Down With The Sickness
Looking For The Right One (BTS Fanfiction)(V's POV)
Sometime later, I arrived back at the dorm, it wasn't too late because I saw Suga and J-Hope cleaning. I ran over to J-Hope and I embraced him, I was in tears.
J-Hope: Aigoo, what causes you to be in distress Taehyung? Don't cry!
Suga: Taehyung! What's wrong? How did you get home?
V: Aigoo, aigoo, aigoo! I walked home! The date went bad, Nicole tried to touch me!
J-Hope: Oh my, that's not good. Talk to your hyungs, we are here for you.
Suga: You have alcohol on your breath, she made you drink?
V: She talked me into it, it was a set up! I want to talk to Namjoon, he has to find a better girl!
Suga: Yah! What do you mean Taehyung!? Are you drunk too!?
V: Well, I want another one...
J-Hope: You need to chill!
Suga: Whatever, you know, Jeongguk is here, he finally got discharged, so we went and got him while you were on the date.
V: ............
J-Hope: How about you go talk to him? Namjoon is busy trying to get lucky with his girl.
V: I think I just need some sleep okay?
Suga: Okay. Go get some sleep, we will talk to Namjoon for you...
(Rap Monster's POV)
Taeyeon didn't seem interested in my offer even though we just made out. I wanted to go further with her, but I guess I didn't have luck.
Rap Monster: Come on babe, please.
Taeyeon: No, I'm just not in the mood
Rap Monster: Please babe!
Taeyeon: I'm not in the mood okay? Look, I have to go okay?
Rap Monster: Fine, I love you babe.
Taeyeon: I'm sorry, maybe another time okay? I just wasn't ready. I love you too. Bye~
Taeyeon gave me an embrace and kiss on the lips then she left. I was somewhat disappointed. I really wanted to have since we've been together for a year, but I have to respect her and what she wants. If she's not ready, I'm not ready.
I fixed myself up and I walked out of my room to be greeted by the other members, they knew I didn't get lucky, but for me that wasn't important like it was for them. Jin and Jimin were disappointed, the had their ears on the door this whole time.
Suga and J-Hope quickly got in my way, they were obviously trying to get my attention. Suga seemed irritated and J-Hope was worried.
Rap Monster: Okay, what's wrong you two? Is Jeongguk having problems?
Suga: It's not Jeongguk, it's about Taehyung's y date.
J-Hope: Taehyung said Nicole tried to violate him! He got touched!
Rap Monster: W-What!?
Suga: Well, aside from the fact that the date was y, he wants another one, but with a better girl, could you?
Rap Monster: Aww, poor Taehyung... Well, I will see what I can do.
Suga: I hope you understand what you have done.
Rap Monster: Yeah, yeah.
I get it now Suga, shut the up. I walked back to my room and I fell asleep, I couldn't face V for some reason.
(V's POV)
It was the next morning, I had woke up early, thinking about what had happened last night. I felt disturbed and violated. Then I had remembered that Jungkook got discharged from the hospital. I couldn't bring myself to be around him, I felt weird. Sometimes the right things make you feel wrong, I guess?
As I was getting dressed, Rap Monster walked in my room. I hid myself with my pillow.
V: God damn Namjoon! Can't you knock next time!?
Rap Monster: Nope, I can't. Anyways, Yoongi and Hoseok talked to me last night... I'm sorry that your date wasn't good, I guess my girlfriend's friends can be freaks sometimes. They also told me you want to try again, but with someone who is more respectable, I understand. Don't worry, I already have someone in mind.
V: I'm so glad they talked to you, I hate Nicole, and thank you! And, how is J-Jeongguk doing? Is he up?
Jungkook...
Rap Monster: You're welcome, and you haven't seen him since you came back from the date?
V: No...
Rap Monster: Well, I got to do, so how about you talk to him, I know you two might not be on good terms, but he needs somebody.
Rap Monster left my room and I finish getting dressed. I took a deep breath and I went to see Jungkook. I tried to walk quietly in his room, but he knew I was there.
Jungkook: What do you want?
V: I just wanted to check on you...
Jungkook: Well don't. Go the away.
V: But...
Jungkook: You already went on a date, now leave me alone.
Jungkook slowly got of his bed, then he walked over to me. I tried to embrace him, but he slapped me.
Jungkook: Keep looking you prick!
He kicked me in the balls and he pushed me out of his room in anger. I'm sorry J-Jungkook... Give me more time.
A week had passed and it was time for my next date, J-Hope agreed to take me this time because Rap Monster wasn't feeling well. As I left, Jungkook watched me leave with a sadness. The ride to the café was silent for the most part, J-Hope would bring up Rap Monster sometimes, only because he was worried.
We finally arrived at the café, I got of the car and I did the same thing as last time. I had the same waiter too. I sat there waiting for me date, and I was getting bored. I stared at the many men that walked in and out of the café.
It was eventually time for me to leave, J-Hope brought me back to the dorm, but instead of telling Rap Monster that my date never came, we frantically rushed him to the hospital because he was vomiting everywhere.
J-Hope: It's going to be okay Namjoon!
Suga: What the did you eat Namjoon, you know, I don't even think this is food poisoning.
(Rap Monster's POV)
I didn't want to go to the hospital, but the members were worried about me and how sick I was, only I know, how sick I am. I don't want to see Taeyeon, because she'll find out what's wrong.
Rap Monster: My head hurts, my stomach hurts.
Jungkook hugged me but I didn't respond to, I just remember being flashed with these bright lights, next thing you know, I was in a hospital bed with a doctor and my girlfriend by my side.
Doctor: Sir, is it okay if y--
Rap Monster: I know why this happened, just whisper it to her.
Doctor: Uh, okay.
Taeyeon: What the is going on?
The doctor whispered what I already knew into her ear, then she started yelling at me. The doctor left the room because things got weird.
Taeyeon: And you tried to have with me!? I'm ing breaking up with you! You horrible bastard!!!
Rap Monster: I'm sorry Taeyeon, you can leave me if you want...
Taeyeon: What did you do before me? Sleep with every single person you could think of!?
She stormed out of the room. It's strange how I regret nothing. I can understand why she would leave. There are some things people shouldn't know about me... I can't stop from my condition from getting worse, it's only a matter of time before everyone finds out.
The doctor walked back in with a serious face, he sighed as he sat in a chair. He had a clipboard at his side, he kept looking at me as he wrote notes. He wasn't happy with his patient, that was me of course.
Doctor: You're so young...
Rap Monster: I know.
Doctor: I'm sorry, but I've seen this too often.
Rap Monster: People havn't been protecting themselves well enough. I'm guilty of that.
Doctor: Well, you can go home, please take it easy. Get lots of rest.
I got up out of the the hospital bed and I left the room. This hospital visit was no surprise for me, as for the others it was, they were worried, the matter was private, so I could only lie and say I had food poisoning.
Jin: Namjoon, are you feeling better?
Jimin: Are you okay?
J-Hope: What happened to Taeyeon? She left the room in anger!
Jin: Yeah! Do you have something we should know about?
Suga: Let me guess, you're dying from something?
I was sick of them asking me questions, and then when Suga spoke, I lost my mind. I turned around to face them and they suddenly got quiet.
Rap Monster: Yah! Shut up dammit! All of you, shut up! Please! I just want all of you to shut the up!
Jungkook: H-Hyung, we're sorry...
V: Hyung...
All the members glared at me in silence. From that moment on, they were silent, even until we reached the dorm, they all avoided me. I wouldn't blame them. They got yelled at.
I layed down on the couch in the living room and I fell asleep.
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