Jiyeon has been in a coma for 3 weeks.

Not waking up or anything.

And I just waited for her to wake up from her deep sleep.

Every day I would be by her side waiting and apologizing.

I would sing to Jiyeon, read her stories, and I watched a drama with her.

The drama was exactly like Jiyeon's story.

Jiyeon is in a coma because of us, just like in 49 days.

She was in a coma from shock that her boyfriend was cheating on her and someone's suicide but the story is similar.

All I wanted was to get Jiyeon's forgiveness and to make her truly happy.

"Oppa," I looked up and saw Suzy.

"I'm sorry." She said and left the room.

I looked at Jiyeon and cupped her hands, "You sure change people."

Right after I said those words, her lips twitched.

That was the only thing she did in those 3 weeks when she was in a coma.

On the day she woke up, it was a regular day.

Nothing seemed special, I was sitting next to her showing her pictures of us, years ago.

She was still in a coma but she looks sad, like she regrets meeting me.

"Wake up already." I shook her a bit.

She didn't wake up.

So I decided, today was not a special day.

Well, except, Suzy was leaving to LA because her dad got transferred there from work.

I told her about Suzy, I told her about my friends, and I told her about me.

I told her about how sorry I was, how useless I was, and how lovestruck I was feeling to her.

The day seemed to go slower.

As I started to talk about how much I love her, I started to feel a feeling in my heart.

I felt regretful, guilty, and anxious that she might die.

I really..... loved her.

As if on cue, her eyes fluttered open but, she hated me.

Right when she opened her eyes, she shooed me away.

I heard many times, how, people can hear the confessions people make when in a coma.

Why isn't it happening right now!

I felt rejected and I felt as if I don't belong in the world but I kept trying.

Everyday after her awakening, I was there.

I supported her during therapy, I was there when she was having a difficult time.

Most importantly I was there when she was in pain.

She was better in 2 weeks after she woke up.

I apologized everyday to her during her hospital days.

Then on the day that she left the hospital, she got me.

She forgave me and all the things I did in the past.

Why?

Because I was a changed man and I really really did love her. For real.