I deeply though to myself and concluded I would fix my eyes.

That decision had a pro and a con....

PRO- I would be able to see again!

CON- My dad would find a way to abuse me, again.

It was the day before surgery and I was unhappy.

Unhappy that the heavens decided to do these cruel stuff to me.

Unhappy that the heavens decided to put me in this wicked world.

I have no reason to live but I won't die now.

I have no reason to live and I don't have a reason to die either

I lay on my bed thinking how it would be like to see again.

I smiled to myself while closing my eyes.

I woke up hearing the chirps of birds.

I opened my eyes as I wavered my hands around trying to find my walking stick.

I wavered my arms some more when I felt my walking stick.

I grabbed it and changed into a dress.

I heard the doorbell and opened it to hear my nurse take me into her car.

When we arrived I sat down and smiled.

I was very nervous but happy.

I shook my legs as I moved my head side to side.

A nurse came up to me and took me to the changing room and she helped me change into a hospital gown.

I thanked her and she helped me to Dr. Kim.

He shook my hands and said good luck as he lay me onto a bed.

A few doctors and nurses dragged the bed to another room and they wished each other good luck.

Dr.Kim squeezed my arm as he inserted a shot into my arm.

I started to close my eyes as I dreamed of Myungsoo.

He was crying on the wet ground, kneeling down as dark blackish-redish blood was covering the ground.

Myungsoo kept saying things like I'm sorry and stay with me.

What's more confusing was he was shouting MY name.

Before I got to see more of the scene I opened my eyes to see a blurry hospital room.

I blinked my eyes a few times to see a colorful hospital room.

I got out of bed and jumped up and down when the door opened and Dr.Kim came in.

He laughed and hugged me.

"CONGRADULATIONS JI-YEON!!!"

 I laughed thanking him for letting me see again.

He smiled and went out of the room.

I spun around and fell on my bed.

"I CAN FINALLY SEE!" I shouted.

My heart felt so good and I felt like I could run around the whole Earth.

_______________________________ONE WEEK LATER___________________

It was the day before I was able to go home.

I fell asleep smiling but only to see the horrifying dream.

I sat up in bed sweating.

Was I dying?

What does that dream mean?