*Knock* *Knock*

"Come in" Leeteuk said.

You open the door and you see Leeteuk. He smiles at you and so do you. You enter the room and put the flowers that you were holding earlier in the vase.

"It seems that I lied huh?" he said.

"I said I'm going to school today but I didn't" he said while smiling weakly.

You look down when he said that.

"I'm sorry" you said.

"No! It's not your fault! It's because I'm careless!" he said.

"But still...." you said.

There was a long silence. You are speechless. You don't know what to say except "sorry". Suddenly...

"So how was school today?" he said.

You stare at him and said...

"Nothing big, like the usual" you said.

"Ow" he said.

It seems that he doesn't know what to talk about anymore. You grab the chair and sit on it.

"Leeteuk oppa" you said.

"Hmm? What's wrong?" he reply.

"I will be with you from now on. I will be the best girlfriend you never had. I won't leave you alone. I promise" you said while holding Leeteuk's hand.

He only stares at you and then he smiles weakly at you. It seems that he is trying to say something but couldn't find the right words. Day by day passes. You go to the hospital to visit Leeteuk every single day. "It's been 3 days since that thing happen" you thought. You haven't see Donghae in this past 3 days and you didn't go to school for this past 3 days either. You try to forget about Donghae's existence. "I'm the worst person in this world" you thought.

"(Your name)~" Leeteuk said.

"Hmm? What's wrong?" you said.

"Nothing. I just want to say your name~" he said happily.

He smiles at you innocently. You look at him, confused.

"(Your name), I will make you happy! I promise" he said.

You giggled and you look at him. You smile at him and he gives you a warm smile too. Time pass really quickly. It has been a week since that incident. You have been skipping school for a week now. Leeteuk knows about that and kinda worried about you.

"You should go to school" he said.

"Eh? Emm... I will go when I feel like it" you said.

"When?" he reply.

"I don't know..." you said.

"You know that it isn't good to skip school, right?" he said.

"I know, but..." you said.

There was a silence and then...

"Is there someone that you don't want to see at school?" he said.

"Eh?" you said.

"I am right, am I?" he said.

You look down. "Donghae..." you thought. "It seems so hard to forget about him" you thought. Leeteuk takes a deep breath and said...

"Go..." he said.

"Eh?" you said.

"Go to that guy" he said.

"You love him, right?" he continued.

Unable to reply his words. You keep silent. It seems that he knows everything about you. You close your eyes. "Donghae..." you thought.

--Chapter 20 : With Him--

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