This is my update for tomorrow. Haha. Napaaga lang. :) Enjoy reading!

"Waaaaaaaa! Alex, he held on to my hands!" I shouted at Alex in our dressing room.             

"Who? Papa P?!" Alex replied.

"How I wish. But no, it was Gerald." 

"Really? Baka naman linalagyan mo lang ng malisya. May prod kayo this Sunday diba?" Alex reasoned out.

"No. It was different. Diba we were rehearsing and I taught him how to do  a particular dance step so I guided his hands to my waist..."

"Wait! Ikaw talaga naglagay ng kamay niya sa waist mo? Kimmy haaaa~" Alex teased. 

"No. Di niya kasi magawa ng maayos so tinulungan ko siya. Then, nung aalisin ko na dapat kamay ko, he held on to it! That was not even part of the dance!" I said.

"Kimmy, tapatin mo nga ako. Alam kong baliw tayo pero seryosohin mo ko now, are you still in love with him? Paano yung nga mga nangyari before?" Alex said seriously.

Alex became the person who I confide my problems to. She knows all what happened between me and Gerald and I couldn't keep a secret from this woman. Maybe because she is a Gonzaga. Haha!

"Lex, you know kung paano ako sobrang nasaktan noon and ipinagtabuyan siya. I don't know pero pag nasa harap ko siya, parang nawawala lahat ng sakit. Diba dapat bumabalik yun at magalit ako sa kanya? Pero Alex hindi ganun yung nangyayari. I just want to be in his arms and start all over again besides, he seems affected of my presence pa rin naman. I think I'm going crazy!" I explained.

"Paano si Xian?" Alex asked.

"I don't know. I know I care for him and I always let myself try to fall in love with him nung 'di kami ni Ge but..."

"But di talaga kaya ng puso mo?" Alex continued.

"Oo. Lagi na lang na kapag gumagawa ng sweet gestures si Xian, all i could see was Gerald doing sweet nothings to me before!"

"You really are still in love with him. What would you do?" Alex asked.

"I don't know." I answered sadly.

"Alam mo Kimmy, your heart knows naman e. Yung reason ng paghihiwalay niyo is nonsense and futile! Sorry by the way. I think you should follow your heart. Besides, you ended in good terms naman diba? Nagkapatawaran naman and all. You're good friends with Maj again. All is well naman." Alex said.

"Galing mo talaga. Kaya no doubt na bestseller lahat ng libro mo e!" 

"Naman! Ako pa!" Alex replied and laughed.

"So I should be friends with him?"

"I think that's a start, Kimmy."

"But, sandali lang daw siya dito sa Pinas, babalik din siya agad sa States after ng wedding ni Ray."

"Kimmy naman! Parang ang layo layo ng States! Pabalik-balik ka nga lang dun diba? Besides, boto naman ako kay Papa Ge even before no. Noong I've Fallen For You pa lang alam ko nang kayo talaga magkakatuluyan. You two have something so beautiful and magical kaya!" Alex shouted.

"Loka-loka ka na naman. May pa-magical ka pang nalalaman diyan." I said as I jokingly pull her hair. 

"Mapanakit ka ngayon Kimmy ha! Haha!"

Suddenly, there was a text from Xian.

"Hey, Kim. Want to go out and eat?"  

I replied, "Sorry, Xi. Not tonight, maybe next time."

I didn't notice that Alex was hovering and reading the messages.

"Ahem! Cinacancel na yung mga ganyan ah. Inlove talaga si Sakura kay Sasuke!" Alex shouted.My mind went back to our taping for I've Fallen For You where Gerald and I were required to dress-up Sasuke and Sakura. 

"Aw, Kimmy! You look so cute!" Gerald said as I got out of the tent. I didn't know that he was waiting outside. He stood up quickly like a military when he saw me.

"Kanina ka pa dyan?" I asked.

