*This chapter will reminisce chapter 4-5

Myungsoo POV

I walked into my house.

"Mother, I'm here." I yelled.

My mother ran downstairs trembling.

I frowned, "Did you miss me?"

She nodded her head.

"Why are you scared?" I smirked.

I could see water forming on her eyes.

"It's been several years, right?" I asked.

She looked in my eyes, then looked at her engagement ring.

"You still miss dad?" I sighed then smiled.

"I said, I'm sorry. I had to."

"A-And that women?"

"I didn't do that!" I yelled and glared at her.

"I-I-I saw you."

I smacked her and hissed, "You ing moron, don't say anything if you don't know anything."

Her tears dripped off her face.

"You asked me to treat you like a mom? HOW? You're such a wimp and you're stupid."

I walked off frustrating. 

I sat on my bed and sighed.

"I'm sorry mom." 

I laid down and unknowingly, tears fell down my face.

I grabbed my phone and texted Jiyeon.

Jiyeon-ah?

Oppa? I didn't see you at home. You're usually home :(

I'm sorry...

No, I didn't mean to tell you off... Is everything ok? Chanyeol oppa said you went to throw something away? Did you?

I have to.. but that piece of junk is important to me.

I feel bad for that piece of junk. What is it? You can give it to me :)

Oh, it's not an item.

Oh ok then, if you NEED to throw it away, do it now :)

Jiyeon, I'm sorry..... Let's just stop.

? Stop what ?

Us.

???

I'm Sorry

So I was that piece of junk... ok...... uhm....... sure......... ok..... uhm...... ok....... bye........

I put my phone down and tears dripped down my face.

"I'm sorry."

I went to my dad's office.

I looked at the empty seat and grabbed his ipad.

I sat down in his chair and open the only video in his ipad.

" Myungsoo stop!"

"Sorry dad."

"What are you doing... put that down!"

"I can't... I need to."

"Put the knife down!"

"You want me to put it down?"

"Yes........... wait......... NO!"

More tears dripped down my face.

I took out a box under my dad's desk.

It was a gun.

" I can't kill you. I won't be able to if..... if.... I'm not alive."

I pointed the gun toward myself.

JIYEON POV

 I was shocked.

Are we really?

I screamed.

"HE DID THIS AGAIN" 

I ran to my room with Chanyeol running behind me.

As soon as I got to the guest room where he slept, I locked the door so Chanyeol can't come.

I picked up a vase with flowers on the ground and slammed it on the ground.

Then I collapsed onto the ground.

I was crying uncontrollably.

"MYUNGSOO!!! MYUNGSOOOOOOO"

"JIYEON OPEN UP!!!" Chanyeol shouted behind the door.

He slammed the door.

"MYUNGSOO OPPA!!!!"

I kept crying.

I remembered how I was bullied by him.

Then I remember when I first fell for him.

I looked at the water on the ground from the vase with the flower.

It was still alive.

I gave it to Myungsoo, 2 weeks ago.

I smiled, then I stared at the water.

That's when I fell for him.

When I went to his house to do his homework.

He swam in the swimming pool with me.

I stared at the water.

Then I grabbed my phone.

He said he couldn't throw it away because it was precious.

HE STILL LOVES ME.

I cried with joy.

Then when Chanyeol managed to slam open the door.

I ran out to find Myungsoo.

I was running in the street with no shoes on.

Myungsoo I'm coming for you.

MYUNGSOO POV

 I pointed the gun at myself.

Right outside was a swimming pool.

I smiled with tears in my eyes.

I fell for her in the swimming pool.

I kissed her on that day.

I put my arm with the gun down.

Jiyeon has no one.

Her brother will die.

She depends on me.

She's gonna kill herself.

I can't be selfish.

I have to support you.

 Tears fell down my face and I smiled.

She still loves me.

I don't have to make the people I Iove miserable because of Him.

I only live once.

"MOM!!!!"

She came in dad's room trembling in fear.

I ran to where she was standing and I hugged her.

I could hear her gasp and she put her arms around me.

"I love you." I said.

She looked at me in shock and I kissed her cheek and ran out of the house.

I needed to see Jiyeon.

I ran to her house.

I was passing the cafe.

JIYEON POV

I passed the park.

MYUNGSOO POV

I passed the school.

JIYEON POV

I passed the restraunt.

MYUNGSOO POV

I passed the convienance store and stopped.

JIYEON POV

I stopped and smiled.

MYUNGSOO POV

I saw her.

JIYEON POV

I saw him.

Then I ran until

MYUNGSOO POV

Then I ran until

BOTH POV

the person I love was in my arms.

"I love you."

Then we kissed.