"I—"

"I don't." Luhan finally answers, still his eyes were tightly enclosed. "I don't. I'm sorry."

Kris was in shock, parking the car at the side of the dark silent road, petrified by Luhan's unexpected rejection. "But you said I am your type?" He clarifies, sure of what he heard from Luhan' mouth recently.

"I'm sorry. It's not just right to say I like you too."

"Why?" Kris demanded, putting a little force on his hold on Luhan's leg. He felt Luhan was cold, thus pushing him to some idea. "Maybe you want to know me more?"

"I don't kn—" Luhan was cut off by Kris' sudden breathing in his face. He saw him already leaning to him, with eyes closed and horrifyingly shadowed, his lips pursing at his. Luhan pushes back but Kris pulls him closer, sealing their lips aggressively. Luhan tries to scream and break free, but the force constricted him in a manner that he couldn't fight back. Everytime their kiss deepens, Luhan loses his strength.

Kris slides his hand on Luhan's shirt, pushing it away, ing in his desire. He felt Luhan's hot and cold skin, the intense shivers gets through his fingertips. He pushed down Luhan in a lying position, and went on top of him—their lips still connected, knocking off the box of gum out of the cup holder. Luhan's tears started falling; how he wanted to show Kris how violated he is right now.

The taller one then shifted his arm to his pants, ping it and showing his underwear. Luhan didn't dare to look, but he was already feeling Kris' hard pushing in his crotch. He wishes he shouldn't have came with him, and Sehun's face suddenly appeared in his mind.

Please help me.

Please help me, Sehun.

He desperately begs in his mind, albeit he doesn't know why Sehun was the one that was giving him a taste of hope. He was out of the physical world, he was stuck with his imagination. Then the scene where his ity was taken away came back again—all the pain and all the guilt he felt at that time blew up in his insides once again.

He looks to Kris for a second, trying to compare if he was the stranger. He couldn't create much evidence to make a difference, at that was his fear. He closes his eyes once again, blocking his body off as much as possible.

Pushing Kris away with his knees, he challenged himself to throw over the man above him and run away. He succeeded, quickly opening the door and ran outside. He was so fast, he didn't had the heart to look back. His tears was raining down on his cheeks as he buttons his shirt again. He stops by a passing taxi, called its attention, and rode away from the street.

Kris was left on his car, burying his face on his hands, thinking what came on his mind to harass Luhan. It wasn't him, but he almost thought it was what Luhan needed. It was also the same thing that he thought Tao needed, but they both ended up rejecting him.

He stares blankly at the road, not knowing if it was tears in his eyes or just blurs of the real life trying to blind him away; to finally remove him from this world for what he did.

Luhan uneasily gaited in the school entrance, trying to find someone as he clasps his loose shirt with his hands. He walks further, passing by the dorms, and he sees one that seemed to be the only close place he could barge in and let himself fall off the ground.

He twist opened the door, not bothering to look anymore. He closes his eyes, manages to do a few steps in—his eyes were tired, his body was abused and weak, the only working thing in him was his mind. His foot slowly enfeebles, letting all his weight go, though before he expected to fell flat on the floor, there was an arm that subsided him.

He took all his force to look at the person who caught him, seeing Sehun's eyes that was full of worries.

"Luhan hyung." He hears Sehun calling his name, but it was all indistinct mumbles to him. "Are you alright?"

"S—Sehun. I'm sorry." His last words went out of his mouth after he loses it all. He fell under a deep sleep, his body lying on Sehun.

"I'm sorry too."

I wish it was a dream, it has to be a dream. Luhan talked to himself, his eyes opening at the familiar bright light of their dorm. He glances around, and found himself already on his soft sheets and white bed. He gets out, noticing that Kyungsoo was staring at him, which looked like it was already a while.

"I'm glad you're awake now." Kyungsoo greeted him as Luhan finished fixing himself, looking sad and worried.

"I always wake up, Kyung." Luhan jokes as he rubs his eyes, still unused of the brightness embracing them.

"Sehun returned you here at the dorm like a dead body." Kyungsoo stands up, his assurance was set in place. "You should drop by their dorm again and say thank you. What he did was scary but brave." 

He finally remembers what happened last night, and portraits of Kris and Sehun winded in his memory.

"But tell me, what happened?" Kyungsoo asks, while Luhan noticed that he was wearing clothes he never owned.

"I—I was out on a date with Kris." Luhan stands up, still pinching the unfamiliar shirt he was on. "And he—" He stops, catching Kyungsoo's attention.

Kyungsoo walked closer, knowing that Luhan had some trouble inside him. "And he?"

"He harassed me."

It was late for him to stop his friend, but the latter already stormed out even with his pajamas on. Luhan tries to stop him, but he just embraces himself, falling at the corner of the room. Everything suddenly violently returns back to him, making him start to cry again. The room was indeed bright, but Luhan was enveloped with the darkness of his experiences.

A/N: Here I am again, finally. I almost thought I am not going to do an update. Well, thank me because I finished my thesis! Yay! Just a few activities in line and I'll be free like a bird. Happy, happy, happy. 의 축하하자!​

We all know Luhan is very reserved, so I am happy that Sehun was there to save him and take care of him :') I love all your comments* about Luhan being stupid for ignoring sweet Sehun (he got ignored too tho), but look at our dumb deer, he still ends up in his arms. ♥♥

* HappyGoLucky, ,eldoradoe, YourKpopFan = Thanks for the comments :D

Ohorat! That's my talk for the day :) Does anyone read my blog? Look for it and you'll see a surprise ^^ Bye-bye~