Myungsoo POV

I woke up and found myself on my couch. It's been 2 day's since my father's death. I had told Sungyeol yesterday about it over the phone. He had asked me if I wanted him to come over to where I was. I told him no. I did'nt want to beleieve that my father was dead. Today was going to be the funeral but I was still in shock. Knowing that I wouldn't be able to see my father ever again pained me. I sat on the couch and remebered memories of me and my father when I was a kid.

Flashback~

"Hey daddy when can I be a big boy and work like you?" little Myungsoo asked his father. "Soon son but first you need to study and work hard at school" Mr. Kim said. "And then I can be like you?" Myungsoo asked with excitement. Mr.Kim carried his son and told him "Yes son, then one day you will be like me." Both of them smiled. "I love you son" Mr.Kim said to Myungsoo. "Me too appa" little Myungsoo reponded and smiled at his father.

myungsoo

Mr. Kim

End of flashback~

A tear escaped my eyes as remember that day. I promised to my father when I was a kid that I would carry on the business. I'm going to do it for him. As I sat on the couch I remembered what else happened that day. The one word that came to my mind was......Yoona. The only phrase that came to my mind was......I'm nothing. It's true, Yoona didn't want to be seen with a loser like me. I felt like my world was crashing down. I wish my mother had never died. I wish I had spent more time with my parents. I wish I wasn't such a loser. I wish my father wasn't dead. I wish......Yoona had never left me. Why does bad things have to happen to good people. I leaned on the couch while ruffling my hair trying not to cry. Crying won't make it better.

Sungyeol POV

I woke up in my bed and all I could think about was Myungsoo. Myungsoo is my best friend and it worries me for him to be alone in such a hard time. No one knows that Myungsoo left. Myungsoo made me sware to him that I wouldn't tell anyone. "Everyone wake up" I heard the teacher yell in the hallways. We all went out to the gym to take attendance. . The teacher called out our names and when it he called out Myungsoo, I made my voice sound like his and said "Present." The teacher bought it, because their retards, and we all went to do the next activity. I know Myungsoo told me not to tell anyone but I feel like the members should know. Forgive me L. I told the members to meet me at the corner table for lunch and I went off. While I was doing the activity I saw Yoona and Donghae flirting with eachother. Does Yoona really have no heart? I mean seriously she just played with L's feelings. .  After 2 hours of pure boredom and horror of Donghae and Yoona flirting with eachother, it was time for lunch. I looked at the time and I saw that there was still 2 more hours till the funeral. L told me to stay at the ski trip but hell no i'm going to th