Hi everyone! Readers and subscribers!

I know I have been gone for a very long time. I started this second part of the story, Vain: 7 years, in 2014, and I thought I was going to be able to finish it within the next following year, but instead I kept post poning it and eventually gave up on continuing to write. I lost a lot ideas and I didn't know how to write the story anymore. 

I was really busy my senior year in high school, especially with scholarships and keeping my studies up to be top 10 in my class. I tried to keep you guys updated whenever an idea came to mind, but I was stalling. During that summer, before I left for college, I went on vacation. I had to refresh my mind, but it seemed like I was just trying to run away from this story. I just didn't know how to write it anymore. I felt so bad when I had comments that asked for me to continue because I just simply didn't have any more ideas. I didn't know how to reply to you guys. I'm so sorry.

I was also struggling a lot during my second semester of college. My boyfriend at that time was a total jerk. College changed both of us, and it took a toll on me. I was losing him and at the time I was trying to regain my will to continue Vain: 7 years, but with our relationship problem, I just couldn't anymore. I know this may sound stupid, but 2 years together was a lot. I was depressed, I started working out, and eventually I wished I never went to college. I went through a lot because of him. I t