17.05.2012

                It was already 4 month since i officialy become a girlfriend of Junho from 2PM. There weren’t many people know about this beside 2PM’s member and Sistar’s member. And i was so happy that everyone of them support our relationship. Eventhough i didn’t have many time to spend with Junho oppa because of the practice i had to do, slow but sure i could forget Hoya.

                Everything that i had plan about forgetting Hoya is just so perfect until Jun.K hyung said, “You already work hard for your debut, and i really proud of your effort. There weren’t many time left until you are become sistar that all people know. And beside today is Bora and Junho’s 4month anniversary.... we give you a day off today and this...”, he said while gave Hyorin unnie 4 piece of paper. And the continued, “INFINITE Fansigning’s Ticket”. My lips that curved into a smile before suddenly turned into a frown after i listened what they gave to us as a present. Well, it was not a present at all. I couldn’t meet Hoya, not now after everything i did to forget him. But i couldn’t do anything either, they bought us this ticket for us to enjoy and i should be thankful.

                Soon, everyone of us in front of the building where INFINITE Fansigning will be held. My heart couldn’t stop beating so fast. We came inside the building and sat at the seat that already asigned. A few minutes later we saw infinite came out and introduced themself and the Fansigning began. We were stand in line to got INFINITE’s sign, and when it was my turn to meet Hoya i was just can’t control my heartbeat anymore. I gave INFINITE’s album to him to be signed when he wasn’t look at me, and he said, “what’s your name?”. I hesitated to answer at first, but i did, “Yoon Bora”, after i answered him, he lifted his head and looked at me with shock written all over his face. “you..”, he was about to say something but i cut him off, “thank you”, i said and took my INFINITE’s album that he already signed. I sat on my seat again and i just wished this event will soon over. After every one already got INFINITE’s sign, the MC that i didn’t realise were there since the very beginning talked again and said, “ok, there is one more present for one of you guys. You have your number that already given when you came into this building”, i listened to him and looked at a piece of paper that written 301 on it. “and i have a really big box in front of me with many paper with yo