Chapter 9 || Am I?

White Fox

Author's Note:

Annyeong~! I am very sorry if I updated late... :( Anyway, here's the 9th chapter! I hope you'll like it! :D 


>> When they already arrived, in Jessica’s room <<

 

(A/N: It was already night time when they both arrived from the grocery store, and Jessica’s P.O.V. happened while she was lying on the bed.)

 

Jessica’s P.O.V.

 

                She comforted me when I was totally sad. She let me live in her house. She provided me what I needed. She let me eat what I wanted. Even though I somehow had a rude attitude, she still accepted me. She continuously let me know about more things in this world. She’s really a good person. *thump, thump, thump* Why is my heart beating this fast? Am I? Am I in love with this person?

 

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Taeyeon’s P.O.V.

 

                “Finally! I’m home!” I said a bit loud.

 

                I took the groceries out from the paper bags and placed them on the table.

 

                “A while ago was quite tiring,” I whispered and sighed.

 

                When I was done, I walked upstairs and went to Jessica’s room.

 

                *knock-knock* “Jessica?”

 

                When I didn’t hear any response from her, I just opened the door and then found out that she was already asleep.

 

                “Damn,” I murmured.

 

                I was mesmerized by her beauty.

 

                GOSH, DAMN IT! SHE’S A LIVING GODDESS!  

 

                After a few minutes of just staring and admiring, I was back to my senses. I got out of her room for me not to disturb her.

 

Jessica’s P.O.V.

 

                When she finally closed the door, I slowly opened my eyes. I thought that I was still not ready to see her. I was still confused.

 

                Am I really in love with this Kim Taeyeon?

 

                I sighed and took an Indian sit on my bed.

 

                “No! No, Sica! She’s a girl like you for Pete’s sake! That’s absolutely NOT right!” I whispered and shook my head.

 

                *silence*

 

                When I was thinking deep, two weird things came into my mind.

 

                The first one was: “Yes, Sica, it’s not right! You shouldn’t fall in love with a girl. You shouldn’t.”

 

                The second one was: “Sica, this is love. You can’t avoid it. You can’t blame it. It’s normal. It’s right.”

 

                After thinking about the two things that came into my mind, I heaved a sigh and just hung my head low.

 

                “I really don’t know what to do,” I whispered. “Ugh,” I added and face-palmed myself.

 

A few seconds after…

 

                I dismissed my first thought and partially chose the latter.

 

                “Wait. If I continued loving her, would she accept it?  Would she be awkward around me if she knew it? What if she feels the same? Ugh, I really don’t know! *sighs*

 

                After several minutes of deep thinking, I decided to just lie on my bed. I didn’t notice I fell asleep.

 

 

                Taeyeon was about to leave when…

 

                “Kim Taeyeon!” I ran after her. She didn’t turn to look at me; she just stopped.

 

                “Taeyeon, I have something to confess,” I said and went near her.

 

                “…”

 

                “I… I…”

 

                “What is it?” She was about to turn around.

 

                “I love you!” I back hugged her tight, and because of that, she wasn’t able to completely turn around and was shocked.

 

                “…”

 

                “I hope you feel the same,” I softly said and tightened my grip on her waist. “Do you?” I hopefully asked.

 

                She then held my arms that were around her waist and tilted her head slightly just to catch a glimpse of me.

 

                “Of course, I do. I do love you, Jessica.”

 

                My heart was about to explode due to happiness when I heard her response. No! My heart exploded that time! A single tear fell down my cheek due to the overwhelming feeling I was having. I leaned my head on her back while hugging her still.

 

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                I opened my eyes and realized that it was all a dream. Gosh! I also realized that Taeyeon’s face was near mine. ! Am I still dreaming?

 

                “Jessica, I’m glad you’ve already waken up,” my love said.

 

                Wait, what? Did I just say my love? Geez, what is happening to me? Ugh.

 

                I then kissed Taeyeon on the lips.

 

                “Jessica?”

 

                I realized the kiss was just my imagination as well. Phew.

 

                “N-Ne?” I answered or more of asked, nervously.

 

                “Breakfast is ready, my…”

 

                I was shocked when I heard her say my. Maybe, she noticed?

 

                “I-I mean, Jessica. Breakfast is ready, Jessica!” She said, smiling awkwardly.

 

                “Um, yeah, go down first. I’ll follow,” I said, smiling back.

 

Taeyeon’s P.O.V.

 

                Gosh! What did I just say? *does face-palm* Did I really just say my? I made myself obvious! Wait, what if she noticed it? Omg, that’s so embarrassing! >_<

 

Jessica’s P.O.V.

 

                What did she say? My? So, I’m hers? Awee, how I wish! I felt myself blushing. *giggles*

 

                “I love you, Kim!” I whispered. Ayie~!

 

                I went out of my room happily and was surprised to see her staring at me. She was standing near the stairs. Maybe, she was waiting for me? Awee~! I once again blushed with my thoughts. I hoped she didn’t notice, though. That would be so embarrassing!

 

>> Downstairs <<

 

                I looked at Taeyeon who was smiling while staring at me. Unexpectedly, she offered her hand and asked for me to walk with her to the kitchen.

 

                “C’mon,” she said, with a wink after.

 

                I LOVE HER WINK! OMFG!

 

                I then put my hand on hers and smiled. I was like, OMG, HER HANDS ARE SO SOFT! LE CREYS!

 

                I felt my heart beating so fast.

 

                I smiled like I was in love and stared at her.

 

                I hung my head low and whispered so softly, “I love you, Kim Taeyeon.”

 

To be continued…


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Justanordinarysone
#1
Chapter 27: New reader here! Really hope Taeyeon would be able to accept Sica. Please update soon author and thank you for the ff! :DD
secret_stares9
#2
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Va_asianloverz
#3
Chapter 27: please update soon
amSONE
#4
Chapter 27: I wonder what happens next. Thanks for the update!
Taengoo311
#5
Chapter 26: Taeyeon must have felt cheated and hurt right now and she hid somewhere (im guessing her mom's grave?) so that jess cant find her but I'm sure sooner or later they will reconcile :) two promises from her love ones haish this is hard:/
(plot twist) someone wants to kill jessica and taeyeon rush to her aid...lol
Va_asianloverz
#6
Chapter 26: update soon please
Va_asianloverz
#7
Chapter 26: update soon please
Zennia9
#8
Chapter 26: Ohh....
I also hope that she's fine.
Thanks and I miss you, chingoo. :)
amSONE
#9
Chapter 26: Omo! What will happen now? I hope Taeyeon's fine. Thanks for the update!
Va_asianloverz
#10
Chapter 25: update soon please