Yesterday after I left Bobby I couldn't get the idea that the fact that I was really welcomed in this house made me feel happy, and then my twisted mind did his job again, which is making simple things way more complicated. I started thinking about what all of this meant and came to the conclusion that I was in lack of love and I hated it because I didn't like the idea of needing someone to be alright, I felt weak. I didn't wanted to play happy family this morning so I left earlier to find Hanbin in the front gate talking with a girl, a pretty one. She was petite and had long clear brown hair and big round eyes but her expression was rather cold, she was facing Hanbin with an annoyed look.

I didn't wanted to interrupt whatever was going on so early in the morning but it was the only way so I decided to play nice little sister
"Good morning Hanbin oppa,
I saw is eyes widened while turning is head to look at me, probably wondering what happen to me during the night to call him like that when all I ever called him was "you". I admit I like to bug him, he is always so serious.
- Yeah, good morning ... why are you up so early ?
- I'm used to wake up this early because when I was practicing taekwondo I jogged every morning. I could return the question to you,what are you doing here with  you're ... friend ?
The girl who didn't said a word looked at me with as if she wasn't even sure of it herself before turning to Hanbin for his answer
- Ah yeah this is Hayi, we are in the same class and we have a common project but something happened and  we need to go early in order to fix it.
The girl, Hayi nodded and turned to me bowing lightly the head
- Hi, nice to meet you I'm Lee Hayi
I bowed  and greeted her back
- Hello, thank you I'm Gong Minji, Hanbin's sister
She raised a brow
- Gong ?
So that mean they aren't close enough for her to know that the Kim family had a new member
- Yes, my mother is married to mister Kim since a few years but I only moved in recently
- Oh.
I didn't wanted to go in the details and apparently she didn't had anything to add, which was okay for me but leaded to an awkward silence afterwards.
- Hum, okay we should go, we still have a lots of works to do. See you later."
Said Hanbin while waving. Hayi and I said our goodbyes and I left just behind them going in the opposite direction.    

I wasn't really in the mood for homework's, and didn't feel like running since I didn't wanted to head back home for a shower, beside I was already dressed and sort of had my hair done. Even since I stopped cutting them in a boyish hairstyle they grew so much, last year I dyed them for the first time as if I was really growing as a woman, well except I didn't skipped from black to brown but red. I loved it, for the first time I really saw a big change in my appearance and so during the following hair I took interest in other things like make up or cloth. I didn't became an expert but I knew how to fix myself if needed.

After walking randomly for about 20 minutes in the street the song I was listening stopped and my phone started to vibrate, it was Joonie,one of my childhood friend who moved to america when we were younger 
"- Yaa why are you calling me so early
I chuckled
- As if you were sleepin' ! Minzyaaa, why didn't you told me that you were back
- What would it change, you are like one universe away
- First of all you really are a drama queen and secondly I'm coming back tomorrow !
- Wait and why do you tell me that just now ?
I pouted even if he couldn't saw it 
- I just learned it yesterday, I'm coming with Hyuna her grandmother is sick, I didn't wanted her to be alone if something happen
- She really is lucky to have a boyfriend like you, I hope not