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Tell Me Your Inner ThoughtsJimin's POV
"What is wrong with you?!"
"Do you have any idea what you've done?"
"Are you always that aggressive with girls?"
The guy dressed in a black uniform yelled at me, but I didn't say a single word, except for the fact that I didn't really know what I've done, or better, why I had done this.
"You've hit her! She lost her consciousness afterwards! And you also pushed the other girl! Are you crazy?"
Probably, I was.
I couldn't say a word, neither knew I what to say. All I did was sit there listening to his yellings.
But had I really done this? I've hit her?
I let out a deep sight causing the officer off guard.
"You can sigh but don't answer?!"
I slowly raised my head and looked straight into his eyes.
What did he want from me anyways? Couldn't he just leave me alone? I knew I was an and hurt someone...again. But this was really not necessary.
"I hope you know that she is hospitalized right now. And it is all your fault!"
Shut up.
I closed my eyes letting it sink in.
She was in hospital. I was a monster. Why was I like this? What the heck was wrong with me? Why did I always hurt everybody? Even the people I liked..people I didn't want to lose, people who were special to me. Why?
She just wanted to help me. And what did I do again? Right, hurting her, breaking her trust again.
I let out another sigh but ignored the officers reaction.
I didn't wanna be like this anymore. I just...I didn't wanna be a burden to everyone...Couldn't I just fade? It would be better...for everyone.
Maybe I should've ran away and never come back...Or better...erase this unworthy life...
At least I couldn't hurt her anymore then.
"Park Jimin"
I looked up again.
"You'll stay here until we called your parents"
I scoffed. Great.
"What? Got a problem with that? You're already an adult, I know. But I make the rules here"
In disgust by his words, I turned my head an stared holes into the air.
I would've never ever talked to this guy, no matter what would happen.
But sure, if he really wanted to talk to my oh-so-lovely 'dad', I wouldn't stop him.
I was sick of it..sick of being who I was. And every rescue was too late.
The officer grabbed my arm harshly and pulled me with him. And I didn't even defend myself, what a surprise. But I was tired of this . All I wanted to do was vanish from this world, from the other peoples mind. The only thing I was 'good' at, was destroying other peoples life. Did this sound like a happy thing to do? I didn't think so.
The officer pulled me with him and brought me into some sort of a cell.
This would have an end, I promised.
No One's POV
"_______!"
You immediately looked up into the worried face of your best friend. You had cried for hours, without even knowing the reason for it.
"Are you alright? Did something happen to you?"
"H-Hana..." You sobbed loudly.
"Calm down~" Hana sat next to you and slung an arm around your waist.
She had such a warm and sweet voice. Only one single word could make you feel safe.
"I-Is that true? ...That he hit me and..pushed you?" You glanced over at your best friend trying to stop your tears from rolling down your cheeks.
But as soon as you've finished your sentence, Hana lowered her head. "You remembered?"
You nodded slowly. "I've dreamed of it"
"...They brought him to a police station..."
A police station? I don't even want to know what they've done with him there...
You didn't bring out a word, you just looked at the ground staying quiet.
"But I don't know if he's still there..." She continued quietly.
"It's okay...But are you alright?" Now you were worried about her, causing Hana to smile weak.
"Yeah, I'm fine. But we shouldn't think about that now"
You agreed smiling a little and gave her a warm hug. "Thanks for being by my side"
"You don't have to thank me" You noticed her smile getting brighter causing your heart to warm up a little.
A smile from the people you loved was the best medicine one could get. And you were really glad that she remained by your side no matter how complicated Jimin made everything.
"So~ What shall we do now? You're allowed to go home today, remember?" Hana smiled and stood up.
"What about we're starting to clean this room up a little bit and pack your stuff? Because, you know, the cleaner your environment, the cleaner your mind. So come on, let's do it together" She reached out to give you her hand. You gently took it and let her help you up.
Before doing anything else, you wiped away all your tears, which luckily stopped floating, thanks to Hana, and went to wash your face.
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A/N:
I AM SO SORRY >.< Pls let me explain it to you >.< I've started grade 11 now, which means I'm in the "'Oberstufe" right now (guess one could compare it to the first year of high school) and i have so freaking much to do!! *sighs* I'm actually having fall holidays at the moment but oh well I still have a lot to do which causes me to not have time at all D: And after my holidays...exam weeks...greaaaat...NOT. But I'll do my best!
BTW DOUBLE UPDATE AS AN EXCUSE! Next chapter will be up tomorrow :33 AND THANKS FOR BEING SO PATIENT ;n;
SHOUTOUT:
The foreword of the Jimin Oneshot is finally up! Check it out guys~ The actual oneshot should be up within the next days!
http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/1035203/a-new-beginning-fluff-romance-you-jimin-bts-bangtansonyeondan-jiminxyou
I LOVE ALL OF YOU AND THANKS SO MUCH FOR WAITING THAT LONG Q_Q I'M SO SORRY Q_Q
SEE Y'ALL IN THE NEXT CHAP ♥♥♥♥♥♥
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