(Jungkook's POV)

V's head slowly popped out from under the covers. At first he gave me a blank expression, but then started to smile weakly. He sat up and patted the empty space beside him, indicating for me to get into bed with him. I undressed myself as I trailed over to the bed. I smiled at V as I laid down.

V: Jeongguk, listen to me...

Jungkook: What's wrong Taehyung?

V sighed as he pulled my face close to his. He looked me straight in the eye and started to my hair lovingly. I couldn't help but be trapped by his serious glare.

V: Let's love, one more time.

With each word, his face seemed to get closer until our foreheads touched, and our lips made slight contact. He caressed my cheeks and just looked at me. There was an uneasiness in my breath as I slowly inhaled and exhaled...

Jungkook: Taehyung, what do you mean one more time?

V: You know exactly what I mean.

Jungkook: .............

It was only natural that our eyes closed as we kissed. As strange as that sounds, I guess we couldn't help that. I said nothing more because I had to grasp what he meant. I didn't want to, but sometimes you just have to face the reality of things...

V: I'm really sorry it has to be this way...

Jungkook: You don't have to be sorry about anything.

V: I should, I'm leaving you too soon...

Jungkook: Taehyung, shhh. Just love me.

Our touches were essential now. Yes, the skin to skin contact, pleasurable cries, and wetness were all positive things that came from our touches, but tonight, we both looked for the real feelings.

When I touched him, I could feel the sadness, heartbreak, and weakness on his body. It went farther than that... There were scars that couldn't be healed, and wounds that needed to be tended to. But aside from all that, he was delighted just to have me, that he got to love me, and make me feel good.

V: J-Jeongguk, I hope you like this...

Jungkook: Of course I do. I know you're trying your best...

V: ..........

Jungkook: Taehyung, you don't have to warm me up for anything, I know you can't keep this up for long.

V: But I can, for you...

Jungkook: Babe, I just want to feel your love inside of me.

V: Are you sure about that?

Jungkook: I'm sure about that, but it totally depends on how you feel...

V: ............

Jungkook: If you have to hurt me, in order to love me, that's okay too...

As frightened as he was, I let him know it was okay. I know he didn't want to cause me pain, disappoint me, or not be good enough. But at this point, those things didn't even matter anymore, I just wanted his love, to the best of his abillity.

Jungkook: Take your time okay?

His body trembled over mine. It was a mixture of fear and weakness. I was hopeful that he wouldn't push himself too far, so we started slow and gentle. I took a deep breath and exhaled as he gently entered my body. I couldn't help but tense up a little bit. There was obviously some pain that had to go with this, but of course, I didn't mind.

He started to softly making me instinctively grab the nearest object possible. The bed sheets started to rip because I held onto them so tightly. His pace sped up as we got comfortable with each other.

V: I love you, J-Jeongguk...

Jungkook: I love you too T-Taehyuuuuuung.....

V: I d-don't think I can hold out any lon-

Jungkook: It's o-okay!

His body was getting messy, his movements became uncoordinated, and we were starting to lose support. It was time for him to rest, but he didn't want to quit. I don't even think he could come anymore.

He gently rocked me a few more times before we collapsed into a breathing mess. I gave him my liquid mess, so I made up for him. After calming down, we hid under the covers and lovingly embraced each other.

V: J-Jeongguk, I know this isn't the lovin' you were preferred, but I tried. I really tried, but my body d-

Jungkook: It's okay, I loved every bit Taehyung, it doesn't matter to me how sick you were I still felt your love.

V: I'm glad to hear that from you, and I remember everything now Jeongguk.

Jungkook: Y-You remember what?

V embraced me with the last of his energy and started to sob.

V: Jeongguk, I'm so glad to have known you, you were the best person that's ever walked into my life, I don't understand why I have to remember now, but I cherish every moment we've spent together, whether it's bad or good, I cherish it. Thank you Jeongguk. I love you, but I'm tired and I want to sleep okay? I hope we can go to the park tomorrow like we always used to...

Jungkook: W-We will go to the park tomorrow, I'll make sure of it okay! Don't you worry! I will get Seokjin, Yoongi, Hoseok, and Jimin to roll along with us! We'll have fun! I promise you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I promise you! We will go! Don't go! D-Don't go!

V: Shh, Jeongguk, it's okay, it's time to sleep. I love you too.............

V's eyes slowly closed as he smiled, and his embrace suddenly faded away. I grabbed his arms and I gently wrapped them around my body. I started to mourn until I wore myself out.

It was the next morning and I was totally exhausted. I slowly opened my eyes and I stared at the ceiling for awhile before remembering what V wanted. I turned over and I embraced V. He's gone. I expected to wake up to a lively V.......

I started to mourn again. I had lost the the most precious thing in my life. He went with the night, and I forgot. At least we got to love one last time.

I stayed in bed with V for almost the whole day, until Suga had to pry me away from his body. I didn't want to let go, it was too soon. We all saw it coming, but I was hit the hardest. V, we still have to go to the park today like I promised, I will go everyday until I die, because we had good times there, and maybe I can see you on the swings, and I can push you. I'm so glad you remembered.

It's been about a year since V's death now, and I still try to visit the park every day, whether I'm alone or with someone. But today's visit is special, it's your birthday! Even though it's rainy, I still brought you something, an engagement ring, I hope you like it. I never got the chance to ask you, but hopefully you'll say yes. I couldn't get everyone to come today since they were busy, but Suga came, I hope we're enough for you.

Suga: ...................

Jungkook: ...................

Suga: ......................

Jungkook: ...............................

I've been on this swing for awhile now, it almost feels as if you're pushing me, but I know Suga is trying to be comforting friend. The rain might have been loud, but the silence was louder, I guess you could just call it peace.

Suga sighed, and stopped pushing me. He looked off into the distance and broke the silence.

Suga: You have it too, don't you?

Jungkook: Yeah, but it was worth it.

And so, the rain continues to falls, and my tears are hidden, but that's okay, because everyday that passes, I get closer to seeing V again. I love you...