Your POV

*ring ring ring ring*

L: “Hello?”

Me: “Myungsoo oppa!~”

L: “How’s my favorite dongsaeng?”

Me: I laugh. “Good~~ I missed you. How’d we manage to bump into each other?”

L: “YOU WERE SKIPPING CLASS. YOU DESERVE A TIME OUT NOW.”

Me: “ANIYA~~~~ HAHA. I really miss you.”

L: “I really miss you too. So does Dongwoo.. he’s begging to be on the phone with you now.

DW: “COME ON HYUNG!~”

Me: “You guys are so cute~ & immature still!”

SG: “BEING THE LEADER IS HARD YA KNOW.”

Me: “SUNGGYU OPPA!!~~~”

SG: “That’s me!”

SY: “ YAH! I DON’T HEAR OPPA AFTER MY NAME.”

Me: “Sungyeol oppa~ stop yelling. You’re really ugly when you yell.”

LAUGHTER LAUGHTER LAUGHTER LAUGHTER LAUGHTER LAUGHTER... EVEN MORE LAUGHTER.

SY: “I’M NOT GONNA GET YOU ANYTHNIG ANYMORE.”

Me: “I’M JUST KIDDING! Oppa, you look really good when you smile, stop frowning.”

H: “WOAHWOAHWOAH. & ME???”

Me: “As if!”

WH: “BECAUSE IM BETTER THAN HOYA RIGHT?”

Me: “OPPA!~~~ YOU CAN’T CHOOSE WHOSE BETTER THAN WHO”

L: “Who’s your all time favorite oppa then?”

Silence...

Me: “I don’t know...”

Infinite: “WELL CHOOSE NOW!”

Me: “HAHHAA. ALL TIME FAVORITE?”

Them: “NEHHHH!”

Silence..

SG: “YAH YOU BETTER CH—”

Me: “Simple.”

Silence...

Me: “My all time favorite will always be Sungjong oppa~”

Silence.

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.

Me: “Did I say something wrong?”

L: “Ani. Thanks for being honest with us. Really.”

Me: “Mmm..”

L: “So are you okay or not with Sungjong oppa?”

Me: *Inhale sharply* “Well.. Sungjong oppa is my older brother. Always will be, always has been. & Sometimes I hate that. Other times, I love it. I miss Sungjong oppa. Like, more than anything in this world. & I want to know where he is, how he’s doing. You know? I mean, sometimes I hate him for leaving and walking out on me and dad and mom. But.. I forgive him because I wanted to do the same thing. I respect his decision and I thank him because they never hit again after that. Then again... he walked out on me and was being selfish.. but he wasn't happy. & I want him to be happy. It's a love hate thing right now.. I love him .. i don't know.. Honestly, oppa, I'm not sure. He left me, and I thought I was fine, But a part of me is missing because he was the center of my happiness..”

L: “Keep going~”

OUT WITH ANOTHER YET AGAIN UPDATE.

happy? BECAUSE I TOOK A WHILE ON IT DUDE.

PLEASE DON'T BE A SILENT READER CUZ THAT'S NOT MY STYLE.

I HAVE TO GO DANCE NOW! KAY BYE!~

ANYWA