing the urge to go to the bathroom. His heart was saying no, but his head was saying yes.
His body was begging for his pills, but his heart was fighting against the urge. His weak heart gave up and he stumbled to his feet. He fell over and scratched his arm on a loose nail on his drawers.
He winced in pain and clutched his hand tightly as he wobbled into the bathroom. The floor was a little wet and he slipped and slid across the floor. He held onto the towel rack and pulled himself up to the bathroom sink. He opened the cupboard and his clumsy fingers knocked over everything as he tried to find his pills. His vision was blurred and his head was spinning.
He found the bottle and ripped the lid off. He flipped his head back and poured all of it's contents inside, not caring how many pills he was swallowing. He dropped the bottle on the floor and clutched the bathroom sink, his nails almost digging into the hard tile.
He coughed and almost vomited. His throat was burning so he hit his chest a couple of times with his fist, "Ahh..." He breathed deeply and slammed the bathroom door closed. He suddenly found himself in the hallway and before he knew it he was walking outside into the bright sunlight, leaving his front door wide opened.
He slowly walked down the street and his neighbor gave him odd looks then avoided him when he came too close. He was slightly drooling and his eyes weren't focusing. He was in a complete daze.
His face was white as a ghost and his lips were turning pale. He looked sickly. Some may even mistake him for a zombie, considering the way he was walking.
He found himself on a busy road. He followed the traffic until he was on a bridge. He strolled along. He noticed the water down below and clutched the railing as he looked down.
*Whats is wrong with me!? Why can't I see clearly..? Why is my body not responding..? Am I going to die? Is this how I'm going to die? Oh.. It's water. I don't remember coming here.. Where am I?* Millions of random thoughts were rushing through his mind, but his body refused to respond.
The memory of his own thoughts faded quite quickly, within those five minutes that he stared at the water rushing down below, he had asked himself where he was and how he had gotten there a thousand times.
*I'm scared..*
All of this pain and confusion just becaus
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