You think you're over him, but each time you see him you hesitate and wonder if it could ever happen, whether giving up is really the right thing to do. You get reminded of everything he did and honestly you want to give up. You still wonder why you're holding on, you want to let go honestly, but you can't. Because mixed between the angry and sad memories are the happy ones....

The ones you can't let go of.

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It had been a while since Luhan last saw Sehun, and in all honesty the brunet wasn't completely okay with this reality. Seeing those familiar pair of eyes bored into his own with a hatred so passionate and deep, Luhan couldn't help but flinch away. The naive male had wondered if Sehun was really joking when the latter told him the hideous truth behind their past. Though Luhan still did not dare to comprehend the situation at hand, a dreadful fear had already struck out at the door to his heart.

Walking past Sehun with a fairly composed expression, Luhan couldn't help but see that Sehun immediately saw past his exterior personality consummated by lies. A façade at even its best was left with cracks and chips as Luhan's bottom lip trembled slightly in the sight of his gorgeous ex. Sneaking a daring glance towards the familiar male, Luhan flinched when he realised Sehun was still staring at him, not alternating his gaze.

Sat in the middle of a group of handsome males was Sehun, seemingly like the centre of utter importance. Luhan couldn't help but realise it was one of those things that hadn't changed and never would. Trying desperately to hide a grimace that slid up the smaller figure's face, Luhan eased away the tension by clenching his jaw at the scene of an incredulously petite male touching Sehun's hand with a look of concern.

Letting a well-practiced smile fall onto his lips, Luhan smiled forcefully as he passed by Sehun and greeted his friends with a nod of acknowledgment before rushing past and deciding to sit along in the back row of the classroom. Trying to hide the shattering of his fragile heart, Luhan took out his exercise book and pretended to doodle aimlessly in the front page.

His face hidden by his honey-brown bangs, it wasn't until the sound of the bell indicating the start of class did Luhan finally dare to look up. The brunette watched in silence as the teacher introduced the former with offers to other students to help Luhan get around. Ignoring the statements of eager students volunteering, Luhan bit the inside of his cheeks as he saw Sehun laugh sadistically at the former's situation.

Thinking that the scene was almost like the day he met Sehun in 8th grade, Luhan let a pathetic chuckle escape his lips as he remembered Sehun being one of the eager helpers that wanted to show Luhan around. Sighing at the turn of events that caused the play out of a sad tragedy in terms of Luhan's relationship with Sehun, the feelings presented left a dejected Luhan to slump in his chair with a frown.

Contemplated thoughts about Sehun ran throughout Luhan's mind throughout most of the lesson with no concentration what so ever towards the work provided. Luhan who sat alone in his seat despite the ringing of the bell remained still with a thoughtful look etched upon his face. However the older male was shaken out of his dazed stupor when the sound of a hand slamming on to a desk startled the bewildered Luhan.

The startled male looked up with wide eyes, flinching as he saw the towering figure of Sehun standing in front of his desk with his arms folded over his chest and his head tilted towards the side. 'Urm...hi?' Luhan offered with a forced grin as he gulped at the sight of 6 males gazing curiously at him behind Sehun's figure. 'Do...Is there something you need?' Luhan questioned as he studied each male standing behind Sehun for a brief second each.

'I can't believe you actually transferred here.' Sehun stated in a rather incredulous tone filtered with disbelief. 'Are you too naive or stupid?' Sehun questioned rhetorically as he reached out to grab harshly at Luhan's tie loosening the noose around the smaller’s neck.

Unconsciously holding his breath for a few seconds, Luhan pushed away his thoughts that had urged him to pull Sehun's body against his