"Medyo lang. Ano? Okay ba itsura ko?" Gerald said and posed like a ninja. I laughed so hard because he was trying different poses and he looked so funny. Gerald has always been like this. He always try to make me laugh even though he would look like a joke and embarass himself. That is one of the reasons why I love this guy because I know that there is someone who would always make me happy and feel loved.

"Oo. Bagay. Mukha ka talagang ninja niyan." I said in between laughs.

"Sige ha. Sabi mo eh! Halika nga dito" He pulled my hand ang hugged me. He then kissed my forehead and whispered sweetly, "I love you."

"Oh. Mukhang nasa ibang planeta ka na naman, Kimmy." Alex said.

"Wala wala. Tara na nga! Kain tayo nila Angeline. Treat ko." I said and pulled her outside.

"Ay. Gusto ko yan! Girls talk!" 

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The gang pulled up to a nearby restaurant since everyone was already tired from the rehearsal.

"Treat ko na 'to, guys since kakabalik ko lang at namiss ko kayong lahat." I said as we enter the restaurant. 

"Sure! 'Di kami tatanggi ni Quen diyan. Diba?" Enchong replied and laughed so hard.

We settled for a table on the back wherein people wouldn't really notice us. The waiters got our order and the grilling began. 

"So Ge, ano? Any hot girls sa States?" Kuya John asked.

"Wala, kuya. Puro business lang inatupag ko dun." I replied.

"Hay nako, John. Alam mo naman sa isang tao lang nakatututok mata nito e." Rayver said and put his arms around me.

"Oo na. Ako na mukhang Kim." I replied and bowed my head.

"Huy! That is not a bad thing naman!" Rayver said. I know that all I've been doing for the past few years in my life are business and waiting for my love. I'm old enough now and I have a stable business however, I still don't settle down just like my friends.

"Alam niyo ba mga bro, nung pinuntahan ko 'to sa office niya sa States, parang may shrine ni Kimmytot. Puro pictures niya nandun. Kung 'di ko nga lang 'to kaibigan pagkakamalan ko ng stalker 'tong lover boy natin e." Rayver added and everyone laughed.

"Boy, she got you really good." Enrique commented.

"Wala yang si Xian, bro. Friend namin si Xi pero mas friend  namin kayo ni Kim at ako na talaga ang nagsasabi sayo, mahal ka pa rin nun ng Kimmy mo." Enchong said seriously.

"I hope talaga. Pero from what I know, she's been trying to move-on. She even gave a chance to Xian before." I replied sadly.

"Alam din namin yan, no. Syempre si Xian yung nandyan para sa kanya nung mga times na wala ka dito. Five years din yun, bro syempre maghahanap si Kimmy ng magcocomfort sa kanya pero iba eh. I admit that there were times na I belived na sila na pero I can still see in Kimmy's eyes na ikaw pa rin talaga." Enchong replied.

"And bro, bakit ba di ka man lang nagparamdam for five years kay Kim? Grabe yun ha. Ang laki ng kasalanan mo dun." Enrique added.

"Siya naman may gusto nun e. Sabi niya kalimutan ko na siya and I gave her that because she said that would make her happy."

"Bro, pag sinabi ng babae yan, the meaning is the opposite!" John said incredulously.

"I didn't want to take the risk kasi baka lalo pa siyang masaktan at ayaw ko naman yun."

"So why now, bro? Bakit ngayon lang?" Kuya John asked.

"I don't know. Siguro sign yung pagpapakasal ni Rayver na maybe, this is the time na to find for my own happiness. That maybe, may second chance pa rin kami ni Kim. Ang tagal na nung five years, maybe all wounds are healed na."

"You really have to make-up the time you've been gone, bro. Mahirap yan." Enrique said.

"I know. Kaya napag-isipan ko na rin na magstay muna dito for a year na rin to try to make-up for all the things that had happened between us."

"Ayos yan, bro! So ano, Operation 101: Balik Kimerald na ba 'to? Rayver added.

"Pwede, pwede." I added and laughed.

"Oha. 1...2...3...game!" Enchong said as we put our hands together on the center of the table and pumped our fist in to the air.