I'm happy for you
Please, love me back (hiatus)
I spent my time lying on the couch, staring at the ceiling. If you ask me what I look like honestly I look like a slob! I mean I'm still in my uniform pants and some black t-shirt. I can't think straight, all I could think of is Krystal.
Bestfriend is just gonna be bestfriend, dude.
Lovers is gonna be lovers.
I don't know what I'm feeling now... It's hard to explain. I feel like someone is stabbing straight into my heart and punching my head at the same time. It would have been better if it really is physical pain, so I know when it is going to heal or if it is ever going to heal.I've never felt so bad like this before. The pain is worst. Much worse than I thought. My heart hurts when the scene of them kissing flashes in my mind.
Knock~ Knock~ someone is knocking on the door, it woke me up from my deep and painful thought. I get off of my couch to open the door not before I fix myself.
I open the door lazily. I thought the person who knocked on my door is Kris because Krystal just comes inside my house without knocking first. To my surprise it is Krystal who is smiling ear to ear.
Without saying anything, she push me and walk straight to the couch and then sit. She really make this house like hers. I close the door behind me and approach her without forgetting to put a smile on my face to hide the pain in my heart.
"what brings you here?"
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