"Luhan and Joon are happy to invite you to their mariage ceremony the 6th October"

'So that's it, huh...'

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"Let's go eat somewhere?" he said. Since morning you were particularly down.
You smiled weakly, and felt guilty. You shouldn't be down, you knew that it would happen one day or another.

"Let's eat sushi?" you finally answered.
"Sushi, then!" he said happily to cheer you up but you didn't.

His arms surrounded you, leaving you surprised. "Can you look at only me?"

Your guilt grew bigger. You were deceiving the sweetest boyfriend you could have.
'Why am I so difficult? Why can't my heart go to Sehun?'
You loved Sehun, but it was lore like a strong friendship. You couldn't help yourself to think about Luhan.

"It's a memory you don't want to let go" said Olympe, a friend of yours. " You loved him so much for years that your heart might feel lost without him."

'Is it?' you didn't know anymore. As far as you can remember, he was the only one you loved.

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He played a jazz song, and cooked french cuisine. You received flowers, red roses it was. Your birthday dinner was perfect.

"Close your eyes and make a wish." you did as he said. "Now you can open them."
You could see a red box with a white rubbon.

"Happy birthday, hope you'll accept my gift."

You took the little box in your hand, and opened it slowlly.

It was shining, you couldn't hide your surprised face.

" Will you accept my gift?"

Your mind went blank, what to do? You knew it would surely happen and you decided long ago the answer. But now that it'real, how shoul you react?Will you make the best decision?

"You can think about it for a couple of days if you want" he said sadly.

That startled you.

"No, I just... I was surprised"
You looked at him and could see his saddened face.
"I accept your gift" you cheered him a bit with a kiss.
"Are you sure I'm not forcing you against what you really want?"

"No, I want to become your wife" And that was not a lie. You really wanted to. You decided long ago.

'Luhan was my first love and somewhere in my heart I'll always remember him... But I have to go on in life. My first love wasn't the most amazing one, but this time I'll give my best to cherish it."